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YAY i finally found something at BHB!!!!

I think most people understand but yeah...tough. (I quit saying I lost...when someone dies. Was getting that often so it doesn't bother me)

I so wish I could at least just SEE something there! LOL

I know your heart you meant to lighten my mood with a joke. No worries! I have a very dry sense of humor, I get jokes when others don’t. Case and point I was at the post office and an elderly guy of about 85 years old had such dry humor and non stop funny as heck. I was trying to be polite and not bust out laughing, never know who gets annoyed if they think your listening to their conversation. Well he turned around with a look of amusement, and saw I was fighting not to bust out laughing like a wild hyena. He asked, you get my jokes don’t you? I told him, his dry sense of humor was refreshing and a joy to hear. For me this is normal humor growing up, and a lot of people these days don’t know how to truly laugh and enjoy humor of all kinds. high five on the joke. Sis and I figure to draw a map and retrace our Mom’s footsteps, but might need a professional hunting tracker or a ghost whisperer. Lol

hugs We all need that last conversation with friends and love ones who have passed.

Yes, yes we do but sometimes it just isn't enough to carry us all the way through to the end... XOXOX

I make do with mental conversations with those that have passed. Remember old conversations and funny times we had together eases my sadness.

Yep! That is all we can do!

I am all for that idea! Mid August, it’s nearly impossible for me with a cellphone. Have you heard from Sam?

I am sure it’s a malfunction. And equally sure you have a Life. LoL

its been a good 9 years here at subeta I love you all but I won't be back for a while this is my last post ... Just remember I do love all of you ... I will be deleting my account tomorrow and giving all of my weapons away anything else I can get rid of ... Please don't try and talk me out of this it wont work .... I am done here and in life ... I just want to be left alone .... I don't care what happens to me and no does anyone else I care about... I will always care about all of you so Goodbye my sweetest friends ...its been a really good time here with all of you

WHAT???? How do you go from making a very funny joke and battling to suicide? This makes absolutely no sense at all.

Thank you , I hope you find something great real soon, My sweet friend!! I just kept going and checking everyday. and finally got something!! <3 Please don't leave us. We need you. you brighten are days and are lives! we all love you very much and appreciate you more than you know!!! Big Hugs ((((Duane)))) and so very much Love!! ❤

What!! you are the only friend and bear that shows up in my friend list. I will miss you! I pray you have a blessed life in the RL hopefully you will come back and tell of all your adventures some day. Lots of love my friend!

wishing you nothing but the best ......... It would be great if you could/would reconsider your decision to leave our little community! It is sad that our old timer player numbers are dwindling, It is very worrisome to see the words "I am done here and in life" what can we do or say to make things change for you? I am hurting because you are hurting!

I have no idea what you are struggling through. I am very sorry you are hurting. Please do not do anything you cannot undo.

, perhaps getting some professional help for your depression... sorry I haven't been following along well if you have. Just to let you know you do have friends here however and you wish not to be talked out of anything. Why not simply freeze your account for a short time? People do that for a number of reasons. After the freeze you can make a final decision to suit what you would like rather then following your depressed mood?

you gave me your friendship please don’t take that away from me. Your friendship is the most valuable thing you have shared with me. Your valued and I think I can say for the bears we need you here!!!

Bears he was joking yesterday with me nothing serious, so don’t worry about it. We are both ex military and have are own way of talking.

Serious?? D: D: Like others say, hope you do change your mind! Even if it means coming on for a little bit once in a while! We'll surely miss you :(

Sometime life doesnt let me relax, LOL But better than being bored.

.. If the Sun refused to shine I will still be loving you When mountains crumble to the sea there will still be you and me No matter what...I will have you in my heart And I in my soul throughout the rest of my life.

That is so beautiful, it really says it all.

Congrats on BHH stalker achievement!

- I am so sorry for whatever it is you are going through right now. I wish I knew what to say...I'm sorry I don't know...I don't have words. I do wish you would just temporary freeze...wait and see how you feel later. Hugs to you...please take care Duane.