Glad to see you back on. Missed you lots while you were gone! I always love talking to you and can't wait to see your wedding!!!!

thank you for this wonderful ping, and I totally remember the last convo we had it really helped me get through the troubling times I was faced with and I really appreciate your time and ears even though we didn't know each other that long and I felt comfortable enough to cry on your shoulder. ❤

I can't remember how long it's been since the initiation of our (never officially declared) gift war, but that no longer matters. It makes me super happy you still play, and what more is that after so long, we've finally gotten to know each other a bit better through our love for period dramas (though the /real/ period drama person here is you)! You have such an eye for artsy, refined things and I wonder what your world is like sometimes, it must be so rich in culture and history and goodness knows what else! Thank you for all the beautiful little arrangements over the years (and the wonderful recs!!).

You are so inclusive, giving, and always a ray of sunshine. Even though you may have your own stuff to deal with just as anyone else does, you always save a part of your energy to talk to others and brighten up their day. I always wonder how do you do it--how does one manage to be so sociable and just very pleasant to be around?? I was super nervous to meet up and hang out with you and mei for the concert (I was serious when I said I planned on saying hi then disappearing), but I'm glad we got to do that, and also see the boys live and scream a lot. That's the least of the many random things we've talked about. You have such a passion for arting and just living you have no idea how nice it is to see!! ;; I know I can be really quiet at times or just keep to myself--/thank you/ for always reaching out to me, it means a lot!

I know you're out there somewhere though you don't play anymore, but I still remember our freaking out at k-drama boys and a whole lot of random things! You are literal sunshine and you are missed. I hope everything's going well for you!

You don't even log on but it was the strangest thing to find out that you even played Subeta. GE was a golden time and I'll forever remember Dullie, Tora, Ion, and Montoro because of you. I hope you're doing well!

waijay You're amazingly chill and kind, you give and give and give and deserve all the best. I wish your WL was attainable hahah, I'll have to think of other ways!

I want to thank the Subeta staff for keeping the site alive for all these years and for the community for being so great--I echo much 's sentiments.

And for the wonderful people I've met: KURO, Tundra, Warrior, usagi, and everyone within eri; Jovi, Pumpkins, Nicholas, Jigglypuff, and everyone within Tartarus; Hamda, Kaiidth, & my old team from WS; everyone from the k-pop thread; the nice people I've come across on this site, such as Mistress_Murder, curbdirt, Tori, Piplup, and Violin; and all the artists & CW artists I've ever worked with for being very kind and patient, especially Mesmer, Cathii, Sonatine, Styx, mei, and catbreath!

I think at some point in time I've forgotten how many years we've been friends!!! But it was one of the best choices that I made to talk to you whatever day of the month and week it was. You turned into one of my best friends and meeting you this year was the most amazing thing ever! God I can still remember myself pacing around and wheezing cause I was so scared to meet you but we ended up being the best BTS freaks together and i'm so blessed to have you in my life! I'm 100% ready to do this all over again for another concert in the future and do the whole disneyland thing! (LOL BE PREPARED FOR LONG LINES!!! I'MMA BUY YOU A PORTABLE FAN SO YOU DON'T DIE YOU SASSY FREAK <3). I know you're having a hard time right now and I'm always here for you and I love you so much!!! You always brighten my day and you're constantly educating me on BTS things and life in general! Don't forget how amazing you are ever!!

I know you don't wanna look at CW's cause the obsession is great but i'm pinging you here anyways!! So like it's been over a year and you are seriously the best human being!!! I'm so glad we bonded over the dark dirty deets of our own special little made up world. Whenever I don't hear from you for a week I die on the inside!! You've made me laugh TOO MANY TIMES! and made me worry about you even tho we've never met, I still care. I am mother bear protecting your non innocent and pure soul. You are the the suffering to my angst and please never go away!!!

YOOOOO!!! Meeting you this year was so crazy! If I wasn't already nervous as hell meeting Mei you magnified that by ten! I was not ready for any of it, the concert, NOTHING!!!! You say so much nice things about me but honestly you're just the sweetest! SO QUIET! I was scared I would surely scare you off because i'm so loud and overpowering (or so my nana says lol). I'm glad I didn't! cause you're awesome! I love talking to you and I always find myself smiling when we do talk and i'm not being a recluse!!! WE WILL MEET AGAIN!

