I know it's been. Such a long time. If I were a fictional character I might begin spouting prose. Something about. Hairline fractures turned chasms in the dark of night. Atoms between us. Worlds in their span. The dust of time, the ruins of things I once knew. Summer to Winter and the balmy heat of Spring. All the things once forgotten in the pale specter of morning, a vision of fog and a breath, a touch, reality made solid.

Honestly I can't remember Subeta without you. I can't remember how we met now, but apparently at some point we did and ngl I'd bribe you back into my friendslist all day every day. I'm so terrible at keeping in contact with people, I know you left me a comment and I still haven't replied to it yet ack. I'm the most inconsistent and I stg you are my fave.

Honestly I'm. Not sure what to put here except the; "Friend I know we are friends. I know I know you. You're on my friendslist. It's been years. But. Where do I know you from??". But man idc I love you and I love your name and I remember that you are the nicest person and my memory is awful and I'm horrible at keeping in touch with anything, even reality, and I wanted to let you know you're awesome! <3

Aw thank you so much! I do what i can to help, its my pleasure. ^_^ Thank you for always being such a wonderful sweetheart. ❤️

carly rae jepson voice I really really really really really like you tooooo!

Best HA's ever to the max ;_;

Awesome HA's also :3

love the cw's you do :)

love the cute bunny doll cw's you do :3

for being awesome as always willing to help when needed or whenever

for being awesome and funny :)

you have been such an amazing friend to me, you listen when I need an ear to vent to, I would be lost without you.

gosh lady I just love you so much, you have been my buddy since I first came to subeta, through all these years you've always been here for me, thank you for being so wonderful!

@cresenta you my love are just the best! I can ALWAYS count on you for being my shoulder to cry on, and for doing happy dances with me during the good times. I love you to the moon and back again! ❤

we may not have been friends long but I value you so much! hugs

one word to describe you.... B E A U T I F U L Inside and out you are such a loving and supportive person and I'm blessed to have you in my life.

honey I'd be lost without you! We both have leaned on each other through our times of need. I can't imagine my life without you. Love you so much!

my dear lady, your kind words fill me with such happiness, you pamper me and make subeta such a joy.

ALL OF YOU! Just wow! My family nyota is just the BEST! I have more fun with y'all than I thought possible. Thank you for being my friends and family.

- Y'all are making me cry. ;__; I love you guys so much too! hugs xoxo

Love that you introduced me to this site <3 You were one of my best friends on neopets and you're one of my best friends for life. So glad you introduced me to subeta <3

You are the sweetest person. You are always willing to help when someone needs it! You're amazing and I enjoy seeing you in the sb.

I love you! You're so sweet and kind and I'm so glad I met you on subeta <3 You're such a sweet lady!

You're so sweet and helpful. You always help when you can. I enjoy talking to you in the sb. Amazing lady you are.

Kay, You are amazing! Helpful, sweet, kind and always concerned when your friends are having a bad day.

I love each and every one of yall!

Thank you to for hosting such a lovely and thoughtful giveaway. <3

- I would not be here without you. You brought together a group of people who are thoughtful, compassionate, and helpful through and through. Thank you for helping me to see my own value and those wonderful traits in myself. Keep fighting the good fight, but know that we fiercely miss you. hugs

- Thank you for giving me the opportunity to spread my wings and enjoy helping people from a "behind-the-scenes" sort of way. It gives me an outlet for my crazy organization needs. Maybe we need to create some sort of "2 truths and a lie" thread for us ;)

- Thank you for helping me bring a little joy to the Lair ;) <3

, , , - Thank you for being a great team to work with! It's rare to find a group of people who have each other's backs to get things done, and in some cases, improved.

Dot FINIsH This

@ Galaxies You are the best mumfriend I could have. ;W; You offer such warmth and patience sprinkled with fun sass. <3

@ coma You always make me smile. Even when you're feeling wretched. You give me understanding and laughter through rough time sand good times alike <3

@ alien Bby you rock my socks and I love how much you're putting into improving your life. You improve my life too :*

@ Ursa ;W; Your words made me go all happy tears. ilu and even if it's just little messages here and there? I'm always sending love <3

@ Chiibi You get me. There's probably fluffier ways to say it but you just understand me so well and Ilu.

