He just came back to pee an left again and I forgot to remind him so
idek. At least I have my anxiety ones.
Do you go to a psychologist or something, like in... general basis?
My boyfriend's mom has been taking same pills you for for years and she's been going to the psychologist all that time as well.

Yeah, I see a psychiatrist. I'm diagnosed with depression, bi-polar and Panic Disorder.
Must be tough. I am vulnerable to suffer depression and dementia because I have familiars, I can't not imagine myself needing a psychi and pills all the time. My mom takes opioid for her leg and she's become a lot more calm than before. She's not fighting with everybody anymore. Pills help you keep on the line, I guess. Kind of frustrating people don't understand the gravity of the situation when told about mental disorders.

It's really frustrating for me when my sister tells me that my anxiety meds make me worse instead of better. If I take a panic attack without them I could be in very serious trouble. I'm also very prone to stress seizures so if the attack is bad enough I can start grand mal seizing.
gasp I just tuned in, haven't read a single other message but.. hugs don't you let him get you down. :(
Thanks. It's just hard. I have the worst things going through my mind.
Like....my mom was my best friend before she died. I owe her everything. But each time this happens I resent her a little for doing it all herself and never teaching me what I would need to do. I think she expected to teach me long after 17 when she entered the nursing home, though. She died last year since.
On a lighter note...what price would you be interested in for your Sewn Together Recycled Book?
That's truly dangerous. Is it better for you to rant or to try to stay calm? You can rant with me all you need :) I totally don't mind

Both are fine. I already have my anxiety meds in me and ranting does help. Things are just....guh. I wanted to spend a day or two out of the house and stay where Elissa and my brother are going to be living, but he hasn't gotten the utilities turned on yet.
I am sure watching a movie kind of might help? When I am trying not to think of something I get something else to do so I can forget about my issue for a moment.

Well, right now all I have are cartoons on the regular TV. I'm not sure what to look up online to watch
Sorry :( I like Frozen movie :P
Aaaand my tummy feel so much better now

I can't even take any more of him being around. He's talking about cleaning and I told him we need vacuum bags or he has to use the big huge one I don't understand and it's just UGH I can't even do a play by play on what he's saying.
He still needs to leave again to get an alarm clock so please for the love of god fucking leave.
Leave Becca's father, leave!


for you... I could do.. 6 mil?
And if you ever have any random questions for an old fart, I'm here for you. I have "big sistered" a few people ... :)
Sorry :(
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