I'm off to bed now-ish

Aha, yup. There were white pirates of course, and most of those were navy men that ran away and became pirates to prevent themselves from being persecuted for being gay. But extra messed up, they were outed by the men they slept with so those men wouldn't be persecuted. A lot of people like to go "he was described as paaaale !" ... Like, yeah, pale in comparison. Not "magically a white dude from Britain."

gotta love double standards -_- so we'll not prosecute you for doing something we are going to prosecute your lover for. -shakes head- Sometimes people make like zero sense. yeah. I'm pretty sure he was made white because those in power where white and it "helps" their parishioners to identify with him. Because you know, if you don't like something just alter the facts so it works for you

I was falling asleep last night while texting you haha. ugh I've been doing that a lot lately

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Hey guys. I've been offline because I've been focusing on working on myself. I've been working on being happy after I had a real bad emotional breakdown about a week ago. I hope everyone is doing okay. I'm doing much better and I've decided I'm better off without my ex and that I need to focus on not being so negative. I'll be off an on trying to do better <3

thanks, and thanks 💙

hope you are feeling well!

I ALREADY SAID IT, BUT AGAIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I'm sorry about the migraines. I'm okay now...last week was rough, but this one is mostly better.

I'm glad you're taking the time you need for yourself. I'm sorry to hear about the breakdown, but I very much hope things are finally taking a turn for the better for you ❤️

Nods I just hate everything, ahahaha

I'm sorry :( But I am also very glad you're doing better now. ❤️

Ahaha, thanks XD

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good luck -snugs- focusing on yourself is a good thing for sure nope I'm not but thanks -snugs- hope you are then don't keep it a secret. glad you had fun with your friend though. thanks. I'm over migraines -sighs- Pain? glad this week is going better haha easier isn't it?

snugs :) I'm feeling all right, very tired, not sleeping enough, but fine today. I was sickish on Weds. so it was good I felt better today. First two weeks of August will be busy so I need to get ready.

hopefully you'll get a lot of sleep when you go :)

Thanks. It's something I've never done before, focusing on myself. I kept hearing people saying that it's important but I never figured what they meant until recently.

I hope things work out for you in that front, it's tough

I'm hoping. I'm realizing that yes bad things will happen and I will be depressed sometimes (I literally can't do anything about that but take my meds) but I shouldn't dwell so much on negative stuff when I am not in one of my episodes. It's going to be tough to rewire my brain that way but I finally have the will and drive to do it.

Thanks <3 I'm doing much better and I'm fighting to keep in this good mindset! I love your ha backdrop btw XD

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Good ! Thank you =3

Hope you are doing okay?

Eh, could be worse. But shrugs

it makes things a lot better for you if you do ^.^ what's shaking bacon?

Thanks. So far I’ve lost weight enough that people notice and people seem to like my appearance changes

I don’t want to make my gf upset though