Not much is known of Enieren other than through the mythological story passed down to all children that are raised to combat the darkness at an older age:
"The light foretold an improbability; one where a man of pure light is consumed by his true nature. This nature had a will of it's own that man had fought against for generations; the darkness in our hearts. This man however was different as he had the option to allow the darkness to consume his sanity in exchange for only a few years of life for his world; but it would be a temporary solution as eventually yet another must be consumed in order to preserve what little life they had. Enieren; the shackled one however acted as a demon would and betrayed his true nature in order to consume the darkness whole in order to steal the secrets to preserving the world. He had realized the truth however; that the world was already dead; and that they had been feeding off the willpower of the world for an eternity. Enieren would have to serve as the next host to preserve the world; feeding off of the true nature of others in order to extend the world's lifespan for a couple of years. In an act of great selfishness however he decided that the world had to die; his will alone caused the world to fall apart, before curling up within the center of the world as he consumed all life only to recreate the world in his own image at the cost of his body which served as the foundation of the new world. The years passed by; his flesh became land and broke apart, his tears became the single ocean that flows throughout our world from the throat of the world, his hair became forests and snow. However my children; this man is no god; he is the devil! As the years pass by the world still continues to die; his rotting lands being plagued by monsters; and to this day the heart of the world walks among us! And to this day; The Order was formed to banish the world of it's miasma; and return this world to it's original form. Until our strength become weakness."
The story follows Enieren; A cursed deprived boy who was given birth to the world his ancestor had desperately preserved within himself. Being the only boy with white hair and moonlight eyes he travels towards the "throat of the world": A giant ocean that is the source of all the clean water that everyone drinks from; any other sources of water would be plagued with a miasma that consumes the spirits of anything within it. He ironically wishes the same as the Order of palagicians (Paladin and Magician XD) which is to kill the world once and for all to free himself of his curse; A fierce avatar composed entirely of his will taking the shape of a giant serpent coated in darkness. Mainly because what the Order doesn't understand is that if he dies; the world will simply reset once more and recreate itself which would result in everyone being reborn with only their memories of before they were recreated. The story is about delusion and mind games as a normal scenario can immediately escalate into one of extreme confusion and violence.
The character himself is shy, naive and sensitive with the exception that when consumed by his alter-personality (Aka "True Nature" which is what everyone calls their sealed ambitions) he becomes a cold power hungry 'hero'. (He attempts to save everyone who he finds are in trouble. Otherwise he simply seeks to consume the energy of others to amplify his own strength.)
I'm new to rping in general and I feel really shy speaking to people so I posted here thinking maybe I can improve my character without rping until I find one where I can fit in. ^^'