We've been friends for so long, I don't even know how long, or even how it started! But i'm so grateful for everything you've ever done for me. The support you give me and the time that you take to talk with me. I'm so antisocial most of the time and don't even know how to start proper conversations but you're always so willing to give me some of your time!!

We bonded over OC's (yours are still amazing and 10x cooler than me) and now I think we're great friends! I love talking to you even though I know you're busy. I probably leave you too many comments but honestly I just love letting you know that you're remembered and cared about! You spoil me and I can't even begin to thank you for everything!!! You are the Viktor to my Yuri <3 I LOVE YOU <3

I never thought that we would have bonded over medical shit when we first met! You are a constant rock for me going through school. You make me feel so much better that my brain isn't the only one that needs help in life. I know you're having a hard time during your rotation but i'm here for you! I know it's hard, actually idk how hard it is cause you're on a different level, but one day we will be done with this! ALL OF THIS! and have a legit life all comfy and shit! I'm ready for it! PLS POWER THROUGH!!!

DOG HAIR! The beginning to everything. Hair balls. That's a scary thought lol. Our friendship is built on disgusting things but I love it and honestly that makes for a good friend in the weirdest of times!!! I love talking with you and our conversations are so fucking long hahaha but I love it regardless! We need help! Pls keep your grandma comfy!!! Don't stop loving me either <3

You are my internet mom! Always pushing me to do good! Do better! Study harder! I'll take care of you when you're old lol I will be the best nurse for you! You spoil me too much honestly you do and I deserve nothing! Please use some of it to spoil yourself! I love your mom even though I don't even know her! I have the highest hopes that everything works out for you and your floofy little dog! I love you, you're the best <3

I would have written more but I felt like I already wrote way too much! There are so many people who touched my life that I can't begin to thank and appreciate!!! Kuro, Dolly, Kiri, Wicker, Tundra, piplup, hero, gere, far, elka, couture, jpeg, violin. You're all amazing human beings that I love <3 <3 <3 please never stop being yourself and thank you for putting up with me! YOU DESERVE A MEDAL!!

I'm going to apologize right now for the fact that I can't do individual ones for literally everyone, but I'm going to fucking try my best. xD

WHERE WOULD I BE WITHOUT YOU? You're literally the funniest person I know and you never fail to brighten up my dad with your sass and your work stories (which are the fucking best can I just say?). I love that I can share all the TMI stuff with you and that you're always there to support me and give me all dah love and encouragement. SO YES ILU and appreciate you 5000%. Sorry, I'm awful at this mushy stuff.

You're the fucking best. You make me laugh and I can always count on you to listen when I need to vent about ridiculous shit. You're always so sweet and you always have encouraging things to say and I appreciate it so much. You're a beautiful person and you deserve nothing but the best for you and your fantastic family.

LIPPPEE!!! <3 You're fantastic and the HA master and hopefully someday I'll be able to live up to your HA standards. xD You're hilarious (never forget dat towel weave) and always brightening up mah day whenever you message me. Without you, I wouldn't have as much awesomeness in my life. Thank you for being amazing and for being such an epic friend. asfdjkl; <3 I'm rlly bad at showing the feels so IDK WHAT ELSE TO SAY :D

You're such a sweetie and I know we don't get to talk super often, but you always brighten up my day whenever you post or drop me a message. I really appreciate the kindness that you're always showing not only to me but and everyone else. It's so refreshing to know there are amazing and kind people in the world like you. :*

Ya'll girls are amazing at what you do. you're fantastic to be able to work w/ and I always have a ton of fun in your streams. I can always count on a laugh chatting with you both (especially them late night semi-tipsy/borderline drunk streams) XD Thank you both not only for sharing your talent with all us non-artsy folk, but for being super amazing an all dat mushy stuffs :D

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We don't always talk all the time but when we do always enjoy it! Love doing the HA contest with yall and always appreciate the help at holidays. Yall are all so awesome!!!

