welccome to our circle of family .stay close and talk here it rerlly does the heart good as we got your back bow helping to hold you up till your bad place opens up ansome leaks out n goes away and congrats on youir lottery win!! two good things in a row :):)

Welcome to the group and congrats on your potion lottery win!

Well that gives me a piece of mind drives you, sorry if I am wrong I dont know how many children you have. I have 3 grown sons, and their protective. With the 4 surgeries I have had since March 2019, my middle son has been my driver when hubby was unable too. My other 2 sons, constantly on the phone checking on me. My youngest gives me a piece of mind, his in medical school doing his residency now. So he answers my questions, and he knows I like details even if he has to use technical terms. I hope for the best results for you, remember taking care of yourself is also taking care of your family.

DRAGS OUT THE SOAP BOX OF LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING. I know this pandemic is all wearing on us, none of us have ever had to quarantine ourselves from family, friends, and other people unless for medical issues. So we have had to live and think different for our own health, and others. We are all social creatures, so quarantining has been a real change to our thinking. If your are like me, its very difficult mentally and can be depressing. We have all had to reset things we value and how we view things. Coping with this has really sucked. Its affected peoples work and financial situations, so scary I worry about those already living in poverty world wide, and hate to imagine how much worse it can be for them. We are all coping with it at different levels. Come and talk about how your coping or not coping, and realize we are all the same in coping. We werent taught to cope with being quarantined for so long with the possibility of a serious illness. All of us have been affected at different levels. So lets share our experiences and worries, and we will see mark my words we are all feeling the same and we arent alone in our thoughts and feelings over this.

For me, I had surgery during this. I went to the hospital alone before and after surgery, and spent the night. So scary for me, it was the most I had been out of the house alone since this all started. I am 58 years old and never feared leaving my home with someone or alone. First time grandma, and I couldnt be with my son and daughter in law before or after delivery. I can only see my grand daughter through video chatting on my lap top. I dont know, when I will get to see her. Which made me so sad and angry. But then I came to the realization, better to be separated with the knowledge its keeping my grand daughter healthy and safe to include her parents. That we have a life time to be together, I am getting plenty of on the spot texted pictures. Doesnt make it easy, but it all helps. Also, I realize people across the world have it so much worse than I. So I should be grateful and not complain.

What I am saying bears, dont do this alone. Come here, and lay down your worries here we are a huge fuzzy bear family. Dont belittle your emotions because they are valid, and we are all experiencing them to varying levels.

mandy is my only 1 yes doing ok now

My 3 sons have always made my house full with their friends. But now 2 are out of the house and married. So my house is abnormally quiet these days.

Take care of yourself

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At the moment 10490 tickets have been sold for today's drawing. Of these you have bought 899. Your chances of winning are: You have a 8.57% chance of winning.

Thank you to everyone who bought me a ticket so far. I'm going to be buying myself some mega tickets too to increase the chances :)

dont forget Krystal is next in line for potion ticket bombing

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Welcome to the Potion Lottery!

At the moment 12105 tickets have been sold for today's drawing. Of these you have bought 2294. Your chances of winning are: You have a 18.95% chance of winning.

I have alarm set, and then 10 minutes before the change of events I am going to buy tickets. Because that way the chances are higher, because of users think no one else is trying as hard as them.

Ooh that's a good idea, I have bought 25 mega ones already but I will buy more at that time too :)

At the moment 13102 tickets have been sold for today's drawing. Of these you have bought 3007. Your chances of winning are: You have a 22.95% chance of winning.

Okay because other users tend to slow down on buying tickets thinking they have an easy win.

i'm doing okay. hanging out with my sister before my birthday tomorrow

The 2020 Olympics which breaks all barriers will so sadly not be held this year ....BUT we CAN dance it out..we can bop till we drop while we must isolate inside ..let your mind thread you out into each others homes...no need to clean up first either :):) It neednt all be sad..we can let it be..yet change up each day with some dancing. I love you all my LairBearFamily..LETS FIND OUR JOY!!!!

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imma here and will pounce on your ticketing!!

Nice sister time, I am so jealous. I know you will enjoy every second, and take a lot of pictures. I would love some sister time with both my surviving sisters, my older sister past 14 years ago.

Paying it forward by buying lots of mega tickets!

I agree about the unexpected sad moments being overwhelming. I am trying to keep reminding myself that I am not the only one dealing with this stuff and that I should be thankful that I am not sick or unemployed. Although the way our numbers are going in Illinois, I wouldn't be surprised if we have another stay at home order. I haven't been sleeping great either lately. I either wake up freezing cold (despite having the heat on and under several blankets) or just wake up out of the blue and can't fall back asleep for a while. I like chai tea lattes the best but sometimes I'll have lemon tea which is always good too. Thank you so much for the lottery tickets you bought me! :)

Thank you!! <3

Aww, thank you too! :D

her and i are talking a bit about work since she works for the same place i do now

sistrers...my sister and i are getting together later this month at our own bacara resort..just the 2 of us and we booked EVERY well(not the hiking whew) personal events. they must have it totallyh unsder limiting etc. you get a time for the pool...the spa//and even for wine n entree apecial((this includes up to 4 glasses of wine. Danielleand i laugh all the time we just crack each other up and escape the worries for the time we are together. SHE lives in Texas now.

- that was a nice message you posted. Yes it is good to come here. When isolated it is easy to forget that others experience the same things and it is somehow comforting to know you aren't the lone ranger.

- thank you... ❤ we are going to get through this wacky year/covid/election...it's all crazy...I'm looking forward to seeing 2020 in the rear view mirror.

- I saw you post awhile back and I've been worried since then...are you okay?