Aw Hun -hugs- Just keep your head held up high and know that you aren't the one being a dick

I've had that happen to me before too. Loving countless times :c I'm sorry you're having to go through it, but it's certainly his loss. hugs

hugs back That's what I'm trying to do. And yeah I know. I just kinda sat there like you want to be friends after you screwed me and two days later broke it off? Idk how to feel about this. I want to be friends but idk how he expects it to work.

You mean the screwing and running? It's fine. Not your fault. Heartbreaks help build the people we are or something right? lol Awwww ^///^ Thanks :3 hugs back

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I'm so sorry honey, but at the very least, you had a chance to say how you felt and get that out there. His decision to be a prick is not a reflection on you at all, it's a reflection on him. I'm sorry he treated you that way, because you don't deserve it, but now you can start to clear out the feelings for him (though it will take time) and look for someone who makes your life better and happier, not someone who piles on the stress. You deserve to be happy, so take the time you need to grieve for what was, and then start doing things that make you happy. Drag a friend out with you to go see or do something you've been wanting to do - even if you don't feel 100%, it will help you start to feel better and more like you again. Remember that you love you - and you don't need anyone else to ^_^

[edit] Also, do NOT be friends with this guy right now. The way he ended things pretty much strips him of the right to ask to stay friends at all, but I would give yourself time and space. If you're around him right now, you're going to have a harder time moving forward and letting what you had with him go. If you decide later, when you're further from the relationship and not wishing it was still there, that you want to be friends, that's fine, but definitely don't try right now, it's just going to confuse your heart ❤

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I know. I tried to save us. I just can't believe he moved on so quickly. I'm guessing he didn't love me as much as he claimed he did. It's not your fault he did what he did. I'm going to try to get rid of these feelings but I'm probably not going to date anymore till I'm out of school. Just one more year. I'm trying to do things that make me happy :3 I'm going to a CSI camp thing this coming week in the afternoons so that might help a little. I think I'll see about hanging out with a friend that helped me out with this too soon...

Oh yeah lol And something like that. Same as time heals all wounds. I agree that at least you gave it your best shot and got your feelings known. And I agree with everything just said. So glad to hear you have some distractions for right now and there's always us lol

Totally didn't see the edit. But yeah I totally see what you're saying. I'm probably just going to ignore his presence for right now. Maybe I'll shoot him a text later but not right now...

Lol really? I'm sorry to hear that. I did...I even mentioned in the first text that I still loved him but bleh. I do too :3 I am too and of course there is! I love you guys. You're all being more helpful than the majority of my friends irl XD

unfortunately I dont really have anything to say that can help. -hugs-

hugs It's cool. I'm just glad people care >.<

I do very much -huggles- my experiences with men/boys are not in the least bit positive so I would be better off not saying anything.

It definitely helps to get out and get your mind preoccupied - that camp actually sounds really fun :) And yeah, I'd leave it for a little while, and decide when your heart doesn't still love him quite so much if you'd really want to be his friend or not.

The camp sounds like it's going to be a real great time and just a time to relax and forget all this past crap you've been dealing with.

Awww I'm sorry. huggles

Yeah I know :3 That's why I listen to music. Trying to build up a playlist to preoccupy myself :3 It doessssss. I can't wait :D I do want to be his friend, I just need to get over him first, I agree with you on that.

I know :3 I'm hoping it'll be fun. The National Museum of Crime and Punishment is actually doing it and I got in last minute. It was awesome to be able to pull that off. I found out about it in the last week of school before vacation and I think the money deadlines were past due but they let me in anyway :3

not your fault.

That's awesome that you were able to get in :) Sounds like an amazing place to spend the weekend.

I know but stillll

I knowwww. Well it's not the weekend, it's actually from 2-5 in the afternoon from the 15th to the 19th lol

Awesome, even more time then :D

I hope you're feeling better now.. I was in your place a few months ago. I lived with my ex (long story) we dated 4 times before he realized he never loved me. I like to believe I've moved on. Im at college now I live in the dorms I'm going for animation. I'm hoping that I can find someone here but I can be shy sometimes so idk how that will work ^ ^; I hope you find someone who treats you better than that dumdum did. -Hug.-

;; Aww that sucks. I dont know what to say but I can listen. ^^ //huggles

Yush :3 It was great! I'll tell you more on the other board c:

Damn. I'm sorry :/ Yeah I think I've finally moved on maybe? Idk. I still think about him, not as often as I used to but still. Animation? That sounds fun! I wish you the best with finding someone too! Thanks :3 I hope I do. I'm just going to kind of put relationships off for a little while now.

It's fine :3 I'm moving on now I think. granted I still think about him from time to time. i also still think about the..."stuff" we did but that's probably just because he was my first but that'll go away eventually I'm sure. huggles back

sorry I took so long to respond guys. I've been busy for the past week.