UGH, idk where to start. Thank you for being literally an amazing friend through all the years. You've always had my back and I appreciate that more than words can describe. It makes me so happy that not only were we able to have a blast on neo, but we've both been able to move over to Subeta. I couldn't have imagined dragging anyone else with me and having had as much fun as I have. HERE'S TO MANY MORE YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP AND DISCUSSION ABOUT MY BOWELS.

YOU CRAZY BIRB QUEEN. xD I can always count on you for advice and some great stories. You're a fantastic person and I always enjoy our chats even though I'm a poop and take forever to reply or just drop off the face of the earth sometimes xD Please never change. You're amazing, talented and never be afraid to share them interesting factoids with me because gurl, they make my day. xD

JESS!! <3 You're such a sweetie and I really enjoy our chats. I love that I can share all the things with you. It doesn't matter if we don't talk for like a week a time (because what is lyfe?) because I know you'll always be there for me. n_n POOPFRIENDS4LYFE

GURL you're the bomb . com. I appreciate you so much. You're literally one of the nicest people ever and you're so talented. NEVER UNDERISTMAE YOURSELF I WILL FIGHT YOU XD Thank you for putting up with my spazzy ass and being such an amazing and caring person. <3

TATA!! IDK WHERE TO START. I know I've done a few posts kinda like this before but you're amazing and fantastic and ILU. You're always there to brighten my day and put up with me (which I appreciate b/c I feel like a burden to a lot of ppl sometimes) and you never make me feel like that. You're always making me laugh and helping me w/ pretty much everything. Thank you for sharing your amazing talent and putting up with me commissioning you all the time too. xD You know you're my go-to!! I love that our friendship started w/ all the drama and tbh I wouldn't wish it any other way. I can't imagine having gone through that with anyone else. PLZ STAY FARTY MY FRAND <3

GENIEE!!! You've known me literally since I was little (which is so weird to think. I can't even imagine how awkward I used to be). Thank you for showing me so many years of friendship. I always enjoy the little stickers you send me (cuz lbh some of them are so scarring?? like who makes them??). You're ana amazing, talented and kind person and I can't thank you enough for everything that you've done for me over the years. I appreciate you and look forward to knowing you for so many more years and watching you grow as an artist even more! n_n

GURL.... Idk where to start. xD I've known you for literally years and you were one of the first friends that I made on neo. TBH I have a hard time even recalling how we became friends. But you've been there for me through so much and I appreciate that immsensly. You're an amazing person who I'm so happy to be able to call a friend. I know that I can share literally anything with you and that you'll share all that's going on with me. It's nice knowing that I have someone that cares so much about me, even if I do suck at timely responses. Thank you so much for dragging me to Sub and getting me hooked her. xD It's definitely become a crutch and an necessity for me and without you, I wouldn't have that. Thank you so much for literally everything that you've done for me. <3 Like idk how to put into words how much I appreciate that.

MY SASSY HAIRBALL QUEEN!!! Thank you for always putting up with my slow replies and being so amazing. You're a ray of sunshine and you always brighten up my day with our weird ass convos (when I work up the energy to respond that is lolol) You make me laugh and you're so kindhearted and legit just a fantastic person. Please never change because you are literally one of the most fantastic people I've had the pleasure of being able to pester on a regular basis. :*

GURL, thank you so much for putting up with me always bothering you. xD Thank you for trying to curb my spending, even though I don't listen and get new things anyways. I always enjoy our conversations and tossing ideas back and forth. I know I can count on you for sound advice and for just some good ol conversating. Thank you for being a fantastic friend and being one of the reasons that I love getting online! ^^

Pfft, you are not a low life! I'm honestly no better than anyone else here on Sub. n_n Thank you for beign such a sweetie all the time, though! I'm always more than happy to answer any of the questions you have and and quite enjoy surprise comments from you now and again. :D

- I would mention you all individually if I could but I'm sure nobody wants to spend all day reading. I appreciate you all so much. Thank you for supporting my releases and being amazing, kindhearted people. Each and every once of you is really what makes Sub enjoyable. You've all accepted me and embraced me and it means a lot. Sub has definitely become a crutch and a necessity in my life and I'm so honored to have been able to meet you all and to be able to spend my time with such amazing people.