@ Beastie You reach deep down in my soul where others fear to tread. ;-; Ilu. Not just for that but for being you <3

@ Savie @ apollo I love talking to you two. You make me laugh, give me destructive hugs, and I just adore you two :*

[EDit] BATCH TWO (sorry m'dears I couldn't find the words earlier ;A; )

Idk how were were not officially friends for so long either XDD You're my bby and ilu. You make it easy for me to keep smiling. I always love hearing from you <3

Woman you are a wonder to me :3 You have the ability to project this idk feel even if we don't get to talk as much because you know the whole life thang I always feel like i can just reach out and give you a hug when either of us needs it ^-^

You have been so good and understanding with me ;-; And god patient, since I keep forgetting to get back to you quickly D:

Your sheer cuteness and sweetheart make me smile so much :3 Sending luff being such an awesome person <3

Dude ;-; Thank you for being so giving m'dear sniper, not just gifts but with kindness to me and others :*

You really are a dear. No matter what is going on in life you bounce back with such strength and love in your heart it floors me. And I love it and you :*

I've run out of words. I admire you for going after your goals, for your creativity and for your compassion :* Plus you're just really fun to talk too as well XDD

Out of words again ;A;

my closest friendo on here & all-around best elf, i know you're not on sub much at the mo but i just had to send you some love <3 you're dealing with so much crap with such strength and still manage to support yr friends too, i honestly don't know how you do it ;__; love u my boo

ROSIE I HAD DO SEND U SOME LOVE you are so talented and stylish and funny and wonderful and lsjakfhldjk i suck at this stuff meep

pinging u for yr own thing x) kaylaaaaaaa bless u for existing and being such a good friend to me even when your life is hella hectic. you are the sweetest bean and it's lovely seeing you on sub a bit more <3 thankyou for running such a great giveaway!!

you are so kind to me, you always find time to write to me or send me lil pick-me-up gifts and most importantly you love house of leaves like AHHHHH you are such an all-around gentle good great person ;u;

ohhhh yj my fellow male HA lover!! over the years i've known you i've been so touched by all of your kindnesses, and you are so talented at drawing it's amazinggg like watching you do more and more cws and get more confident has been genuinely wonderful ^__^

SHELBI DEL RAY aka the most generous person i've ever met both on sub and irl!! you are always so sweet to me and constantly bombard me with lovely thoughtful gifts and lottery tickets and i am still not over the time you gave me a 3 month gold account medal like WOAH SHELBS!! i love you bab

there are so many people i'm so grateful to know on subeta & that i'm lucky to call friends!! thank you all for putting up with a silly crustacean <3

You keep me sane, girl! Thank you so much for all the chats and general zaniness! Love you lots!

Your courage, compassion and heart leave me in awe! I have never met someone who gives so much of herself to so many. Much love and admiration!

Your bubbly personality and sheer joy of life always lift me up. Love you, dear!

Each one of these Friends are like Sisters to me.I've known most of My Friends/Sisters for quite a long time & I don't know what I would do without them,Their Awesome.Love you all my Friends/Sisters Hugsssss :D

Thank you so much for the pings HUGssssssss :D

Thank You so much for having this Awesome "Extravaganza Thing" giveaway for us Hugsss :D

@/ale this is super sweet of you. I don't know you all that well, but every interaction I've had with you has been great, and I've never heard anything but love about you, which makes me want to know you better anywho. Please continue to be amazing. We need more people like you.

@/neferet thank you so much for the mention, that made my morning. Every time I see your bright shiny color in the SB I get excited. You're such a sweetheart and I'm so glad we have become friends. Thank you for coming back, I did dearly miss you.

@/robin I don't know what to say. You've been a driving force in my writing, always there for me when I need a shoulder or a push in the right direction. I know we aren't always great balls of sunshine, but I'm so happy my spoodermen came along and accepted me into the tiny circle of friends she has. I lob you :* PS your art is cute. <3

Which brings me to @/batman Sarah bb I love all of you. Sarcasm, wit, ability to legit bake me into a corner, and that massive heart. Your caring for everyone is powerful. I'm sad I don't see you as often these days but I still love you much!!

