I feel super lame posting here but I don't know here else to just cry.

I just realized this within the last hour. I have <i>a</i> friend who I can talk to, and lately, she's been too busy to really talk. We talk like once every 24 hours now.

I am so lonely oh my god. I'm on my laptop crying because I don't know what to do. To make matters worse, I have a social phobia, so I can't just.... go up to people and talk to them. I'm working on getting over that fear, but it's not that easy.

I'm just so lonely. Everybody can just ignore this. I just don't know where else to go, since I don't have any friends to cry to.

I totally understand you on the having one friend and social phobia thing. I really only have one friend that I really talk to as well. I have aquaintances, sure...but really only one other person that I can call and hang out with and all. Social phobia (or sociaphobia) is a diagnosable psychological condition...have you see a professional about this? I did and she recommended therapy, but I never went because...well...meeting a new person and talking to them about personal things? Yeah, no. It really sucks when you have something you want to complain about or cry to someone about and there's no one there. I use Subeta for that a lot of times too. Nothing wrong with coming online to talk or vent. I get really lonely a lot too. I live about 20 miles away from the one friend I really talk to and with gas prices the way they are, I can't really afford to go more than once every couple weeks. So that pretty much leaves me with my parents and we don't really talk all that well sometimes. shrug So anyways, you're not alone in this at least.

I understand completely since I'm in that situation as well. It's hard and it's depressing. I have a friend I barely talk to and a girlfriend that I barely talk to as well. Though the gf thing is a different story. But the thing is, I'm lonely most of the time even though I do have my brother and mom to talk to, but it's not the same. It's hard and I wish I can help the both of us.

Hi. (: My name's Tori. I may not know you in real life, but I'll be your internet friend if you'd like. I've dealt with a lot of things, social phobia very much included (my teachers had a running bet that I was mute for a few years...), and while I won't say that I know what it's like for you, I will say that I have at least some idea and I'm here for you if you need someone, or even just for meaningless chatter to take your mind off of stuff. Even if you think it's stupid, okay? It's not stupid if it's making you sad, and I'm not going to judge you for it. (You're more than your fears/sadness, so I think it's silly to judge someone off of that.) I don't expect you to pour out your heart, though, or instantly be happy. I'm just saying that I'll do my best to make you smile, and I'll cry with you if I can't. Feel free to sMail/comment me if you're more comfortable there, or simply ignore this if you don't feel like talking. This goes for you guys, too.

Thank you so much. c: It's really nice to hear someone say that. Well, in this case, read. I'll keep your un saved somewhere just in case I need someone to talk to, which I don't doubt will be soon or something.

That's really sweet of you, thanks. :)

It's no big deal, I just try to be someone I would have wanted around. I'll be here whenever. (:

It's no problem. On kind of a random note, your outfit is so summery and cute! I couldn't work with that hair for the life of me, aha.

I was going to say you guys can message me if you ever feel that you need someone to talk to, but it looks like it doesn't really matter now so um yeah^_^; -runs away-

I'm in the same situation as you. I don't have any friends. The people who I thought were friends never want to hang out with me. I'm always either at work, school, or up in my room like a loser. I'm not one to go out and just meet people. I'm in college and not a lot of people talk to me and when they do it's never for long. I think I've made friends when in all actuality I haven't. No one has the time for me or even care about my feelings. I always try to make an effort to hang out, but I get ignored or blown off and it sucks. I've had friends trade on me and back stab, so most I just had to cut out of my life. Now I'm alone and always bored and my mom makes it worst by telling me I need to go out and meet people, but it's not easy. I barely have money to do anything and she's like the only person I hang out with if I do go out. It's depressing and I feel like such a loser.