I hope you can play during Morostide.

I need to work on myself and my live cause I'm not getting anywhere babysitting my sister's children. Never wanted or did I ask to babysitting them, because my mother and sisters have known for years I'm not a fan of little kids [under the age of 5].

My health problem isn't helping me either and at most time I wish... I'm not going to type that, but since October has started I've been very moody, my eating has increase at night, and my blood sugar keeps dropping low no matter what I eat. I see my doctor again in November and will bring this up to her.

I pray 2024 will be a better year for me....

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine iz on, but Morostide isn't part of mine activities.

Mine could say the same about mine current situation, tho mine can stay afloat on mine income it sometimes means making do without some options during the last week or so. Something mine want to do could stem the gap if mine can get that done.

Mine still battling the problems that plague mine inner peace, but what mine want to do may help relieve some pressure.

Prayer can help, and gknow that someone is listening. Better times will come, it's not a dream.

[tot=-hyperblossom-] [tot=february30th]

Glad to see ya love. Oh I see both our minds are bothering us. Dark thoughts have enter back into my head and my loneliness clings to me as a baby does to it's mother.

It does help to have someone to listen to...I just thought of an old memory I thought I hide away years ago.

I've gotten back into reading and the books I've pick up I've regret paying for them. They aren't interesting to me. I miss reading R.L. Stine books and yes I don't care that I'm a grown-up reading books for kids. Hobbies are good to have.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Alone but not lonely is a difficult goal to reach, an zo far the road is not easily walked. Tho mine not a total recluse, mine had friends over last night for no reason. They appreciated the stove's warmth before watching an old favorite movie.

Except for course reading and other subjects, mine still losing interest in gaming, music, and looks like this old obsolete model is reaching that very definition.

Mine hate to think retirement iz anything like this...

hello again my love.

It's good to hang out with friends. Do you need a reason to hang out with them? Some people just like to have company over. Humans social animals. I feel like an alien most of the time, but I do miss talking to family and friends some times.

Video game consoles now days have my attention, but it's the games that all FALL flat to me. I miss listening to music, but my aunt broke the family computer. I miss that old computer I think I got attach to it because it was more than 10 years old. Miss the old girl.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Hallo to you too.

Mine does agree about having friends, tho in mine case company iz wanted when slowing down. The gag iz when mine invite them, they're fashionably late. ZO, mine won't do that very often. The other way is not the same...

From the moment mine bought a Switch, mine said it would be the last console. Tho mine does not play much anymore or with the same interest, that's where friends can make it fun. Mine could dedicate time to listen on Soundcloud, plenty of freebies to dabble.

Did you enjoy Morostide my love? I didn't really play much this year and that sucks because I love Halloween and Morostide. I didn't find the new pet in the Pumpkin Patch either.

I wish I had someone to play video games with, but I believe my time is up for thar part of my life...wish a few more things were too.....

I miss listening to Vapor Memory videos on YouTube. I think I did get emotional attached to the old computer. Feel so upset without her.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine hadn't found the minion, despite the help from fellow players and minion nip. Nest year... Fireside, may be more fun with plenty of punkins to give to Fantine again.

Mine gaming days are numbered too, zo it's better to just not spend any more on any additions. Online play can give a more enjoyable experience, live opponents n al.

Mine really regret letting go of a collection of steampunk stories, titled "Steampunk!" of al things. Mine enjoyed "Hand in Glove" and "The Oracle Machine", but then mine was in a stage of not attaching to things.

My sleeping pattern is broken thanks to my sister. She's been stay at work for some extra hours. I only get 3 hours of sleep and that's not good, plus I sleep like a log.

I got some pumpkins, but I need to work on Lumpkin Deletor, so unless new items or achievements are involved then Fantine isn't getting anything from me.

I would love to order some CDs, but I'm still saving up my money.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine own antics have been well, yesterday mine got a visit from al mine siblings to have an enchilada dinner. An later today mine off to mine middle brother's for the afternoon.

