Well last week was tough and I'm starting this week with panic attacks. Not good.

Actually, Coyote IS one of my favorites and I also adore how foxes, regardless of culture, tend to carry on the trickster name. I also adore Kokopelli but part of that stems from being obsessed with flutes as a kid as well as anything American Indian. Even now, though I am woefully out of practice and would be scarcely able to play a tune accurate on any form of flute now.

take it easy, deep breaths. It's only Monday.

True, If I can do this week, then I'll start on a second week. One day at a time right?! Look below, i'm a bit bummed that my HA didn't make it to challenge 3 because the outfit didn't fit the morning light theme......meh

Thanks lady :) I was booted from the next subeta designer thing today and it sucked! Seriously sucked!

Clearly it was an error in judgement on my part.....on account of the Rum of course.

I didn't even notice those! LOL Blame the Rainbow

Awww That's no good :( Your HA looks amazing!

Does anyone have a good pumpkin chocolate chip bread or muffin recipe I could try? Maybe ? I love pumpkin everything

Ah it's been so long dear! hugs I have been super distracted with battling, Subeta events and irl garbage going on right now =/ That food you posted back a while ago looks delicious btw xD How are things with you?

Hang in there hun! Sometimes it has to get worse before it gets better, but it will get better. What has you all stressed out? I was feeling super sad and depressed yesterday. When I took my computer off of sleep mode, it displayed a random image of the world like it always does but also displayed the words "be great at what you do." That small phrase, ironically applicable to what was causing me grief, completely turned my attitude around. I am trying to determine where is a good spot to keep those words of inspiration around the apartment.

Rainbow??? You mean as in Skittles? Now I want Skittles..... : Cute! We're like twins of different species...

Moderation, my Dearest. All things in moderation and moderation in all things. Maybe keep up tp 40M as on hand cash so if something catches your eye you can buy it without guilt about going to your vault (LOL I know, Baby, the guilt and painful deliberation is only for show)

, You've been missed, my Dear One, you've been well I hope?

You are certainly entitled to celebrate your birth month in the throne room and DONE! But I want an Invitation to the Holloween party..I'll even send up ice from the 9th Circle

Dear One, I confess that I have barely a nodding aquaintance with Kokopelli.. Alas, in most warrior cultures creatures that live on their wits, or gods forbid, use Magic rather than a sword os hammer (not to vilify the Norse pantheon) is held in contempt

I rather like flute music, do you still have yours? Speaking from first habd experience, if you took it out regardless of how long you've been estranged from it, I think you'd be surprise what you remember

You do share cookies with cats though, right? Some warm from the oven gingersnaps or Tollhouse chocolate chip cookies?

Oh, I'm sorry, Leilani! I had seen your HA as dawn colors. You can do it! Just too weeks, Luv, since Keelhauliday is still going on, keep a few mil as on hand cash so you can spend without guilt

Lays in your lap and gazes up adoringly at youLet's see that drool factory do that, shall we, Mistress? Hardly fair, my Darling! Its rum and even a non destructive and sweet kitcat like me can fall pray to the demon called rum

Haha yes we look stunning in our purple. What wig are you wearing? It works really well with the hat

How have you been my dude? Enjoying keel hauliday?

I think i'm going to not do anymore HA challenges for awhile until i feel better. I'll still dress up my own because I like too, but challenges....nope. That's a good idea, I have read that once all of the questing and whatever is done that earns sP, is to put it in the vault and keep at least 1mil out for the next day. I'll start doing that.

Speaking of the Norse and the magic instead of the sword, look at how Loki is portrayed. Women were the magic users, even making a meal was magic to the Norse folks but magic was the realm of women yet Loki used magic. I find it hilarious that it most every god utilized magic to a lesser degree and would even switch genders on occasion. Yet Thor dressing as Freyja is an embarrassment to get his hammer back.

I still have my flute and intend on picking it back up, just I have priorities for getting back into the drawing habit to turn into a business then to pick up the flute after. I have two ocarinas, one larger one with a mellow tone out on lone and a smaller portable one that hurts my ears due to being a soprano. Eh. I want a fife eventually. I used to collect every variation of the flute I could find as kid including panpipes, however cheap the variety. Still have a handcarved one from when I was a kid that is beautiful to look at, easy to hold, and every single note is so horribly off key just because of the way they made it. Oops. XD

... Thanks for caring guys. Last week was a bad week. Well... Just a conglomeration of stressers. Mostly my health is messed up making me sick and anxious. I think the anxiyety is from lack of sleep. I slept all day yesterday, it seemed to help a bit. Btw, if in an emergency benadryl helps. ... Right now i have a bad headache. You see, i do have a lot of good ppl in my life. But my health gets to me. A few bad ones are out of my life now. And probably the last conversation ill ever have last week. So yay! So sorty, i dont mean to be a downer. It just hasnt been the best couple months and yes... It will get better. And it is, its just a very slow process. And meh... Im not very patient lol. hugs witchy

its my mood ha. Its a cloudy dreary day and im looking for the hidden rainbows. And wanted to use the hearts pail i got in the crystal shop.