And I want to thank everyone else that supports my releases as well. The community here is honestly the best that I've been a part of and it means so much to be able to experience something so awesome with the rest of you all. So yeah, thank you for making Sub such a special and amazing part of my life. Each and every one of you is super amazing in your own and special way and I just wanted to spread some of that love. n_n

Ok here goes You are all my friends in 1 way shape or form and I love you all! My longest and dearest pre subeta friend I miss you being around I love you!!!!! Thank you all for helping keep my spirits up as I was goin through cancer, You are all life savers!!!!! Gosh how I miss you sarcastic biotches lol lol My dear your name says it all You have and are A TRUE HEART My dear you are one of the sweetest People, always so helpful HUGGLES!!

HI WIFE I MISS YOU TOO

I just got internet in my new home I can join the real world again ;___;

Nooo, thank you ❤️❤️ YOU are an incredibly generous, kind, and hard working person. Even on your own vacation you get everything done ! You're so incredible and I'm not sure I could have been luckier to have you as my mini partner-in-crime.

You are such an amazing friend, and person all around. I am so lucky to have befriended you (and it helps we're so much alike ;) ). You are always there, even when your life is taking up 250% of your life. You are infuriatingly generous, too, and so supportive and encouraging. Thank you ❤️

You, too, are so amazing. You're actually the big reason why I am more active on the forums and interactive with users ! You keep dragging my ass to the forums ;p Which is something so many have failed at doing before, ahahaha... Thank you for being so wonderful in every way. ❤️

I could not have asked for a better boss, you are so kind, so amazing, and because of you I've grown a lot as an artist (sometimes much to your dismay ;) ). We went from rolling our eyes at one another, cursing each others names, to being friends and laughing together. Thank you for dealing with me, tantrums and all, and forcing me to pull up my big boy pants and work harder to be better all around. ❤️

- I have no idea where to start. xd I'm so glad for meeting you and I know that I can always talk to you, whatever it is. It makes me happy seeing a new message from you ! I really love our conversations and you're a perfect human, no matter what you may think! And Slytherin pride! 💚

- I want to include you as well c: Though we rarely talk to each other, I enjoy writing with you. c: (and Slytherin forever, too xd )

- The RPs were really entertaining and it's a delight writing with you C: 🐍

- You're quite rarely online, but I want to mention you, too, because you're such a nice person! c: 🐍

Blergh I'm so not good with writing these things but

@ holly XD we need to hang out again soon, when are u gonna come down to visit IS THIS A ONE SIDED RELATIONSHIP HUH XD @ sonatine ur my favorite fart smell, pls come here so we can hang out thx @ warrior ur the toilet I can always depend on when I have big poops @ ursa ur always 2 sweet 2 me ilu;; <3 @ waijay pls teach me how to bake and NEXT TIME I will send u a real package like yours ;3;

Thank you to my lovely frequent commissioners who are really fun and pleasant to work with, I really appreciate your support and am honored that you like my art enough to purchase from me so many times <3 @ riptide @ caughtbylove @ karenp @ lyonesse @ cullen @ zeldalia @ yethi @ chigusa @ greenrowan @ disasters

And all of my friends I appreciate, I know I am really bad at keeping in contact cuz I get very easily overwhelmed with chatting and also I just forget to reply in general but ily all! Ty for being you! ^~^ @ nayona @ cathii @ icarus @ exo @ searchname and I'm sure I'm forgetting a lot of people I chat with sometimes QAQ

And some other people who are not active here but ily <3

hey girl I appreciate you so much. You always crack me up and I love that you don't mind me blabbering about nothing or the things i am annoyed about. You are way too good to me especially on here since you always spoil me :p. Ever grateful that you came back to habz and we became closer than we ever were since I dont really talk to any of my old pals from the interwebz anymore besides you and like two others but I talk to you more so it is nice that you make me feel not completely lonely :) also love when you go on a crazy gifing spree haha

O my lord jeebus my wife is back

<3 my only best friend online I met , what would i do without you :( I am so glad you and Courtney accepted me even though I am a weirdo and don't make sense half the time! I am so happy you joined Subeta finally after me bringing it up everyday I knew eventually you would cave! thanks for putting up with me when i get depressed and need to vent and rant

love youuu lots gabbyloo most awesome friend in the world <3

You are so sweet and I always love getting your pings! Thank you for being part of what makes this site so great!

