I lost a friend a couple of years ago that I sorely need to find, apart from anything else I need to tell her that I love her and always have and that I was an idiot no matter what the circumstances to let her go. I also need to apologize. I am in the UK and she lives in Peterborough Ontario, her name is Sylvia Kereluik and would now be about 24 (give or take), and goes by the nicknames Mirror and kamaruki. She loves cats and The GazettE and art, if you know her or know how I can find her please help me.

This is the person you're looking for: https://www.facebook.com/sylvia.kereluik

In case you didn't know about facebook....

The link is broken, my account has a link to an old account she had but always says the page cant be found, because it's been removed, obv i have checked on facebook

Try this one?

If it doesn't work either, then I have a notice for you, she's blocked your account from seeing hers. So if you want to contact her I'd suggest you to make another account and send her an inbox from there saying everything you have to say.

I have set up another account and have mailed her and all I can do is cross my fingers and hope for the best, there is nothing else I can do thank you x

Best of luck! :)

Nope. I'm getting odd vibes from you wanting to find and profess your love/friendship to someone who plainly doesn't want you to contact her. And then going on the internet, posting her personal information and asking other people how to find her. Are you serious?

I know emotions are weird things, but considering it looks like she's blocked you, please don't get too close to stalking. If you absolutely HAVE to, then message her once. Say your bit and if she responds positively, then great. If she doesn't respond, let it go. And then don't contact her again.

I think you mean well, so I'm saying this to be kind so you don't come off looking like a creep. If someone asked other people how to find me, then got around my blocking them to contact me to profess their feelings, I would not feel very comfortable. I know it'll suck, but if it turns out she doesn't want to hear from you, you're gonna have to respect that and not pursue it further.

I agree with Bailey here. If you act too stalkerish, she may put up a restraining order or report you to the police.

It's a very long and complicated story, so I don't expect others to understand, this really was the last ditch attempt I didn't want to drag other people in but when I moved I lost her address. It's true she may well not want to speak to me which is her right but I can't let it go without her knowing what happened and why it did, we used to share these feelings before but as I say it's complicated. We've known each other for 7 years and a lot has happened to both of us that drove us apart through unfortunate decisions and circumstance, I| swear I'm not a stalker, just a girl who made a shite decision and has lived with the consequences and may have to continue doing so x

She's blocked you though, that kind of changes how I see this.

It doesn't really matter what the story is, the point is that 'desperate' is how you're coming across to me right now. You might think you're going to get some kind of closure, but the unpleasant fact is that suddenly coming at her with all of these intense feelings isn't going to make her respond well to you.

I don't know the whole story, I'm just trying to give you a word of caution :( I hope I'm wrong in this case, but that's my experience.

- All I say is just message her once explaining everything, if she doesn't respond or blocks you, just give up. She's giving signs that she no longer wishes to speak to you and you can't force someone in your life that doesn't want to be there.

It's ok I didn't send an intense email, it leaves everything up to her so now it's out of my hands and I have done all I can do, I'm not going to badger her, until today it hadn't occurred to me that she blocked me but considering the circumstances at the time I can kind of see why, it was probably easier and I understand her point of view either way. I just explained that I was sorry and why and that I understand if she didn't want to speak to me again but if she did it would be amazing and didn't write reams and reams giving all the ins and outs because if she want's to know all that she'll ask and if she doesn't it would just make her uncomfortable. I know I seemed pretty anxious on my post but she's been in my blood for years and I thought I'd completely lost all way of contacting her but as it turns out this is my second chance and we just have to wait and see. But thanks for your guiding words, but I promise I'm not that person x

Was letter mail the only way you had contacted each other?