: Ah, having a burn out is tough enough without the faillissement and all, I really hope you will still have a job. My husband also has a burn out, but he is working 50% now. I hope everything will get sorted soon and things will go better for you.

Hope so to, hate my mood swings. Boss asked today if I want to work an extra day next week in another store, That's a store that's closing and they have it very busy now. Said it's ok, only don't know, when and wich store yet -_- And then the thought kicks in that why I work more then I get payed for... Don't know if I have a job, for who do I work more. What if I worked to much, have to many hours worked and don't get payed off when it's end. Terrible now all those thoughts

: I can't imagine what it is like, but I understand the not knowing is terrible.

Thank you! :D

No idea what happened to Quirina. She has not been online in months I think. Maybe life got in the way, it happens. :)

Take care of yourself! Best thing you can do is rest and put yourself first. Work is not worth having all the stress for.

First of all I wanted to thank all of the awesome people that kissed with me a lot this year. Thank you very much ,

I know how hard that is with a burn out but working normal schedule. You are just so tired. Wish you all the best and sending you hugs, love and energy.

thank you also for the pressies. You really didn't had to send me something. You helped me a lot with kissing me back. <3 And do you want to talk about what the doctor said?

@ everyone Ordered the "Dutch" recolor for my I'm curious how it will turns out. :3 do you wanna see it upfront or do you want to wait for the Kings Day?

Thanks ladies. I have good and bad days at the moment. Yesterday was a bad day. Today I feel better. I have to work extra tomorrow in Houten. I try to keep in mind that it's good to help out other stores. That ( I hope) managment will look at these things and see how much I would stay. Now only we can do is keep our fingers crossed

Will cross all fingers and toes for you <3

Thank you How are you doing?

totally tired and exhausted. My boss fired my coworker on tuesday and I had so much work to do that I had to go into the office yesterday. I normally only work from monday till friday. And now I try to do the very best out of today for relaxing.

Wow though days for you also then :(

The doctor cant help me because of my high chance to die because of my weight :( so i have to go for a bypass and when i loose enough then they can help me

Yeah now I just hope that I'll get a new coworker soon.

Ewww that is really not nice :( Do you have an insurance that's paying for the bypass?

as far i know i have it , thay gave me a month to think about it because it will effect my life

: : : hugs all Sounds like you are all having a very tough time :O

And Lisrax I hope the bypass will help you out. But I understand that is quite the shock to hear! :(

Hope so to for you. Otherwise your job is not to do for you alone

Sad to hear they gave you that choise and not can do something without that :(

thank you sweethearts. I just try to look positive in the future

I think the bypass is a good chance for you? I know that people struggling with weight always have more risks when they got anesthesia, but the other option is to do nothing and still being close to death, I assume? Have you speak with your family about it already?

Also can't wait for the contest. Hope the dance will start in a few weeks already

Yes we are having a contest again.

I would love to see it upfront.

Good evening everyone,

Good evening. Ready to dance already.

Yes i talkt with my family , but it is not a easy choise you can die from the bypass as well, it is not easy en a hard way to walk on