Happy weekend all!

I would have ordered in! lol

Happy weekend back!

I saw is now frozen. Anybody know anything?

What?

I've sort of been zoned out the last few days as depression has been kicking my butt.

Yeah I just saw her name with a line through it and was shocked. Can't imagine what she would do to deserve that.

For the depression, I know exactly what it feels like to have someone you love get that diagnosis. I'm so sorry that you are going through this. I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Were you and Brian told anything more definitive or a plan on how to treat it?

My assumption about spirited being frozen would be she was hacked. Something she's been fighting for ages. Thinking she either self froze or a subeta noticed an anomaly and froze her. Can't at all imagine she'd do anything personally to get herself frozen.

Hopefully whatever is going on will get fixed and she'll be back. She never joined the discord channel so I know of no way to contact her.

Idk either. She really did have an incessant problem with hackers. Just want to ruin everything. I hope she comes back.

His skin cancer is benign.

I talked with my therapist last week and she says that everything that has been going on has just hit me all at once.

Last night I woke up screaming bloody murder from a nightmare. Took a moment to be certain I wasn't dreaming.

Basically I was trapped and being chased in the dream. I forced myself to wake up when I decided to fight whoever/whatever was chasing me.

lol maybe next month, i was awake and craving for stuff i could not order in for.

Oh now she is frozen to, what happend?! I did know she told me once or twice she had troubles with hackers. Hope she is ok

Last few nice summer days here half way next week fall is here

Actually fall like here yesterday and today. Had a frost advisory overnight. Will be summer again by mid week and possibly for the rest of September. Autumn and Spring seem to be getting shorter and shorter.

Yeah I really hope spirited will be back soon.

Glad to hear it's benign. So sorry about the nightmare. Glad you could wake yourself up. hugs

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and all the other lurkers...

This week has been awful. My cardiologist is weening me back onto my cardiac medicine at a very slow pace. She doesn't want to load any fuurther medicines on until she knows how my kidney's will react. That's all good and fine IF I didn't have high blood pressure at the same time. I have had rather high blood pressure for the past week. We're talking stroke level high blood pressure. . I've been doing everything I can to keep my blood pressure low but it just won't go under 140/90. Emory, you'll know how hight that is. Well, it got worse. It was 185/110 a few days ago. That day, I took one of my blood pressure pills even though the doc told me to hold off on it. No. Way. I'm not stroking out again just so they can see if some of my kidney function may be impacted. Good lord, it's damned if I do/damned if I don't. Right now my blood pressure is doing ok. Not as low as I'd like it but not anywhere as high. Right now I'm waitiing on home health care to get here to draw the blood for the kidney function test to let me know how they're doing with the diuretic going through them. So, I've been doing nothing but sleeping and watching tv. I just can't seem to get the energy together to do more. It's been about 5-6 weeks since this happened and I'm still worn out and feel crappy. I see my GP on Thursday and my nepherologist on Friday. Wish me luck at the appointments.

Vidar - 8 books is a lot of writing! You go girl! :* I'm glad that Brian's cancer is benign. Hang in there, don't let it all overwhelm you. Take it one step at a time. It's what I do these days. ❤

- I know you know how high that one blood pressure is. The only thing that held me back from going to the ER for it was the fact that I nalready had the necessaryy medicine at home and knew to take it immediately. So, it was high but I was ok. This whole situation has me on eggshells. Hubby says I've bec ome paranoid and I have to a point. I don't want this to happen again and I'm doing everything I can to prevent it. :) Anice trip to Paris sounds lovely. I don't think I'd go up on the Eiffel Tower, though. I''d look it, say how lovely it is, and then go straight for the catacombs. 😂 Oh, I bet the architecture is beautiful there. I hope you have a wonderful time looking at all that beauty! ❤

