Ya so I dont know if i like my bf, dont know is he likes me.

I keep wanting to randomly burst out crying

im failing math and i need to at least pass and i dont know how im going to do it

my friends keep offering oppinions on my relationship and its confusing me

my dad's mothe ris up because he had surgery on his wrist and SHE WONT LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

i want to go ride my horse and stay there for hours. i dont want to talk to anyone.

i hate my life.

i hate my brother. he needs to die

i hate the girl who keeps hitting on my so called boyfriend. i want her to die.

i hate school. i want to leave.

my mom is living at her mithers house because her new apartment isn't ready.

my life is falling apart at the seams and there is nothing i can do about it.

sorry i needed to rant.

I'm sorry for all your misery. But I would first of all reconsider your 'relationship'. I don't think you should stay with someone you don't like o_0

i dunno if i like him. i dont want to break up with him just because my friends tell me to.

plus when i se him my heart still flutters and i get butterflies in my stomach like when we first met.

i need to talk to him. really bad but when i got to talk to him i choke up

Dude that totally sucks. I'm sorry. I had a rough week as well, my boyfriend and I broke up. It stinks, but it'll get better. I hope everything works out for you =/

So much hatred. You may have anger issues...

First of all, you need to calm down. Then, it's never good to wish death to anybody.

I think you should just try and relax, try your best at school, and if you don't want to break up with your boyfriend, ignore your friends or tell them to shut up. If you want to ride your horse, then do it. If you'll be relaxed doing it, then go.

Wait quietly for your mom's appartment to be ready, and then move with her.

Relax and be calm. Find your center, become zen like...

Now that the humor part of this program is over (disclaimer: this is not taking a shot at zen or anything like that, if you knew me you would realize I am a true far cry from zen even if I would like to wish I was sometimes) let's get down to business.

First off you need to take some time to calm down and actually figure out how you feel. Sounds boring and it can be but it is important. If you do not know how you truly feel about your boyfriend, in the long run your just wasting his time and yours. In the meantime ask your friends to keep their opinions about your current situation to themselves because you need time to think about it. Go to your math teacher and ask if he knows where you can get a tutor. Those are at least the steps in the right direction.

At least you dont have aids.

Wow. That sucks. I can't really say much cause everything I would suggest has already been posted. I hope things get better for you soon. ;)

Teachers don't want you to fail. Their goal isn't to set you on a sinking ship and watch you go down with it.

Go in an talk to your math teacher. It's hard, and it's embarrassing, and you won't want to do it, but it's the best thing. I had the same thing with History, and I went in and asked my teacher what I could do to get my grade up. He talked to me for a while, and I feel confidant that I can pass the class now, even with only two weeks left. You really just need to talk to the teacher.

About the boyfriend, do you have a lot in common? Are you friends? It sounds from the description that you're maybe crushing - but is that enough to be with a guy?