So I'm sitting here...listening to a few of my favorite dj's and letting the music take my mind explore and pluck at every lobe let out thoughts and emotions that have been stuck between each one for so long

I love times like these, where I just think about myself and about things that i need to fix/change about myself.

This time it was about being shy. I've come MILES from where i used to be, but i'm still kind of reserved. I realized that that isn't good enough. No one likes the meek mousy girl that doesn't talk much. They like the one that is confident and happy with herself.

So in short, fuck being shy. I'm done with that shit. (:

anyone else do any inner self exploration lately?

Sorta. I also noticed myself getting more confident. =)

I love those thinking times too

I used to be really quiet... but about 2 years ago I went out of the country for 3 months to spend a terribly cold and boring winter with my family then I found out my boyfriend cheated on me while I was away

There was a MAJOR change in my attitude I was extremely pissed and depressed, stuck inside the house by myself for 3 months, just reflecting....

that shit changed my life

I really don't take crap from anybody now haha

I love thinking about myself. :'D And yeah, I do that with music. I make up music videos in my head.

It's super fun and you do kinda learn about yourself.

I was always shy and quiet, but lately I've been loud and outgoing.

Some people may find it obnoxious, but I feel better being outgoing than being a hermit. ;D

Yeah, I feel way better in the end being outgoing. I go out more..do more things. As opposed to just sitting around, alone, all the time. THAT was my whole summer last year. This year the only thing holding me back from going out every day is my parents :/

I've changed so much in the past year.. but I like it.

Recent events have made me think about.. and I've just.. stepped over the boundaries I used to set for myself. I used to be so reserved and predictable. I like the way I am, now, more. Plus, I have WAY more life experience. Going to college really reshapes your perspective.