i've done that though.. just too tired, ugh. LOL xD

I wanna sleep sooo bad but its probably going to be a late night

you should be able to sleep really well tonight then..

When I'm on the treadmill I have to have something I really like so the 30 minutes will go fast and all of my old lady aches pains aren't so bad. :-P I found another show that I haven't checked out yet called Queen Sugar. It looks so-so. With so many Zombie shows I wish I could get into Zombies more! I love post-apoplectic stuff but not Zombie.

Depends on what kind of wood! ;-)

You must have the willpower of a saint!

So gross! I still want crab now.

it's probably more her than me. and more guilt and shame haha

LOL xD would be able to held figure and build onto my chicken coop and build a another with the trampoline frame out back, xxp

Good thing she has willpower then! But if she really likes (and it sounds like she does) then it may not last forever.

Why is Daniel suddenly against trying to become self-sufficient?

This is what I won. I forgot it was a scratchcard and was thinking it was slots.

well she tried to talk to her husband about it yesterday and he didn't want to. it'll eventually blow up in our faces. nothing may ever come from it, but it might.

he has never cared about it.. i just want too xD

I suspect something will come of it.

That's surprising. I thought he was on board.

Idk. Maybe. It could just be a phase or something she works through with her husband. It’s a weird situation

What about you and your gf? Do you think it's over? Or do you know or not?

I have no clue! If I ever have to make a decision I’ll be screwed! I don’t think about it much to avoid unnecessary stress

nope, he doesn't seem to care what i want.. he just wants me to get a job when the kids are both in school.. but i want a farm job, aka a life that matters

I wish I could compartmentalize stuff like that!

That's gotta be rough that he doesn't share your dreams! :-(

It’s kinda dangerous!

it is.. but i will do this, i know i need my dads help when hes here. once i get things going i will be okay but the building is what is conquering me

It could be!!!!!!!

I hope he can get it built for you so you can keep going!! I loved when I needed something my dad built it for me.

I think she’s feeling very guilty today about last night and is withdrawing a bit. ): Every day is different haha

as long as he has time for his naps, he will be able to help :D