Can you delay it another year maybe?

I could but I don't really want to haha

Haha well that's okay. Which of these jobs enables you to go next September?

I don't even know how to start this post. I'm kind of bracing for the worst tbh. Um I'm alive! Good news(I hope x-x ) I just ... I've been having a really damn hard time physically and I'm sorry I worried you. I just... I'm alive, and still struggling though the day to day. I love you guys so much and I literally cried when I read the fist few posts of this thread. You are my angles. I promise here and now that I will have my loggin and password accessible to one person if I won't be coming back ok? (I'll let you know if she for sure agrees I'm pretty damn sure she will). Don't you be worrying over my sorry self in the meantime. I'll manage. I may go silent sometimes if every resource I have is spent. But I'll do my damnedest to come back to you lovlies the first chance I get. Because I love you and you are some of the most utterly wonderful people I have had the chance to meet ;-; Please don't hate me. Anger yes. I'm just doing my best and I don't want people precious to me to hate me. Love you <3

huggleglompjumps onsqueezes*

She's alive <3 <3 <3 <3<3<3<3<3<3

And we wouldn't hate you darling we were all just hoping the best for you <3 And we certainly wouldn't be angry at you ^^

We could never hate you! We love you too much! <3 So glad to hear you're okay!

Love that HA!

:'D hluffs How could we hate you hon, please don't say that. We care about you and were worried about your absence. It's great to hear from you :D I hope you continue feeling better and better every day! :D hugs!

Yep, that's good!! :D I've been drawing and practicing my painting skills with colored pencils haha :D And you?

-flying glomps- I'm gonna say what I said before and say that it's okay. ^^ And we love you too. <3

Also, hey treehouse. .w.

The Health coach job

SO glad you are ok <3 We missed ya

Oh funnnn! I haven't done any art in so long. I've been catching up on my reading! I have so many novels I didn't get to in college, but now I finally have some time.

Indeed, it's fun! :D Oh that's great! I hope you're enjoying it! :D Which one are you reading atm? o:

Hey! How is everyone?

OMGGG -GLOMPS- I've missed you! I hope you're recovering c:

How are you today?

I haven't had the chance to go out shopping for gifts yet D: How're you?

I know right!?! And with the Quest-a-thon coming up, I really need that GA D:

Aw D: Yeah I always feel bad when I don't exploit the full use of the GA I'm just hoarding the CSC for now, haha I'm still looking for the perfect CW hair (that I can actually buy) Most are not in stock anymore D:

January 4th. It's on a Wednesday D: Like I'm starting class in the middle of the week, haha How's Lumi going so far?

Oh it's nice that you're going to each other's family things! Do you know his family well?

thanks dear!

Stress management it always hard :( How are you getting on now? You must be almost done?

So hard to choose :o And you're starting your masters in September you were saying to Lau? Or wanting to?

Doing well thanks! Finally home! How about you?

That might be the one to take, then! Have you made a decision?

School always starts on an awkward day! I think my boyfriend starts on a Thursday. Like, what's the point?!

I do! His immediate family, at least. The extended family, not so much.. but it's because I haven't been around much for Christmases and weddings and whatnot!

Hi hi! :D I'm very good, thanks! How are you? o:

Oh yes, I'm done! I feel totally free :D

Just watching some shows and maybe a movie c: How are you today?

HAHAHA riiight!?! You would think they start class on the first day of the week, but nope!

So what are you up to right now?

Just hanging out this morning before heading to work. I was going to go to the gym, but I woke up with a headache.. so I'm having a lazy morning and I'm going to take my gym stuff with me to work instead and go after work to avoid traffic on the way home ;)

Oh no D: I've woken up with a headache before too! I hope it's gone by the time you get to work c: Sounds like a good plan, haha

It was gone! And I went to the gym. Woo! Except I made a plate of nachos when I got home. hahahah. Probably counter productive.. whatever.

OH GOOD!! How are you enjoying being back home?

That's good! I'm doing pretty well, thanks. I'm looking forward to Christmas (: I'm actually getting to spend a holiday with Josh's family for the fist time in 3 years lol