I'm happy to hear you're feeling better and so is your cat :D Sounds like she did a pretty nasty number on herself, but glad the vet could fix her right up.

Sounds like you had your plate full, I'm glad that's over :D

seriously, it sounds like I'm trying to exact a curse or something w everything going on XD but things are finally settling back into a normal pace. I was going to ask you, what background are u using, I like it.

Oh dear gosh ;o I'm glad things are finally settling back into a normal pace -hugs-

I'm using the

Sorry it is taking me a million years to respond, I haven't been overly social lately as my mental health has gotten considerably better than worse? idek what is happening anymore.

I like confusing people. muahahah

gasps but what about fernando?! but congrats on getting the new car sorted and everything! Hope the bad news in Boston is all okay

Thanks to you and Lem for the comments on finding the right therapist. It means a lot. The jury is still out on the chick I saw last week, but I am seeing her today in full-on crisis mode so we will see how that pans out.

Long story short... Friday afternoon my boss was informed that an anonymous complaint was filed against her and brought in to her boss + dept HR with the serious letter of concern. I didn't see her that day, but she told one of our colleagues (her "former" friend) and showed the letter, and apparently left crying. The last hour of work was pretty stressful trying to decipher what happened (it is supposed to be anonymous), and unfortunately I was just... crippled by anxiety all weekend. Like I rented a car to go to Berkeley for a FRIEND'S WEDDING RECEPTION and got as far as the freeway and had to go home. I just... couldn't do it.

Yesterday I was in training all day, so today was my first day back. Boss is trying to be nice, but still managing to treat me with microagressions. As the day progressed my anxiety level was going through the roof, and around 1:15pm I started having a PANIC ATTACK at my desk. I ducked into a colleague's office just to like... hide. I don't know what especially caused it, probably the fact that I had my monthly "one on one" meeting with her at 2:30pm today and I just wasn't looking forward to it. J and T recommended that I just leave because if there was a chance I would cry or break down it would make matters worse... apparently boss thinks I am the one that filed (which I didn't. I am going to but the only reason I have been was 3 other team members were like 'no this is not okay we need it to stop' I have been just taking the mental abuse and all I have been doing was passively looking for a new job).

I know I need to get it together and find a way to cope and just pretend nothing is wrong -- I am not supposed to know she got that letter, so I just need to pretend nothing has changed. What is PTSD when you are still in the situation? because I think that is what is happening right now. I don't know what to do, I feel so trapped. I can't just quit or go on FMLA. I left work like 45 minutes ago and am still in the same level of panic. How the fuck am I supposed to just cope when my mental health has been so adversely affected? I worry if I cannot get it together that I will ruin my career trajectory or ability to get a new job within the system.

sorry to hear that you're going through so much right now. I don't know how I'd cope either. Hopefully since you aren't the only person who is seeing your boss' faults, she will realize it wasn't you who filed the letter. (Obviously, I don't know the whole story.) I don't have any advice for you, but I hope the visit with the therapist helped.

We're having a major shakeup in my work department, and I'm feeling a little shell-shocked about that, but it doesn't affect me directly too much. These things seem to happen every 8-12 months lately for us, but the print publishing business is tough right now with no signs of rebounding.

sorry about all that and glad that kitty is finally feeling better.

Howdy all

thanks girl <3 long time no see, I hope things improve, even a little.

Good morning , let's rejoice, October is here, month of Morostide! ❤️

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are we allowed to be hyped for morostide now??????

Also I'm taking part in EVERY EVENT to make up for the time I was MIA

Happy October! The weather is cooling and it's one of my most favorite time of the year. I love fourth quarter, hehe.

Happy October :)

I can't wait for Morostide to begin! Shame I'll be away on vacation for the first few days, but I'll try to login from my phone to TOT

Thank you. And I hope the work shake up goes smoothly enough without too many ripple effects!

Howdy stranger! xo thank you so much, me too! how have you been?

I cannot WAIT for Morostide! :D

neither can I! I think I want to dress up already :P

Do it! Get into the spirit!

I am currently working with to try and fix my stupid wardrobe issue. Sick of being naked. LOL

I can't wait for Morostide! It always starts around my birthday!

I'm trying but the items in the wardrobe refuse to load , stupid wardrobe LOL Bug is also helping me with drawers not showing up for me :P I hope you can get items to show up in your HA soon, Kal!

How exciting :D Such a cool bday pressie ;)

I agree with Silvy, good birthday gift from Subeta ! :D

Ugh how annoying! My items load but won't actually display, lmao. I have like 9k items and nothing is showing up! shakes fist

Need to work on my Morostide outfit. I wish I could remember what my one from last year looked like, because I remember really liking it.

Also, it's midnight, I had a busy weekend and have a busy week ahead of me, but here I am awake. Whyyyyyy.

(also, I dropped like, 18m on Alegarten foods and booze for Nodd because I'm crazy, apparently)

shakes fist with you I have to do a lot of hard refreshes for items to show up , and not even requesting them to show up 500 at a time, but 250 (I always had it set to 500 ugh). Items just loaded, but turns out I haven't bought the item I wanted to use LOL

HEY THERE! glomps Also spent a bunch of sP on food and booze. I also dropped like 30m on stat boosters today :x

Yikes that sounds annoying as hell! If the new wardrobe is still so bugged I do not know why we are forced to be on it. It should be in beta, not a main site feature. pines for the old non-shit wardrobe

Hey ! you and are up late today -hugs- I didn't need to buy anything from Gunther shops because I already had everything and no new items were stocked :P

Kal, I am still hard refreshing as I added the item I bought, and am waiting for items to show. It's annoying as hell D: I don't remember having these many issues a few month ago, and we were already using this wardrobe rawr