@/hiryoshima There are not words for my love for you. Our shared cat love above all others and how well we both speak sarcasm.. I mean come on. You are the best and you bring that out in me. I really appreciate you for always being there, despite the constant changing of different time zones lol. I hope some day I get the chance to actually meet you.

hi. In the short time we have been talking, I really feel like we have gotten super close and I feel hella lucky about that. You're one of the most kind, caring, amazing people ever and hooly cow adorbs. I just want to thank you from the bottom of my hyper emotional heart for giving me the chance to show you just how fantastic I am ;) You're great bb.

bb. God why were we not friends before lol that will bother me forever. Your heart and patience will always astonish me. You're insanely strong and I commend you on that. Please always be here for me to bitch to about stupid shit?? And always keep smiling. Always. <3

and you are both my rock (and I would like you to know that my phone tried to turn rock into dick). You've both been three strong, powerful women whose determination and mental Steve has always inspired me. I love you both for being so strong and also so god damn sweet and caring it almost kills me.

I will definitely be adding to this later.

@ ShesUniique do this when brain is working// before the end of July 7th

---gonna slowly work on this for my loves, thanks for this n-n

@ Cullen you are such a dear and are my longest friendzie, you are always they to help me out if i needed and made feel comfortable to breech out of my little shell and make friends :*

@ Beckyyy HOMG, i love you.. i wish you were closer, we would hang everyday ;P you are the sweetest little thing ever and i love to see your amazing art and helping you is such a pleasure <3 just when i hear from you makes me so happy.

@ Colorful hehe, so glad you are back on Sub, but at least i was lucky enough to have fb chats <3 ilu and i cannot wait to see those wedding pics once it happens. you are so sweet and willing to help out even though you have such a busy life unlike some of lousy souls ^^

@ Sydney my dear, i miss you.. stop going to Egypt already, jking. you are a lucky duck don't stop. you are so amazing and i was so glad to have had you here in the worst of times to keep me grounded and not do anything stupid.

@ Sage i love you bb, you are the most amazing sweet shy women i have met. wish i was better at communicating, period.

-- @ KarenP omg, so much love for thee.. you are the sweetest person ever.. you are willing to accept anyone and everyone, and i still love that you have included me <3 thank you and don't stop being the sweetness you are :*

@ KittenDoll oh, god i miss you BB <3

@ Beach you beach, blue loving queen you. :* haha, i really hope things are getting into a better groove for you :* sorry i am the worst at communicating ;c

@ bonita oh you qwerky doll you, i am so bad at understanding your jokes but i still love 'em, :*

@ Mage dear, you are so kind and sweet. your HA's are always so disney <3

@ mister_ed eeeee, i love you, you sparkling thing you. you let up my life whenever i see or even hear your sweet words. really never let anyone dull your sparkle <3

@ Riashire dear, i wish i was better at helping or even able to help you. ilu and wish you all the best.. your day will come where you will see it wasn't all in agony. you are loved, keep up the good fight :*

@ Shelbi you are so sweet and caring.. i wish there was more people like you. <3

@ Scorpio heya dear, you are so sweet and i loved all our little talks and meeting you was a blessing. always love those HA's

@ ulalena omg, what is there not to say about you.. you are amazing and such a beautiful person <3

-- @ Mistress_Murder ah, you are the wickedest HA maker, no idea how you work that magic. talking with you is always so welcome.. and no you are not allowed to help me xD

@ Ava you a sweet dear :*

@ Diana you are a newer friendzie but you are so sweet and welcoming.. no wonder so many love you <3

@ elka i am in love with you my Canadian friend, lol xp you are so unique and i love it, don't stop

@ Flyingkat ah, you so sweet and beautiful, talking with you is a blast and it makes a little bit better

@ Lau dear, your life always sounds so amazing when we talk, i am so jelly. you always are so fun to talk with, i miss it :*

@ Lyonesse oh lordy you are a freak, you just are always go, go, go.. how do you do it. you are sweet and amazing.. i love how willing you are to work with people and accepting of those haterz ><

@ omiai dear, you have been so helpful with achievements.. how do you always have them all, haha. you are so cute :D

@ PaisleyAnn you go you, you are amazing at so much, much loves :*

@ Puncture ilu you beautiful thing you. <3

-- so sorry if i didn't mention someone, it's so hard to remember you all <3 i love you all and am very choosy about who i include into my group <3 for some rhyme or reason you have shown me great love and compassion to be my bestest frandz, much love to you all

@ Cathii i absolutely love working with you, your art is spectacular and you always so welcoming <3

@ Sonatine thank you for being so easy to work with :*

@ Pika @ Ursa you too, i love to admire.. both just who you are and your amazing art skills, just jelly here xP

@ Warrior you are the coolest person alive, omg.. the simple fact that you are willing to communicate with some low life like me makes you the best person, like ever!

