at this point, i have absolutely no one to turn to with my problem. i would hate to dump it on the forums for everyone to see so if you honestly think you could help me with this, smail me please ;(

i'm having these thoughts that i do not want to be thinking. normally i would ask my best friend for help but he is really bad at this specific issue.

thanks anyone, everyone.

it took me a good half hour to even convince myself to ask for help. D: they arent suicidal thoughts, btw, i didnt mean to lead on that it could be that.

holla at me, girl. you know you can.

ok P: thanks a lot and thanks 346463534 times to people who have smailed me already

<3