oh dear. You might just have to save up your money to fix it. I'm sorry.

Tell you something off hand... my sleeping problem has gotten worse. I can go to sleep around 8 or 9 o'clock. That sure be a good few hours of sleep right? Wrong! I wake up more tired than ever. Is it something I'm eating that's making me not sleep well. I don't eat or drink anything before bed...it can't be my toothpaste.

[@-HyperBlossom-] The plan iz to stash for the rest of the semester, and if mine can continue in Spring, use that federal aid money to add to the pot. It'll mean some lean months until this can be addressed.

The suit items are neat, mine need to get the last from Recycle Beast and the Blue Building. Mine don't think it should take much, tho mine may not wear it.

Mine doesn't gknow what to say about your sleep troubles, mine puzzled by how toothpaste could affect sleep. A more professional opinion could shed some light.

I'm sorry my dear. I've been sick lately I hate covid, but that's to those shots it isn't as bad as before.

I like Subeta birthday, but I wish they would do the goodies bags again.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine have dragging on mit some assignments, zo we both have our obstacles and responsibilities.

In other news, mine was able to buy the birthday items, maybe keep them stashed until some time later.

Today mine rest, after last week's frustrations with homework. Tomorrow there iz no rest for the weary, plenty of classwork to start.

enjoy your day off. I can't seem to wrap my head around the last few days.

I think I bought the extra cookies, but I have to run back through my vault.

OCEHb!

Mine hope the cool weather isn't too far off, enough of the infernal days. Plus mine would like to spend evenings sitting nest to mine stove's fire. Like old times...

Mine gotta try wrapping mine head around some profound ideas for today...

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I hope you'll be able to play for Keel Hall and Morostide. The end of the year is getting nearer and I fear for the new year. I feel like I lost my luck years ago.

I'm not a fan of holidays anymore in the real world. They bore me

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine not do any holiday, IRL or otherwise. In mine case it seems like celebrating is considered mandatory, zo no thanks.

Full moon tomorrow night, zo bring on the lunacy!

Today mine will spend the day at campus, to try to complete a written assignment before turning it in Saturday. Electrical schematics aren't as easy to interpret as mine thought.

no schematics are easy to read my love. Since Subeta's birthday I need to restock up on my tokens and crystals. I wish I could get my free time for about month if I could then I could fix my account. I need to work on my shop, clean out my vault, and go back to working on my pets.

I might be free only in December.

[@-HyperBlossom-] True, mine quandary iz missing out on the lecture that would explain some finer points of electrical. But mine was busy working on mine car's suspension to attend that segment. Regardless, mine will complete what iz possible.

Mine could offer some spare tokens, far too many for mine to use at the TS. And unless a Foxip Plushie be added at CS, mine just let them pile up...

Mine can say the same about classwork, not mush rest until December.

just do your best that's all you can do.

Oh no thanks honey. They just made the Wizard the weekend quest, so here's my chance to gain some extra coins. If I had my time back like before then I could use gold account to gain more coins, but my time isn't my time anymore.

[@-HyperBlossom-] That mine did, after a few hours of meticulous work, the schematic is close enough to mine understanding to turn in. But how mine bashed the brian with working out the logic of the diagrams.

Don't hesitate to ask, mine planning to empty mine assets during December.

Mine would like a better use of mine time, sometimes far too much to flitter away.

I'm glad I got up early thanks to that I was able to do my quest and they reset them later, so I got double wizard tokens.

I'm starting back to work on my pets or at least Vore. I wanted to go get her a page made, but the lady I go to close her commission and I haven't had the time to talk to her yet.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Sounds like you gknow what you want.

Mine have a pending commission for a Vioran character from three years ago, the artist had bugged out and mine haven't even seen proof of the piece. Mine friend who recommended him hasn't heard much either. Al mine can do is wait or bring up the topic nest time.

Mine getting more informed with what could be the cause of mine car's engine problems, each route has one common denominator, engine removal. Mine will continue gathering info to reach a conclusion, an taking advice on solutions. Mine shouldn't over-think the course of action, just be ready for the outcome.

I'm still not happy. I think I'm in a depression. I want to work more on my pets because that would district my mind for some time, but I think I need something bigger to focus on.

I'm sorry about your pet. I remember I ask for an artist here to draw my HA and she gave a message to everyone on her forums, but I haven't heard from her since.

Good luck with your car love. ❤

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine may have a reasonable solution, mine youngest brother has offered to research availability of rebuilt engines for mine car. Until mine get word from him, mine will continue saving money towards the solution.

Al in Al, take on your problems head on. Mine still fighting that fiend of primitive human urges. So unbecoming...

Well you're right about the human urges. Wish I didn't have them, but that's why I need something to do! I'm going to work on my pets more, however I wish I had a job or something useful to benefit from.... would help a lot with my medical bills.

I hope you get your car working soon my love.

You know in my younger days [high school years] I use to write fanfics in my free time. Not good and not perfect, but they did help me defeat a few human fuction problems. Might go back to this old method.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine would want them physically removed, but it occurs to mine that maladjusted people think that way...

Midterms already, mine took a traditional exam rather than the skill test on lab scopes as originally planned. It did show that mine have retained gknowledge from previous and related courses, suggesting that mine is indeed learning.

Mine will find out soon enough to see how the solution of mine car's woes are within the possible. Until then mine can further develop skill with maintenance and repair. Mine should also look into what certificates and achievements to add to mine credentials.

Mine still role play as Vioran Soldier in any fiction mine encounter, but no longer write anything down. That has it's risks, but words just don't express what mine want to say.

Oh, zo there are wearables that have effects on eyes that are visible. Mine optics have sectoral heterochromia, tho mine think the combination of mine optics isn't included in the palettes.

I was wondering where you went my friend. Guess the exams and study times took you away.

Ever since October started I've been feeling moody. Very upset and angry. Nothing I do changes my emotions. Drawing, reading, listening to music none of it works. I only smile once and that's when someone on this site sent me a very wonderful gift.

I don't know why I feel so down. I guess cause it's now the holiday seasons and the year is soon to be over. Not ready for 2024 new year also the News or tge World News just makes everything look super awful.

I just don't know how to feel or what to do right now.

But it's great to hear from you. I hope you pass all your exams with flying colors and git the grades you wanted.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine had been occupied with shop, classwork and other obligations, sometimes this game comes last in mine concerns.

Your mood can be affected by the pressures and overwhelming presence of the holidays, mine have chosen to butt out partially because of those details.

For now mine can only keep busy with other matters to allow mine mind to focus on a better future. It's not a pretty fantasy to think things can get better, but why think it'll always get worse? Something bigger than that can stop it.

Just focus on today, enough with it's problems. It can be dangerous to withdraw, mine gknow.

Mine will try to stay active the rest of the year, both online an IRL. Sometimes an activity is al mine need.