@ Cresenta @ jpeg @ Zawmbi @ Cyroris @ Georgie @ odduckOasis @ Blazhy @ Tartelette you guys are all someone i have had a wonderful time dealing with, you guys are awesome

@ anianowak omg, you so pretty pretty doll <3

i keep finding amazing people that just need a quick mention :*

ps. my grammer, spelling and lack of words are always horrible n.n also if i forget you i'm so sorry

Oh bb thank you so much for the ping. I was having an awful morning and your kind words made me so very happy. It's been amazing having you as a friend Kay! You are so kind, always have a nice thing to say to me when I get to see you. In addition, I've loved being able to both read your writing, and send you mine for help. Thank you so much for being there, I love you! ❤️

Ally...where do I even begin? You are the Robin to my Batman, the matching sarcastic soul that I have long looked for in a friend, and a great support when I need someone. I love you even if I don't say that often (bc i am an emotionally stunted weirdo) but I do care about you so much. I don't know what I'd do without you there. ❤️

And that leads me to our better third, Ruru. You are our furiously artistic friend, our amazing cheerleader who pushes us on when we need someone there to keep us going. You're kind and intelligent, always introducing us to something new and exciting. You keep up with our ever present sarcasm and I love you. I'm so grateful to have you as a friend in my life and I only wish that you lived closer ❤️

Thank you so much for being an amazing friend ❤️ You're always checking in on me just when I need someone to ask if I'm okay even if you're in pain. You always put others first which is incredible to me. I know I'm not around as much as I would like to be but thank you for being there for me when I am!

You are literally the first friend I made on here. You are so amazingly open and sweet. I will always be grateful for your kindness and generosity. We might not talk all the time, but I know what an absolutely beautiful person you are. You are an incredibly talented artist and a brilliantly creative person and it shows. I hope that you get everything you want out of life because you are the sweetest person and you deserve it. <3

Welcome back! Hee hee, I missed you and our long conversations about weird stuff. I'm so glad you came back! You've made subeta a more enjoyable place for me. I always look forward to hearing from you. You're funny and wonderful and you're just so warm and bright. You have the biggest heart and I'm grateful you had room for me. <3 I hope you and your fiance have super awesome amazing fun on your honeymoon!

[.Oru] Perhaps we don't know each other very well but I am grateful for your friendship! You are crazy creative and talented, and I'm always looking out for your latest creations. Even though you are super busy all the time (why do you torture yourself!?), you still find the time to be so kind and friendly. Never have you said I was bothering you whenever I harass you over comments. n_n I hope our friendship continues to grow. <3 I hope you find some time to relax after you crush your exams!

@/sehun Maddie, in case you come back, my lovely, I miss you like A LOT and I HOPE YOU'VE BEEN DOING WELL and this message reaches you somehow and subeta isn't really the same without our chats with @/lirikai ;3; , I miss talking to you, our long walls of text and rants and rambles, it's been a pleasure meeting you and getting to know you, before you and Maddie, I didn't think it was possible to really be chatty or friendly with online folks so yeah, thank you!

@/amicorn you're like the good irl friend I don't haveeee! o3o your compassion, passion, and logic make up this delightful blend of a unicorn person; thank you so much for talking to me through my worst when I was feeling like absolute shit and not having anyone to talk to irl, you didn't mind me blabbing off walls of text, you listened and cared and for that I am forever grateful ❤️

@/wanda I love how much we can chat about movies and Chris Evans will forever be wonderful so ty for that :P and it's okay, I get poofing, I have a nasty habit of replying in spurts as it takes a lot out of me to write a reply ;3; and then there's always real life too so no worries!

@/voltage it's probably my fault for not replying to an smail I think?? you're one of the kindest people I've known on subeta, sometimes people are like uh why are you randomly trying to have a convo with me? I don't know you, scram! and you're like friendly and chill, it's been really fun chatting about various things o3o (I'm still watching that netflix show on Japan and I've recently been more actively trying to learn kanji - yay for online help sites!)