: The wig is the [item2=Incomplete Babys Breath Carving] and it is one of my favorite. It can be found in Ester's shop.

LOL , i've been keeping out about 5mil a day. and spending it all. but then. i've been trying to remember to go the the millionaire shop, and getting the "season" items (especially books and beanbags) heh. and of course, the clothes. :D

, lol sorry. for once, i don't have any pumpkin recipes. i'm not a big pumpkin pumpkin eatter except for a store bought Ms Smith pumpkin pie at thanksgiving.

i'll keep an eye out though.

, oh man :( i can so relate to just getting discouraged on the ha challenges. kind of why i like the style-file ones. you can dress any way you want (just use the item) and it's all random.

it's just fun to give me 'ideas' for item that i don't usually use.

ok. i'm tired of pirate. i've gotten some new clothes. i think i'm going to change out of pirate. maybe go back tomorrow or something. i don't feel "friendly" today.

HAHAHAHAA NOT THAT KIND OF RAINBOW. the WITCHY kind of rainbow. and it has Nothing to do with Candy.

heh. i could use a little rainbow myself. especially concerning my own health.

ok. not feeling friendly today. so i'm just going to go and change clothes and go.

HUGS YOU ALL!! Have FUN :)

ps. , medicare had nothing. so far, everything has been no. (don't take medicare or not taking new patients)

Yeah, sometimes the rules are a bit to strict and everyone has their own way to interpret different themes. Anywho, style file will be good to do at least.

I'm so ready to go on vacation!! Eric and I are headed to Taos, NM with our dog! (....seeeee vacation with Emma!). The Airbnb has been set up and the lady there has a guest house, organic garden, and a dog. I'm really excited about this. We're road tripping there Oct 16 for a week :)

grrrr! Dumb. I hate to suggest this but if an urgent care is nearby go and if all else go to an ER. I know those generally cost more than a GP visit but you really need to get your health under control asap!

I wanted to ask how you two decided on where y'all are headed for your vacation? Did you just throw a dart or close your eyes and click on google maps? I have a few out of the norm places I'd like to see one day though I usually just browse around on pinterest when browsing for ideas or sometimes groupon has a deal for a place or activity that captures my eye, lol.

you poor dear, i hope you feel better soon. And i hope you get a dr. hands you rainbow

I want to do that one day, blindfold myself or eric and put a pin where we'll be going lol. Eric has been wanting to go to Taos for awhile now and also do the Enchanted Circle. I think he got the idea from his dad, his dad used to drive a motorcycle to NM a few times. As for the place we decide to stay, it should be close enough to the downtown/plaza area and we've had good experience with Airbnb on our last trip in 2016, Plus, the lady allows dogs, so that was a plus! We youtube and look around online at the things to do and put them down in the itinerary. I found a good list of places that allow dogs on the patio there :)

DUDE...I did it! Got 5M oints of damage on Hydragellos, I was os bloody proud of that, like being in the top tier. Fraylise is being mean to mecries on your shoulder I have managed to r/s maybe 6 items and even my boy Carl is being kind of a tight-ass, but was offered a promo at work SO Psyched a lot more money and responsibility. How are you, Dudette?

With an event like KH is 1m going to be enough for you, especially with seasonal stuff in the Millionaire Shop and Quest Shops...it depends, Leilani on how much you have to play around with. SWEET! You deserve a vacay amd you're taking Emma:D I remember you saying she's anxious around people she doesn't know, how is she with other dogs?

Is 5M going to hold you over without breaking the bank, Love? My on hand cash is 25M, but know I'm going to have to fork out SP to get the achievement items I want

The Norse Pantheon is bloody well ridiculous, Loki's magic created Odin's Spear, Thor's Hammer, Tyr's sword and I believe Frey's sword as well, you'll notice that the hypocrites had no problem accepting those weapons, but still treated Loki like crap for using magic. Damn, talk about a self fulfilling prophesy about Loki and his offspring causing Ragnorak..golly all we did was tie him up and make him watch his children being murdered..who knew he'd take it so badly?

You know, aside from paintings or pictures, I don't think I've ever seen a panpipe or Fife To show off my ignorance, Dear One, what is the difference between flute and fife?

I got the items that I wanted. I didn't want all of them, but due to the achievements, they just put out, I'm going to have items I don't want in the wardrobe. Oh well. Yes! I'm very excited that Emma gets to go with us this time! She opens up, once she see us being relaxed and friendly to the new people and she does pretty well with other dogs as long as they don't try to be mean and over power her.