Thanks hon. If you placed a trade for me and I didn't need any of it please set up a junk trade so I can give you a consolation amount of sp.

If still relecant, trade link in your comments. I have some of those already.

HUGS I know its not easy!

Bears finally back from my trip, I enjoyed myself. But I am happy to be home.

I feel for you. I will have to make this decision too. my cat has enlarged lymph nodes in the abdomen and in the liver.....suspected of cancer. he gets something for the appetite and something homeopathic for nausea ...... as long as it goes ....

- I set up a couple of trades if you are interested in them. Sent you a smail with the lot numbers

Yesterday at about 11:00 AM PST, Welly and I heard a tremendous bang-bang...BOOM! that seemed to surround us. We live in the upper Sierra Nevada Foothills and at first I thought it was a firework. But fireworks go boom-bang as they are launched and then explode. They're slow explosions because they use gunpowder. These were exceptionally fast explosions like you hear when dynamite goes off. (yes...I've heard dynamite and other nitro-based explosions. The highway department often uses dynamite to clear potential landslide material near Highway 53...anyway) The sounds reminded me of a sonic boom that some aircraft make. The first two booms reminded me of recordings I have heard of the Space Shuttle re-entering the atmosphere. The third boom sounded like what I imagine a nuclear explosion would sound like in the upper atmosphere....I believe we heard a meteorite enter the atmosphere and explode.

This excited me, because last year I wrote a story about young Griffin Redfern a black footed ferret, his best friend Seamus Morrell, a stripped skunk, who set off on a quest to fine a meteorite they saw crash into the top of a mountain high in the Sierra Nevadas. Yesterday's apparent event only fueled my imagination and gave credence (in my mind, at least...LOL) to my story.

Wait until I finish my story about the large meteorite the weasels find buried in a mine shaft. That meteorite passed through a worm-hole and possesses the ability to transport objects through space-time. At that point the small animals become the intellectual overlords of Earth and humans their minions BWUAHAHAHAHAHAH! (giggle)

... tysm for all who wrote this comforting words...

...yes i understand what you mean, but i am the last person who has his feelings under control... i tried to find a vet for a home visit today, but unfortunately didn't get one. now we made the appointment for tomorrow at noon, my girlfriend accompanies me, but waits outside.... i feel like a traitor, when i look in the mirror i hear the voice saying.... you are becoming a murderer ... I dug a hole in the garden earlier... that was the worst thing I have ever done for my little soul... the vet said that the behavior has changed so means that she says goodbye and if my little one would not constantly meow you could believe that... she also said that just cats often do not go because they realize that the owner is not yet ready... but when is one ready for it... ? when my little one looks at me it's as if she says; i know... but let me go... a little voice in my head says she is just old and may not like to eat right now.... everyone has a bad day... but after 4 really bad days you have to make a decision.... i always say for the good of the animal, for the good of the animal... but it does not help...

with others I can always comfort them, tell them that their little ones will be picked up behind the rainbow bridge, by friends, relatives, who will help them with the transition and now a new adventure begins... that they will be fine and they will come once more to see how you are doing and then say goodbye for good... i am convinced that it is so... no matter if it is laughed at, as long as it helps the crying heart... unfortunately it only helps with others, not for myself... it only hurts... when the heart cries from pain, it is something different than when it cries from sorrow... i would never have thought that it can hurt so much, never...

i was so looking forward to christmas, to the photos i get to take every year.... of course, only in exchange for goodies... i asked my little one if she could stay until christmas.... but where she usually answered, she just looked at me with big googly eyes.... I wish I could understand the language of the eyes...

... I would always have a suspicion confirmed, possibly by a 2nd opinion... I hope he gets something for the appetite, not against it... as long as it goes, yes I have also thought of... but if your cat, who always liked to eat, now doesn't eat anything anymore, he has changed completely and the everyday life is unbearable for both of you, then you have to do something, no matter if it tears your heart apart... if you know your cat and can read, he will show you if he wants to go or not. ... that's the thing Ullja, we can help our little ones when it's no longer possible, we humans have to hold on whether we want to or not... as my brother said; no matter what decision you make, it's always the wrong one...

Mine brother left a card at mine house, our father was asleep an mine was helping a friend clean out their garage. Mine had opened it a few minutes ago...

He and his lady are having another baby! The card included an Ultrasound, we're not told things like gender but the point is they've taken the duty. Zo, another niece or nephew is forthcoming.

Mine will give details as they warrant.

my dear sweet friend.this is long so click n read...

I am sorry for your pain watching your loved one suffer. You will never ever forget .My dad used to say..would you rather not have had them in your life and the answer is a HUGE no! So another one will let the joy of getting a new friend seep into your heart very very quickly. LOVE TO YOU!!

: My heart breaks for you, you poor thing. Caring for an ill pet or one who is dying is the worst thing ever. I agree with everything has said.

: Congratulations! You're going to be an uncle again!

... thank you for this beautiful story... I already wanted after my last cat no more... when she left i almost broke... only a loving animal owner can understand something like that... when my little soul has gone over the bridge i don't want any animal anymore... i am too old and i don't want, should my day come, that a little heart ends up behind bars and it doesn't understand the world anymore because it is all of a sudden alone and has no home anymore... I will now try to spend the last hours with my little one in peace.... she doesn't want to cuddle anymore, she doesn't let me hold her... she lies under the blanket, comes and cries and goes under the blanket again... and I sit next to her and can do nothing... i told her that everything will be ok and if she wants to sleep that's ok... she doesn't have to stay because of me.... to see her like this is almost unbearable.... but if she wants to go away i am there that is all i can do.... make her feel not alone, protect her like i always did....

... is so true....

... ... ...

"Uncle" is a label used for a man, not an old obsolete model. Soldiers can only adopt families...

Mine go thru the same grief every time a pet dies. Having to care for the critters left behind from my mother leaves many future last rites to be had. Mine last car Lampo died slowly, an mine cold dead heart broke more then.

... I am so sorry to hear how your heart is suffering.... it is a small miracle how our animals sneak into our hearts and just take it and don't give it away anymore... and when they go they take it with them...

you are sweet and wonderful in your HA!! and in real life as well. PLEASE consider adppting another pet that someone for such reasons had to leave them behind..YOU can make a HUGE difference in someone elses pets life>>> just keep it in mind and talk to your beloved kitty about it maybe.

I dont know if this is ticket worthy or not. But I cant get the alert from the training center when my pet is done training. I even made it alert 2 times and nothing? SO the question is should I make a ticket or not??

- none of the alerts are working. They are aware of the issues, it was mentioned in the forums a day or two ago.

Take a look here - https://subeta.net/forums.php/read/928694/Shops-Not-Restocking-Alerts-Not-Functioning

if you question if it should be a ticket or not is my trigger to go ahead and make one. They are there to help us!

Thank you! I appreciate you!

I answered your smail hon.

I can't get my forum post to change: deleting the trick or treat. Very frustrating!

p.s. Those who set up trades or listed items that I didn't need any of please set up a junk trade so I can give you consolation sp. This sp is burning a hole in my pocket!

seems to be fixed...I just got about a dozen alerts all at once for coda caves and training.