Hey lovely ❤️

Nice to see you back!

Im so sorry to hear about whats happened to you ;-;!! If you need to talk to someone I can lend an ear!

I hope you're as ok as you can be!

I'd appreciate any flowers you wanted to toss my way... This year is my first survival, so I'm starting from 0 with that achievement :o

I'm sorry to hear you had a bad time... I've been through a similar situation actually so I really feel for you. I hope you're doing better now ❤️

Thank you! I have my up days and my down days. The break up happened about a month ago and so like I've been a month of healing and stuff. I'm currently doing great and got good news that I was accepted into school again so I'll be going back this fall :D I'm doing well. Thank you so much!

The green worm one is the Encompassing one :O! You should have like a weird small bump on your thigh now!!!

It sounds like you're doing well ❤️! A break up is always horrible but I found after a month of like mourning the relationship I just ended up missing the routine! omg that is fantastic news :D!!!! What will you be studying :3??

Yeah. And the only thing that hurts is the fact that you love someone so much and then this happens. So it's something that has to heal over time and such. I'm going for Psychology! :D

i shall remember to send them your way, i'll share them between you. if you want me to stop, just let me know :D

its true! it hurts that you can invest so much time and love into someone for it to not be worth it but be thankful for the memories and for the fact its left you open to meet your soulmate in the future :D!

It truly is that time is a healer ❤️!

Thats a great subject to choose :D! I find it so interesting but I wouldnt be smart enough to do it myself haha!

Yeah. There is still a part of me that feels like we will be together but there needs to be growth on both parts. So it's something that if it's meant to be will be. I wanted to go into Psych when I was a kid but never really got into the full idea until last year.

oh yes I will tell if I'm done so someone else can have them and mine once I finish.

maybe a little time apart will allow for the growth needed :O! Sometimes it takes people to see what they lost to actually realise how lucky they were :3! im a big believer in fate so if its meant to be it will be ❤️!

I always find it interesting how childhood events really do affect adult life is so many weird ways like fears and such!

So am I! Like I 100% believe I was shown a vision of him and I together. So I'm just seeing what happens with life. If maybe that vision is real then it will happen. But I'm going to focus on myself and just take care of me and go on with my life. Yeah I know what you mean.

That's my strain, too.... The one with the worm. :O

Oh dear, that's really hard. :( I'm glad you're starting to feel a bit better, though... And psychology, how exciting!!! School is a great way to grow, too. You might fight by the end of it, you're a completely different person!

So, I saw that you had put up a list of our members with kiss links... Any chance we'll also get a "claim the person above you" board for during the event? I mean, my two other groups have that, too, and I always make it a priority to kiss there first, before I go to one of the regular boards....

Actually, I'd start my own, and maybe give a prize to the person who kissed the most fellow players (I have next to no sp, because I'm a terrible spender, but I have some nice items...) Is that allowed? Or do we need special permission to start a pink buns board in here somewhere?

Edit: Nevermind, I just read the challenges board rules, and I think I'll set up something there. :O

I have never had any type of vision and it makes me sad XD! I would swear my dreams answer my questions sometimes tho, but maybe thats just my brain sorting out information and then things become clearer!

You silly hehe ❤️!

Anyone can start their own competiton ^^! The only rule is they have to fund the prizes themselves :D!

Ive already started playing in your competition :D ❤️

Good! The more the merrier!

That's how I'm looking at it. I'm just thinking I'll grow and figure everything out. Oh yeah I've had thought dreams too. Yeah today my depression is bad today and I'm just trying to push through it. I wanna do the Subeta Events but I may just play Skyrim or Guild Wars2 to keep my mind busy all day. I like just woke up too and started to do laundry. ><

::Hugs!::

I have depression too, so I empathize, I know what bad days are like. It's really great that you're trying to push through it though, and keep your mind distracted. It's not easy at all, but you're doing a great job managing it, I just wanted to say. ❤️

My strain reached stage 4, and it looks like my feet have been bandaged... but maybe it's cocoons? Eek... I'm also drooling. So yeah... look forward to that lol.

Thank you so much! That means a lot. Today is one of those days where I'm just super down. I keep having memories flash in my head and all day I've just wanted to cry honestly. But I can't. I'm in the numb limbo state. I've thought about just trying to sleep to power through it but I haven't been sleepy enough to do that. I may try now since it's later in the day. It's been rough lately.

I know what exactly what you mean... It's so frustrating to feel terrible and not even be able to cry it out. Maybe you will be able to have a good cry now that the day's winding down. I don't really like to cry, especially not in front of my partner, but it happens a lot anyway and it does always make me feel a lot better afterwards. If you ever want to talk, by the way, you can always comment or sMail me, I want you to know that ❤️

I had an okay day today. It was super unproductive - all I did was casually play Subeta, lol. I tried to do some coding with a friend, but we ended up just spending the entire time on one frustrating bug lol... That's coding for ya. We didn't get much done other than defeating that bug. I mean, I guess that is progress, but like we didn't actually do anything exciting ._.

I really want to do something creative... like write a poem, or draw a picture... but I've been in a creative rut for a long time now. The writer's block is real... I've managed to write maybe 3 small poems in the past year, and they're not even good.

How are you feeling today? ❤️

Skyrim is such an awesome game, when I had depression real bad I played Assassins Creed like non stop everytime it got really bad and now that I dont have depression quite as badly I got the AC symbol tattood between my shoulder blades to remind me that I was strong :)

Did you manage to get some sleep? I used to try and make myself cry if I needed to by listening to super sad songs and remembering bad things which may sound counterproductive but crying helps sometimes lol

I bet your poems are good! ❤️

I am pretty crap at everything creative except drawing but I dont really do that often anymore :( I never seem to have any time!

I'm stage 3 atm, so just covered in bumps, but ew! Lol... Edit: Ew, just went up a stage. And gross. Yeah, I have the foot cocoons, but the grey drool is nastier... :/

If you're looking for a way out of writer's block, you should try one of those "inspiration a day" lists. Actually, we could be writing "buddies"... You know, check in with each other and see if we're both writing. I always mean to follow one of those to get more writing practice in German (since that's the language I'm trying to learn), but I always start, last a day or two, and quit. Anyway, I'm sure something like that wouldn't always produce an amazing poem, but it would give you a writing start, and maybe some of the subjects would get you inspired enough to start something you REALLY want to work on.... I found this list that looked interesting:

http://thinkwritten.com/365-creative-writing-prompts/