@/far sometimes snark can be off-putting, sometimes snark can be grating, however you make it work and talking to you has been a blast and I've enjoyed basking in your coolness, friend ❤️

@/loftyballoon @/ivy_sprite who says shared interests do not make new friends? it's been fun chatting to the both of you regarding twin peaks (and other things!), I love how into the show you guys are, that way I can blab about the show and you don't mind it at all! xD is there a word for twin peaks nuts or has that yet to be invented? orz # twin peakers ??? nah sounds not right, fail.

@/ana @/bodeejus @/change @/cryforjudas @/curbdirt @/dice @/dracona @/elka @/gotham @/gundam @/harbor @/jay @/kate @/keliora @/kyotoangel @/lilyvalentine @/loba @/mouse @/neko @/noemi @/pepsi @/smooch @/squid @/sugary @/taters @/unnie @/wesker @/whimzy @/zawmbi : I feel like even though I haven't talked to you guys recently (mea culpa ;____; feel free to poke me whenever~), I can remember (or vaguely remember, bc my memory sucks haha please don't kill me) specific convos we've had and those have been awesome times! O and I miss that!! /big hugs ❤️

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morse : sorry, it's not a release, and I know you guys have probs been pinged to this already judging by the pages in this thread buuut I wanted to tell you I appreciate you joining my cw ping group and showing interest in what I release and a special shout-out to those supporting my cws, without you guys I wouldn't be managing to release on site ;3; yeah, thank youuuu for your support! n__n

also, last but def not least, thank you for the opportunity and well making a sociably acceptable platform to thank people, haven't had one of these (thanking threads) in a while since it's usually around lumi!

We've become friends in the Wizarding community and have made a good rpg partnership. I am very grateful for your friendship, all the times you have listened to my rant and help me distract when I've needed comfort. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the good times, the shared moments, and the support. Love you! xoxoxo Hope our friendship last very long.

I think we've know each other for several years now and our friendship has been a bit random yet I know I can count on you when needed. You've been there in good and bad times and for that I thank you. Hope we continue our friendship for longer years to come.

My dear friend, you and I can talk our hearts out and know we will be listened by the other, I'm not someone to rant much but I know you would listen and comfort me always. I also know I can count on you for all the good fun times in Subeta, contests, group talks, giveaways, and clothing love. Know you can count on me when you need it too, thou I hope you already know that. BIG HUG.

Sweetie I miss you and hope things are going better for you. You are always loved and missed here. xoxo

You've been kind and friendly to me and many more, always looking after our little group place and making it special. Thanks for all the good times and special times.

You're the achievement wizard! haha! You always share your things, and are patient enough with all of us. Love the dedication and love you give to your friends and community. <3

you're the oldest friend from Subeta life. We've been through a lot of things together and I'm grateful for our friendship despite the distance. Christmas is nice now because we get to exchange gifts and cheer us up. I'm glad to be your friend and to listen to you and lend my shoulder whenever you need it. You're a beautiful human being from the outside and the inside. You're golden even tho you went purple long ago ;) Also, praise our similar taste in music so we can share some feels. You deserve the best and to be loved so much. Ilu ❤️

if I were to marry one person in my life, that would be you in a very not romantic way. You're my platonic wife, the Keith to my Lance, the Chany to my Sehun and the fuzzy caterpillar to my chill moth self. I love you so much that my feels have feels. Thank you for cheering me up, for listening to my bitchy self when it happens, to cook for me online and then post pictures of it, to offer me the best quality gifs and simply for making me smile. We collided because of our common love for kpop but we stayed for the friendship. It's unique and yet, it's simple. I'm happy and I feel blessed to be friend with someone like you. You're amazing and even if there are bad days, I'll be there so we can share the bad vibes! You fabulous caterpillar [eyebrow wiggles]

DANKEST MEME OVER THERE AYYYYY. Bruh. Bruh. Oh man. You're the dabs of my dabs. You're the boi to my dankest one wheel wheelie. Seriously, you're just a fabulous and strong human being. Anyone going to med school is strong to me but you're like above the strong. You have transcended the strong and the meme. dabs

thank you for being supportive, respectful, friendly and gentle. Our mutual connection faded but our friendship is still there and I thank you for that. You're such a caring person despite various issues in your life!

To everyone else: Thank you. Thank you for being there, thank you for being you. Subeta wouldn't be the same without you. I know I don't talk regularly to some of you guys. We go on hiatus, we have to deal with things, we are busy ... But I'm glad to count you guys as my friends.

as always, thank you. That's a very kind thing to do.

Ignore this post please. -___- -kicks internet-