Lately mine have been playing Sword more, in a campaign to catch as many of the Legendaries mine like, along with a few choice picks from the caves. Reshiram is on the queue for battle, an mine hope to run onto Lugia, Palkia an Kantonian Articuno. Mine also keen on cracking a cryptogram to see if progressing on Temtem can be done.

Buying the venerable CD was once a fav pastime before a digital collection became more practical. Nowadays a more capable computer/laptop makes managing a large collection easier, mine miss being able to edit the file data when online info isn't available.

Sorry for the super late reply. I was busy and I only got on to grab a few items from the token shop.

Well I have so bad news, but it's not Bad bad. My PS3 is showing signs of overheating, and I'm in a pickle. I'm saving up my money to get a Steam Deck, but I have to get my meds, medical supplies, and I bought a DVD player to replace my PS3 for now. Oh well what can you do.

Nice to hear you had some time with your family ❤

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine tho does have a bit of bad news, according to an email from mine college mine no longer qualify for federal aid. Mine hadn't fulfilled the hours per semester to retain the benefit. Oh well, mine can make arrangements to save money until nest fall.

Mine will have to research the requirements to keep any aid mine can qualify for, or take one class per semester again. The advantage of this iz mine doesn't have the pressure from financial aid standards.

Mine iz puzzled by another email about what has been qualified for, mine unsure if this means another deposit for unused funds. Or if this is the full benefit before tuition, books etc...

I'm sorry to hear that honey. I've been having a few more problems of my own. Feel very upset but I don't know what to do. I can't seem to get out this pit.

I wish I had something to do to keep my mind busy. Hopefully it's a deposit of unused funds to help you.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine will have a different set of difficulties for the foreseeable future. I canceled my internet access, which means mine will change how the day's activities unfold. I do have mobile, zo only a few major things will change.

Mine think the last weeks of the semester and it's assignments will need an overhaul to minimize any obstacles.

Mine sorry to gknow you're in such distress, makes mine want to do more than listen.

I'm fine honey and thank you, but all humans go through troublesome times in their lives. That's just where I am now. I'm just looking for something I can do to keep me busy.

You having money troubles or something else? Why you end your Internet connection?

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine saying like a human would, bugs mine to gknow there's not much doin' about it.

As for mine connection, mine terminated the services because mainly it enabled a bad habit. Zo, a drastic measure was done. But also it was too much for the little mine used it. Granted no more online gaming, or ease for class work. But the risks outweigh the benefits, it would weigh on mine conscience.

Minus the burden, mine would have that much more for practical purposes. Mine too old to dwell with online gibberish.

I might have to rethink my plans for December not for my pets. I just mean how I'm going to spend my time.

I've had a busy morning today and I still haven't finish all my stuff I need to do, plus I'm feeling sleepy again.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Same here, after finals mine will have eight months before making another attempt. A job may be a partial solution. An by no means iz mine letting boredom make mine do stoopid things.

One thing mine dead set on doing, iz asking one instructor to allow mine to perform an alignment on mine car. Mine have been seeing it jolt around. Mine gknow the previous alignment may not have been correctly done. Mine may not have another opportunity after finals, zo mine will have to show a good deal of persuasion. Mine understand the process and the machine used, zo mine just need a shot.

boredom is a huge problem, but it really just gives me horrible dark thoughts and I don't like to be around people or my family when those feelings arise. Puzzles and reading destroy those thoughts.

I really do miss playing videogames with my older sisters. I need to find more stuff to do....this year is almost over.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine boredom is most aggressive when alone, which iz why mine make efforts to be out of mine house or disconnected when home.

When mine had the last 3000 model mine used a microSD adapter for that system. Mine gknow that the design may interfere with some functions, but game downloads were never a part of that. Mine recall you mentioning a PSPgo model, which uses a different kind of memory from the previous.

Mine iz going to miss playing Switch online, mine may never gknow how Temtem concludes. The consolation iz finding more depth in the game mine still play.

A good outlet can be therapeutic, take care mine friend.