Hi all. I haven't been here in forever! I'm SO sorry. My life has been crazy!!! Ok, so apparently I'm still a zombie. I do I unzombify myself? I forget!

Hope everyone is doing well, & I hope to catch up with you all soon!!!

Hello! I unfortunately do not know anything about zombies. I hope things calm down for you, and look forward to see you in the future.

Hey, havn't seen you in ages :) to get rid of zombie effects, look here or here I don't remember which one or if both.

For anyone who is now confused, is Beatrix, with a name change. She decided to change it since I'm changing my July 1st ^^

I added my wedding anniversary to the first post. ^_^;

Does anyone know around the time Reading Drive and Restock wars usually happen?

HAPPY WEDDING ANNIVERDARY ! I hope you and your husband had a wonderful day and wish you many, many more blessed years together. Great Big squishy Hugs for ! SoHee and Niki you both look great! Hope everybody enjoyed the weekend and you're ready to have a great week!

Happy Anniversary. Hope many more lovely years follow! Thank you. I just settled with this outfit, I couldn't get happy.

SoHee: Congrats on the name change :-)

: Welcome back! You don't need to take a potion to unzombify your avatar. Just use the beta wardrobe (link is on top of the regular wardrobe), and there under the tab "Skin" you can just "put of" the zombie skin. They are now treated differently than in the beginning, now you can put them on and off.

Clockworthy: I hope you can enjoy your holiday! A week at a beach with your best friend sounds great to relax from family crazyness.

Leonie: That doesn't sound good :-( Hope your toe gets better soon, infections are a nasty thing.

: How was your first day at work?

happy 1st year wedding anniversary!

Nice name change. Next time tell before you do i was wondering who you where.

my toe now hrts like someone stepped on it.. sheesh. Doc cleaned and bandaged it today. Says i have to take rest.

, SoHee did tell us she planned on changing her name a while ago and since that's her real name, most of us knew who she was. 😄 Hope your toe is all healed up soon.

Hope you and your friend have a wonderful time and are enjoy getting away. We really do just need to get away once in a while and get a new perspective. Bruce and I don't do that enough.

How's the new job ? Probably a lot to learn as in any new job but you're a quick study. Hope everyone is treating you well and appreciate your work ethic and your sense of humor.

Another beautiful day here. Visiting an old, dear friend today as I do once a week. She's 93 and slipping away with dementia but still knows how to pray and thanks God for each day. She's always been such an inspiration to me. I'm going to miss her terribly.

Enjoy each day gang and look for the little blessings you find along the way. Take nobody or nothing beautiful in your life for granted. Sorry I'm feeling sentimental. 😄 Big Hugs for and for anyone else who can use a hug. ❤ you all!

Love the new outfit too . Sometimes my HA almost dresses herself and I wonder where her idea came from. lol But yesterday she didn't have any ideas at all, that's why she didn't even want to be present. 😆

Thank you I wanted to do so, but I didn't think I could until next year. But Subeta staff fixed the fact I never got my loyalty boxes from my 3rd or 4th anniversary, so I changed. That was Clockworthy saying she's changing names since awhile ago. I might of said I wanted to, but I though I had to wait until next March for that. Clockworthy will be changing to JiHyun, one of her offical aliases. And I understand what you mean about my HA dressing herself. Mine did in the beginning, but now her ideas don't match her wardrobe 😆

The restock war and reading drive are not yearly. They are kinda random it seems when they do those events.

Thanks everyone for the congrats and stuff. ^_^

Happy belated wedding anniversary. I didn't read to forums much yesterday.

yes I'm deffo looking forward to it. So much stress going on of late. My 6 year old cousins going through so much that unfortunately, I can't ever speak about outside the family, and it's tearing her nerves to pieces. She's starting having a lot of anxiety, asking if I'll always be there for her. She asks everyone that cuz she doesn't feel secure at the moment. It pulls on my heart strings so much more cuz I've had anxiety attacks ever since I was 14, so seeing her starting to hyperventilate from too much anxiety, it feels like a knife going in my heart. It's even making her sick all the time, she just gets worse and worse. I won't be able to see her much next week, so when my best friend offered to take me down to her place on the beach for a week, I took it. I need to de-stress so I can help my cousin de-stress :stressed:

You Ha looks good right now~ Wait till you get so much clothes, You and your Ha don't know what the hell to wear... xD we Have that problem too many times. Thats why she just wears the same ol' thing. We're both too lazy to look through all those clothes.

