first of all, any counselor is trained to help people overcome their inability to discuss issues. they are quite experienced at finding out information without having you directly reveal deep-set 'trigger' words.

secondly, i'm concerned about the latter half of your post.

you can't quite blame someone for not seeing your issues when clearly, you don't share it with them (as you stated).

i'm also a bit off-put that you would feel better on medication. seriously, people are doped up enough in our world. i think a better mentality would be to surrender yourself to professional advice instead.

Therapists are pretty damn good at that, and don't read into only what you say. The nonverbal part of comunication plays a much larger roll in what we 'say' than we want to admitt. Therapists can read it.

The other thing is that it takes time. Talking gets easier as you go, and there is no such thing as a 'quick fix' in psycology.

The second half of your post seriously bothers me. You need to talk to your parents obviously or they need to go with you to counseling. You have some communication issues. Hiding problems doesn't make them better, I know from experience. And don't just say you can't talk to your parents. If you say such things that's just you not being tolerant and refusing to speak to them. Family is a big, important thing. Sure, you can choose your friends but your family is /always/ there.

Edit: And you can't know if you'd feel better on medication or not. They have different effects on different people. Not to mention it's not smart to put young people on medication. There are some very bad side-effects to a lot of behavioral medication. So don't just think some pills are going to fix all of your problem.

I'm truly starting to believe you are a good actor. You post your problems on here a lot, and there seem to be lots of them, but there's things that we cant help with here when all you're going to do is complain about what we tell you (which is all that I've seen you do when replying to people).

If you really feel like you have problems to the point of needing medication, REALLY try talking to your parents about seeing a doctor. In my opinion, it sounds like you're just a tween going through a phase of 'No one cares about me , I should just stay high on meds all the time to make things better.' You need to find an adult that you trust to talk to about this.