Trust me. all of those things have worked for me. There's this book called, "Horns". It's hilariously evil. Idk it's a pretty good book.

Who's it by?

Don't worry. You're not making my birthday horrible or anything. I'm just glad you wished me happy birthday. :3 All I needed from my friends. Pizza... whenever pizza is mentioned, I get hungry. :X kitty wuvs you

Ummmm...."Joe Hill".

If you say sooooo. Dude wishes are nothing. I feel like I should get you something...let me see if I have anything on your wishlist. I'd be hungry too if my stomach wasn't being a bitch. holy shit i've never seen a cat do that.

I'll have to see if I can find it somewhere....

If you can, it'd probably help.

I like acknowledgement. Freshman year, nearly no one knew it was my birthday. I've gotten a Happy Birthday three times from one friend. Biologically, it'll kick in soon enough. it's flexible. supah flexible.

hugs I'm so sorry :( I wish I had words of comfort, but everything will sound hollow until you start to heal. I'm thinking of you though my friend.

(and I'm in the ping group too but I never mind a direct ping/comment/sMail if you need me)

I'll try to find it :3

Ugh that had to feel bad. I make sure I notify my friends that my birthday is coming up XD three times from one friend? yeah it did at lunch today but then I felt like vomiting. Same with dinner except I wasn't hungry, my mom just made me eat. that cat is more flexible than me.

hugs back It's not your fault. Like I said to I just kind of wanted to get it off my chest. Thank you :3

(dammit I keep forgetting I knew you before you changed your name and you were already in the ping group XD)

Well I'm always here if you need me ^_^

yes, that's very good you decided not to I've thought about it before too not necessarily because I was upset, just thinking about what it would be like but even getting anywhere near close to a decision to do it made no sense to me

Thank you :3

I've thought about it before to see what it would be like too haha But yeah I've never understood what drove people to self harm...I understand the pain is killing you but that doesn't mean you need to channel it to physical pain.

Eh, mostly my fault. I never bother to tell anyway until it's really close. Yes. Mostly because I told him that I required that of him many times, and he's a funny guy like that. Fight your stomach. Fight it for the nutrients you deserve.

you should see my sisters shoulder x.x there's a series of at least a dozen cuts she does it with one of her friends

Yeah same. I don't make them get me presents or anything, just a wish is good from them. haha niceeee I don't wanna vomit though...

what? like as a group activity?

i guess? i dont exactly know....

My friends are nice though. At least my two closest are. One got me the One Ring, and the other apparently may be getting me earrings. That's why you fight and win.

Uh huh...

Well that's good :3 That's awesome. Win against my stomach and gag reflex???

yeah idk >.<

Sounds like a really weird situation.