Thank you for straightening me out ! That's great that you got your Loyalty boxes. Sorry I had the two girls mixed up . That's really sad . I hope and pray that your little cousin can get professional help. It's really hard for us as adults to deal with anxiety and insecurity; for a 6 year old it's so much worse. Very excellent point about our wardrobes getting too big. I'm sure I have things my HA has never even worn.

Has anyone kept in touch with ? I haven't seen her in here is a long time. Miss you Rita. Hope you and your husband are alright!

- I'm pretty sure that Subeta has phased out restock wars and that the Reading Drive in 2013 was supposed to be the last one :( I think there was talk of replacing it with some other kind of item drive at the time, though.

, your poor toe! I hope you feel better soon and it doesn't get worse. It sounds so painful.

I can see the mix up. We always post about each other because we live near each other. I'm glad as well, I was a little upset that I missed out on such great items.

I hope they do something like the reading drive. I really like the idea of it, and have been saving books for it. As for restock, I'm not too upset as long as they replace it with something that rewards medals.

It is really sad :( I struggled so much with those attacks, and they apart of the worse memories I have in the past. It's been years since I've had a bad one, and I still remember the feeling of choking and drowning at the same time like it was yesterday. The thoughts of her getting that bad really kills me. Things might get better for her if the certain person that is doing this to her would just walk out her life already and quit using her as a pawn to threaten the family with. She isn't 2 anymore, she knows whats going on.

As for the wardrobe, there's alot I don't wear, only got the items for achievements in filled wardrobe, I didn't like the item itself.

- I hate to say that I think I've read in the feedback forum that the site's trying to get away from adding new trophies/medals in favor of achievements, although then there was that Trow Trophy from the snowball war last winter :) I also love collecting trophies and hope they don't do away with that entirely as well.

Summer seems to be a time for one-off events like the Councilor's Cruise and the Peka-Boo festival, so I hope Subeta has something like that up their sleeve for this year :) The post announcing Shinwa's revamp hinted at something fun happening for her to sneak away to, but so far we haven't had a new event besides the birdwatching.

I can't even imagine how horrible that must have been for you. It's so good that it's been years since you've felt like that. It's no wonder you can't forget the feeling. I pray one day you will be able to forget it. Having to relive it as you watch your little cousin go through similar feelings must be so extremely hard. I'm so sorry!

I really liked the Reading Drive too. I can't give up saving books even though, like Salacassera, I remember reading that they were thinking of replacing it with something else. I like trophies better than achievements too. When I first started playing here, I wasn't interested in achievements at all. Slowly I got sucked into it and still don't know why I did. :P

Only even plot I ever was a part of, was Peek-a-boo. I hope that becomes a yearly thing, even if it's just to buy things out of the stores. It was fun. I keep saving books as well. Clockworthy told me that day one of joining, save every book I get for reading drive, but I always missed them. I really hope they just re-vamp it and not completely do away with them. I don't think it's fair to do away with new medals because all the older players have a ton of them, and it's discouraging for new players if there is just a bunch of retired achievements and cannot ever get a worthy stack of medals. I get one time things with plots. You cannot relive the plot, but there should be one thing each year, it'd get boring if it all was the same.

I witnessed a couple of Clockworthy's attacks back in the day. I saw one bad one, rest was just babies in comparison. It's pretty scary for the people around, watching someone go through it. There is two levels of the attacks, one is anxiety attacks, which are the usual hyperventilating, and then there are panic attacks, where the drowning/choking feeling come into play. I got this lecture the week she had her first one. Panic attacks scare me, let alone her who is going through it. I hate that her cousin is starting the same road, it's not a pretty one.