I near got over my grandmother's death and I fear the day when it's my mother time to go. This may sound very stupid, but I've always wish I would die young. People all have their reasons on why they want to leave the world. Holidays have never been the same to me since my grandmother's death.

I hope you find your stuff for your car. My weekend was shot because my sister did overtime and my next weekend is shot again due to the same reasons.

[@-HyperBlossom-] An mine now have eight months before the nest possible semester to attend. It's not yet clear, but mine final grades look like solid "A"s. Mine will wait until official word comes, but mine will arrange for mine prize al the same.

Mine more set on never having to stare at death, except to see its own demise. But also receive mine mother again, brave new world an al.

Mine no fan of this miserable life, an a better future is still on the horizon. People have said the end has always been coming. They just don't gknow what patience is.

I hope you get an A for your final grade my friend.

I have a different view point for the end, but I also need to stay away from negative thinking and emotions.

If I had some happy new I would gladly share it with you, however I have no good new at this moment.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine should be receiving final grades around the nest weekend. It will be revealing.

Keeping positivity is not an easy task, but also constant one. Mine own wandering mind needs to be occupied to avoid less agreeable paths.

Fingers cross for the perfect grade. ❤

I was also trying to make a DVD collection of my favorite movies, but I may give that up to start making a book collection. All I would do in school was read and I miss reading so much. I miss looking into a different world that isn't the Earth that I... well we live on.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine may retiurnt to mine DVD collection, considering how streaming sucks. Mine spent less with physical copies, than online purchases of edited versions.

Tho mine does also indulge in a good book. Mine have a collection of classics on mine DS, and mine have only read one...

As for final grades, one class is shy of perfect. Mine missed a day last weekend, but no point in making a fuss. The semester is over, and mine will.have to begin a new year with another goal in mind.

That's right my love. I got sick of the streaming channels because that put way too many ads in when you're watching stuff. The real reason why I started my dvds collection was because during the holidays they weren't showing any of my favorite or family favorites. I notice when I bought the Aliens collection and Predator collection they started to show them all summer long next year. What's the point now that have them on dvd commercial free?

I have bought cheap books. A book for 50 cent and another for 3 dollars. The 50 cent book is some kind of odd romantic book. Not my taste, but hey it has extend my vocabulary a bit so that's good. I can't recall the 3 dollar book for I lost it in my closet.

One day shouldn't really matter. I hope you get all that you want.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine have unboxed some old DVDs and will sift through them when mine can. Mine still regret losing a box with choice picks, that was donated by mistake. It had Star Wars editions with theatrical versions included.

And also books that mine didn't keep after reading, 2010, Steampunk! , et al...but mine collection also has books mine haven't read yet.

Mine should see if final grades have been released, then mine can justify the most expensive prize.

Sorry for very late reply love. I was only on Subeta for a short time and that was just to grab Melody's gifts. Hope you had fun during the holidays. I didn't, but no matter. A new year is just around the corner.

Sorry about your movies. All my holiday films are on my ps3 as downloads, so I didn't get the chance to watch anything. Don't got no free time to myself anymore.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine got just enough fun over the weekend to make any wait worthwhile.

Mine is going to stay off Subeta during the daytime, to reflect on what today means. Mine mum passed away this day three years ago.

I'm sorry honey. Please take all the time you need.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine been in a fog, one too many distractions...

Mine considered taking a drastic step to help keep this from escalating. That is to cut off all internet access, regardless of what it costs in other fields.

No benefit is worth the risk mine have to fight when mine mind wanders too far...

I'm sorry again for the late reply I'm trying to get everything ready for the New Year's party my mother is throwing. I don't want a party and plus I'm terrify by the new year, but I do want 2023 to be over.

Take all the time you need love, but you might want to go to the doctor. Just to sure nothing is wrong with you my sweet.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine did, tho it had to wait until after New Year's.

Zo, mine now will begin efforts to change what can be. The first goal is to look for a job, enough with getting by on limited income.

Good night.

good luck to ya honey.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine will need to understand the online process, it seems easy to get lost in so many links.

@ I forgot to ask but did you get both achievements for Christmas?

[@-HyperBlossom-] No, mine must've missed a day or two. Mine didn't get an Essence of Melody this time.

After some thinking, mine chose to limit how much activity on Subeta mine will do. Zo, mine will stop questing for some time. Mine figure to use al the sP in mine vault an till to buy GA until that runs out.

A few steps at a time to get comfortable being offline, in a few weeks mine may resume daily routine in mine house. Plus mine reignited mine interest in playing mine video games. Mine remembered why some are still fun.

A relative is offering mine their PS3 as part of their decluttering. Mine waiting to hear when they can have it ready for pickup, and anything else.

I'm sorry honey. I don't know if I got a notice for this post.

Oh I'm sorry you didn't get the Essence.

Do you hoard your boxes they give you when your account is a year old? I never use those boxes because they have 3 month gold account totem in them. Bad thing is those boxes and totems are untradeable and unsellable. If I get some free time I do need to clean out my vault to use a gold account, but I never get that much free time. I just save up my CSC and go buy a 1 week gold account.

Wish I did have 3 months to myself. I could work on my pets and my account.

Oh!! An old ps3 you say. I hope they give you the little baby. Best pass time is playing video games.

[@-HyperBlossom-] No problem, mine been either busy or distracted...an mine sick of those distractions...

Missing put on the essence wasn't a big loss, after December mine cleared out mine galleries, collections, and minions.

Mine have used loyalty boxes as they come, tho last year's is unused, while this year's is due in two weeks. Back when mine resumed playing mine had several...some were deleted mindlessly.

Up to now mine been buying GA with al the sP from last year and still have a Giga to dump.

The PS3 is working well, tho mine have no physical copy games mine like. Zo for now mine only use it to watch movies. Mine would love to retry Rocksmith again, but mine bass doesn't function correctly. Maybe in time mine could trawl for old treasures...