who I love to the moon and back forever! I miss you so much and look torward to seeing ou in real life soon! & Jpeg who are generous and talented beyond measure! who is a beautiful friend that is the exactly perfect measure of salty and sweet! who always shows up and saves the day or event just in time! thank you for your diligence, organizational skillz and incredible artistry! your beautiful soul is a balm in this world! miss visiting with you too! all your random acts of purposeful generosity and kindness are amazing! I just remain in awe of you.

Thank YoU!

: Thank your so much for being my friend! For waiting for me even though I'm not remotely online as much as I could, for listening to my doubts and curiosities, and for being a great, positive figure that I look upon to. ❤

: Thank you for the RP, writing with you is amazing as well, and you're a sweetheart out of rping too ❤

: Thanks for the ping, and for being a good prefect who's always so full of things to deal with. I hope you're chosen as Champion :)

She's not here anymore, but I'd still like to thank @ Tyrion for being my big sister in who I can always count, and who've been supporting me and helping me grow for years. I wouldn't be a third of the person I am today if not for her.

Overall, I'm really thankful for being in the Wizarding Cult. I wasn't as into Subeta as I am now before I joined. It was just something I did mindlessly to get my head out of problems and intrusives thoughts. I'm thankful that now I do have what to dedicate myself and look forward in that community :)

@ glitter : Is my dearest and closest friend here on Subeta, she is the one who brought me here eight years ago. @ Dannygyrrl : is my next dearest and closest friend, She and Glitter taught me how to survive this strange world and how to have fun. : is the best friends of Glitter and Dannygyrrl and welcomed me aboard with open arms and heart.

@ lunayami : You were the first person that I met on Subeta outside of my closest inner circle and though we don't often chat, you are warm, sweet and always kind. @ Quealia : I shall never forget that first Masquerade when you asked to be my friend after we danced. I haven't seen you around for a while. I hope you are still around. @ grishiu : We also met at that Masquerade and I loved your quiet sense of humor.

@ riptide : We also met at that Masquerade Mystery and soon we formed a little band of misfits. You, @ guardianangels, @ Alaeza, @ Moondownelf, @ snowydragoness, @ oovie (hugs and kisses), @ silverybeing, @ sunagami and I were throwing snowballs at all the dancers and got booted off the official Dancing Forum. We called our forum "Banned At The Ball." From that group, The Midnight Lamp adventures began. We roll-played for nearly three years together. You all adopted me as your little sister and I am forever grateful for introducing me to the world of role-play.

@ Laurie, @ fabulousviolet, @ chook, @ lillydivine, @ bohicon, @ kimc, @ silverlunarfox, @ judykm, @ bcsam, @ kathy, @ kristi1980, @ beach, @ straywillow, @ beren, @ jules : You all accepted me for what I am without any question. You are all so much fun to interact with, you seem to have no qualm chit-chatting with a little weasel girl who sometimes says dumb and goofy things, or forgets to dress appropriately. I am proud to be a lair bear. Laurie, you give me such strength. I'm crying now.

@ greenrowan, @ georgie, @ hollis, @ ichigo777, @ country, @ habeebi, : You are the best! We are Organized Chaos! We are going to ROCK WS5! (oops...has any one seen my underpants???? )

, , , , : I somehow found myself in this wonderful, crazy, supernatural world of yours and despite being completely shaved of my gorgeous white fur once, I have yet to be pushed off a cliff and for that I am truly grateful. Thanks for allowing me to be your little fuzzy companion and MLP:FiM Pal and thanks for the fun. Go Pepperettes!

I know I have forgotten some people, this isn't intentional. It's just that I have ADHD and I often get......

Wizarding ladies and WS Diamonds in the Rough! You're the best. 💞

You are an amazing person. I participated in WS last summer and was blown away by your kindness and creativity. <3

I love having the Neglected Ones to do site events with. You're all wonderful. 😊

Congrats and thanks ! Your CWs rock. c: