For once in a long time, life is working out.

My parents told me to forget about college, thank glob. I suck at school, I did in highschool and middle school. College just stressed me out. And dont get me wrong, I love living 40 minutes away from my parents, even if it is living in a shitty dorm. I finally got a job. Its union, full time, making almost $17 an hour which means no more school for me. Im so happy.

I finally have friends, which sucks because now I'm probably leaving them, but I'll still be living in the city, so thats good. I'll be moving in with my aunt (the only family member besides my parents and grandma that likes me), my boyfriend will hopefully be moving out here soon, and then I can move in with him.

I applied to an art school, which I would love to attend, but its really hard to get into, I hope that I can hear from them soon. I dont know what I'd do if I got in...

I guess I'm just waiting for the bad things to happen. Maybe I'm done with that part for a while, but then again, when does that ever go away?

i know it can be a little nerve wracking now, but just keep smiling thinking positively will make the wait time shorten considerably :)