- Oh, no! I'm so sorry you had to go through iall that! I'm glad you started back on your meds because I want you around for a long time, too. :* I'll also heed your warning not to skip the kidnety medicine once I start it. I'm afraid of dialysis. Weird thing to be afraid of but there it is. i really don't want to be beholden to a machine for clean blood. As far as knowing anything was wrong, I didn't have a clue. If I hadn't broken my knee I never would have known. Although I'm sure someone would have noticed the delirum and gotten me to the ER. I'm diabetic, too, so no transplant for me, either. Strange thing for me, as soon as I got home from the hospital my blood sugar has been at or below normal . It's almost like I'm not diabetic. I think my hubby has given me insulin for a high reading maybe 3 times since I got hom. It's downright freaky.I'm glad you're doing well, now. Don't let my jinx wear off on you! ❤ - Thank you, hon! Enjoy the little bit of summer you've got. It'll soon be Autumn!:D

- I've seen all 15 seasons of "Supernatural," well, up to the 2nd half of season 15, that is. I haven't watched the last half of season 165 bbecause I just don't want the series to end. You may want to skip season 5 because it's all about the Devil and Angels but you should look at seasons 6-15.5 as there are some really good story lines in there. :D

So, I missed Neugarten completely this year. Was there anything new that is "must-have" or was it all kind of blah? :D

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I hope you get better.

Yeah, eight books worth is...plus getting vertigo made me redo my usual writing schedule. I'm doing my best to keep stable.

Honestly, Supernatural should've ended an episode sooner than it did. The last episode is just a mess. It's trying to play like a Monster of the Week episode which does not work. Dean's character also doesn't seem to progress further than Season 1.

Jensen actually had to call Eric Kripke to become okay with what happens with Dean.

Oh I have seen them all I just watched the first 4 over 100 times.

The end was so good but I cried through the whole thing like a giant baby. Ugly cried.

I didn’t want it to end either.

So glad its benign! Sounds like too much pressure. I hate nightmares. I have gotten good at waking myself up too. And sometimes I'm able to change it to a nicer, brighter, fun thing as well. I love that. :)

Sorry its been an awful week. Your husband must be close to sainthood. lol I really don't remember how long it was after my kidney failure before I got back any real energy. I know it was several months anyway. It took a major toll. Of course it was life threatening all by itself. With your other major problems all impacted too, who knows? Just be patient and go with the flow.... (Yes that was a double intentional pun. lol)

I've really been enjoying the occasional rain and fairly steady 80's as the highs. It's been amazing. Can't wait for 70's and then 60's! Whew. But I better hush. It'll be over 100 just to spite me. lol

I've always been able to tell when I'm dreaming (99.9% of the time) and when things get too intense I wake myself up.

I can't really change my dreams to any great degree.

we had a lovely summer day yesterday today cloudy and nice temp but this afternoon will be wet wet wet and cold and then fall will hit us all week.

i know but it's good they check you out. I understand you are a bit paranoid i would be to after all what is happend. Horrible time you had. Heal up! -hugs-

Oh please send your rain here. I don't even remember the last time we had rain. All the grass here is brown. Trees look sad. Allergies are terrible without rain to tamp them down. Weather forecast has no real chance of rain for the forseeable future either. If there is a tropical system in the gulf there might be a possiblity it comes up this way, but our air is so dry I'm not never sure it would survive to get all the way up here.

thanks same it already monday. I hope spirit is ok,

-hugs- You take your time and rest and heal up.

We might get some rain later this week from the hurricane in the Gulf. I hope so! They are also saying my 80's are leaving and damn 90's are coming back. (Whining and crying ensues...) Hope you get some rain too!

Doing pretty good! Hope you are too. :)

Don't want to exactly get drenched but we could use some more rain, and I envy you your Fall coming so soon. :)

Hi! This was in my PT office on their weights machine. It's so true. Recovery may be a long road and full of twists and turns, but you will get there. <3

-blows rain to you- lol!!

Brr it's cold. 10 degrees colder then yesterday with rain and winds.. Hello fall.. Wish the trees would have the beautiful colors to. Now grey green