Kitty?

yes :D

pets again I have my screen on the dimmest setting so I couldn't be sure if those were ears.

well yes it is kitty ears :D

he's adorable.

D: I'm so sorry. I'm terrible at comforting. Tell me what you need/want. I wanna be helpful. :(

oh yus

I need/want him to come back but that isn't happening I don't think. That cat...

hides face

be happeh D;

I want to be. I really do. But I literally felt sick after I ate anything today. Hell I wasn't even hungry for dinner. The tears won't go away. The emptiness won't either.

aweh ;-; is liek dis?

D: I can't say anything that'll be of any help, because things like "it'll feel better in time" really doesn't help when you're feeling it now... so. cats.

Kind of. But I've got enough will in me to not want to die...

Yeah I get it. Who would put pizza on a cats head?! Sorry This came up on your birthday...

kay good

I've contemplated self harm too but decided not to do that either. That's good right?

Boys will come and go. Your friends are here forever. I understand you think you still love him, and I know how that feels because I was hung up on my ex for 4-5 years. What made me become unstuck? Him telling me that he doesn't love me like that anymore and that I need to find someone that will, and will appreciate me for me. We no longer talk, we did after my heart was broken and healing, but now he has disappeared from the face of the planet. My point is, there are always things in life worse than a break up, even if it doesn't feel that way. We love you! :D

I can't stand the thought of being stuck on him for 4-5 years if he doesn't want me... I just hate that literally two days previously he was saying that he wasn't going to break up with me. I know all of this will be better later but the feelings are crushing me now.

You know what'll make you feel better? A hot shower, a good book, relaxing piano music without singing, and a comfortable bed. It always works for me!

It's fine. Star Trek is playing in the background. Chris Pine always brightens my mood a bit. Anyway. who wouldn't put pizza on a cat two best things together

I'll take a shower in the morning. But it seems like all of my books have romance in them which kind of ruins the point of reading sometimes. I've never really listened to piano music like that. Maybe it's worth a shot. Bed makes everything better kind of.

You sure? I guess so. Pizza is pretty damn good. Kitty y u leave me too? T_T