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Hello everyone, I will be having a; Hiatus from March 18th to the 24th I will be unavailable starting late evening on the 17th, and will return in the afternoon of the 25th. I am posting this a day early so that anyone who has anything they need to contact me about can do so before I am unavailable. This means I will be unavailable to respond to smails, comments, and pings. I will not be releasing any new items or designs while on hiatus, and I will not be able to ping my group for you until after I return. I may pop up here and there, but only for personal / non-work related things. I will ping again when I am returned. I am taking this hiatus for my mental and physical health, and a small explanation of that can be found below under the spoiler.
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Personal Explanation
It’s been awhile since I’ve discussed my physical health since I came back from hiatus earlier this year. I had found out my diagnosis in January, but was a bit overwhelmed with it all and not ready to discuss it outside close friends and family. I’m going to keep it fairly vague because everything is really personal, but I do want to stress that I am okay and doing okay because I know a lot of people expressed concern. In late December I had some internal imaging done and a non-cancerous tumor was found that was causing most of my symptoms. I’m on a temporary medication that is currently keeping everything about 50% at bay, but I don’t think it’s going to help me long term. On the 19th, during my hiatus, I go in for an official sit down with a specialist to determine if another medication can be prescribed, or if I will need surgery to have it removed. I will hopefully have news on that when I return from hiatus, but again I want to stress that I’m doing better than I was last year, and I’m working on getting back to 100% myself again. I appreciate everyone who has messaged me and just generally shown me support and been patient with me while I try to get back into the groove of things.
The second half of my hiatus is because my mother passed away in January and we’re holding her memorial during the week of my hiatus. Her passing was very sudden, and it’s been a bit of an emotional roller coaster to get through. I don’t have much more to explain for this, due to the extremely personal nature of it, but I wanted to let everyone know because I am aware I’ve been struggling a bit here and there for the last month or so, and this is why.
Thank you again for your understanding and patience. Please respect my need for this hiatus and understand that when I get back, I will respond to anything that has been sent my way while I was on it, as soon as I can.
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(hugs you tightly) It sounds like you have a lot on your plate right now! You [poor thing! I don't know how you are taking on so much and handling it all! <3 I'd be off the wall freaking out/stressing. I really feel for you. hugs
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I really hope you get some good news from the doctors concerning your health. From personal experience I know how scary/overwhelming this can be. I am keeping you and your family in my thoughts through this very difficult time.
I honestly have been, but it's easier to keep it offline for me I suppose. hugs Thank you.
Thank you so much. I'm really hopeful as well.
Yes I do understand the separation! Sometimes it is easier to have two separate arenas for things. <3 I will keep you in my thoughts. <3
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I really really extremely want:Thank you for the update regarding your hiatus! That's really nice and considerate of you to ping us to let us know what's going on--even though you don't need to because it's 100% your right to take a break whenever you want to without feeling bad about it. <3
I'm glad to hear that you're doing better than last year, but I'm sorry to hear about your diagnosis! :( I've never been in such a situation with my own health (yet), but just imagining myself in your situation scares me, so you must be feeling even more so concerned/troubled/afraid of it. hugs I hope good news comes your way! <3 Continue to take care of yourself in whatever way you need.
I'm also sorry to hear about your mother passing away! :( My deepest condolences to you and your family. <3 big hugs Take care and do what you need to do--and y'know, if you need to take a longer hiatus, don't feel bad about taking it. Definitely be good to yourself and give yourself a break. <3
I hope your meeting with the specialist goes well.

hugs :( It’s hard to lose your Mom but just feel what you need to feel and take one day at a time. It will be five years for me in November and the first year for me was the hardest. I’m glad to hear that it’s not cancerous and I hope that you get better after whatever is decided to be done. I know your Mom is watching over you too. Take time for yourself and allow yourself to rely on others when needed.
I love you ❤️
My heart and thoughts are with you- hope this break helps you to recharge and that the Drs have good news for you. hugs So sorry for your loss as well.
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Not all those who wander are lost ~ JRR TolkienThank you again ❤️
I know I don't need to, but a lot of you guys are my friends and that's why I do. I know I'm not incredibly social, but I know so many of you at least a little personally, and I know there is care here for me. It took me a long time to want to speak about it publicly because it's been really scary but, hopefully the end of the pain I've been having is near. hugs I took a bit of a break earlier when my mom did pass, and at this time I think I'm ready to just keep moving forward once the stress of this week is over. I'm the kind of person who does more damage than good to themselves when they're idle, but I appreciate everyone being so kind and telling me to take extra time if I need it. ❤️
Thank you. I hope it does too. Two more days. Fingers crossed.
I'm sorry to hear you've also lost your mom. hugs I definitely didn't have an easy relationship with mine, and even though she just passed this year, for other reasons it feels like I lost her long ago. I hadn't seen her in quite some time, so... it was very sudden and shocking to hear she was gone. She was still in her 50s, so not even that old.
I love you too. Thank you for being so helpful during all of this. hugs
I really appreciate it. I hope the break helps too, thank you so much. hugs
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- I'm going to echo what others have said - Take all the time that you need to take care of yourself <3 We're all here if you need folks to chat with about things. I'm glad to hear that things are somewhat improving, and I hope that your appointment yields a better long-term solution for you. If there is ever anything that I can do to help, I'm just a comment away. <3