what, why not? D:

omg you're going to an actual free! meetup that's amazing o___o but you swim for fun, right? sdlghsdl gym i miss the gym too.

I don't know :c I guess it's not my thing.

.. No? Just a regular meetup lol. I want us to have free!uniforms tho. I swim for fun AND for the competition. Gym is so fucking pricey .. oh my god. They jacked up the prices again -___-'

Also, I had a night terror. I dreamt that I was walking on thin ice (probably a lake) and a fell through the ice. I wasn't panicking because I knew how to swim, but then the ice closed up on me and THEN I panicked. I could hear myself making panicked noises. Wtf u.u

aw, that's too bad. i thought it was pretty decent but the ending, man. it's heartbreaking.

ahh i see. you should definitely go for the uniforms if you'll coach lets you. how much is a gym subscription over there? i could go for 15 usd a month or so but i don't even know when i would go.

whoa. lucid dreaming maybe? that's scary af.

also

Heartbreaking is my jam. I have a few exception, but even then they are sadsad moments. If it's too shoujo, I don't want it. I used to be solely focused on girly love .. wtf.

$205 for 12 months, $175 for 6 months .. jacked up the price again sigh. They are not lucid dreams. I have a mental condition that prevent me from getting "deep sleep". I rarely get this type of sleep and when I dream, I remember what I dreamt about and what I said out loud. STILL SCARY THO, WTF.

o/ Molla. Congrats!

what's the saddest anime you've ever seen?

whoa. they don't let you pay on a monthly basis?? that's weird. does that ever get awkward with sleepovers? apparently i talk in my sleep too (rarely remember it though), just the usual 'nooo don't do that' stuff but apparently i once talked about architecture in my sleep. i literally don't know the first thing about architecture.

thank you! :>

Tokyo Ghoul ;_________; Forever and ever. Clannad too tho. And Zankyou no Terror fucked me up a little. THE MORE IT HURTS, THE MORE I LOVE.

Monthly = more expensive in the end. I never have sleepovers? I'm not really social. No wait, I am social! But there are boundaries and stuff that I can't do/will not do.

i've heard stuff about tokyo ghoul. is it really sad or is it traumatizing sad?

yeah true that but it does make it easier to spread out the payments. you don't like sleepovers? ;v; i'm not social at all but i love sleepovers. mostly because there's usually alcohol involved. i do always want people to leave asap in the mornings though.

TRAUMATIZING SAD LOL. AH AH TOKYO GHOUL. KANEKI KEN. MUFFLED SOBBING

I prefer to pay one go than getting fucked up :p. I don't like sleepovers, nor sharing my bed or my room. I just don't like people in my house I guess.

perfect. i must watch this.

i'd probably be like that but i don't even know if i'd keep going to the gym so i'd rather pay monthly and quit whenever i want to, yanno? eh i feel ya. i don't like people in my house either (except for my best friend, she's always welcome here) if i don't know they're coming days / weeks in advance. even then it's still unnerving.

DON'T WATCH IT, IT'S SHIT. Read it. Read it. gjfhjl Reeeeaaaaaad it. (lot of chapters, btw. We are already in the sequel lmao). People could literally yell in my face that TKG is shit and I'd be: your point is ..?

Oh, good thinking. I might do the same .. possibly. I invited one friend at my house in the past 5 years I think? Probably a bit more or less. The thing is that I don't like it. My house is my second life, where I'm never really myself.

i don't like reading manga online and i'm too cheap to buy it :c

do you like being at other people's houses? i understand it would suck to hang out with your friends at a place you can't be yourself. it sounds restricting.

The anime is really not quality trauma :/ I guess you can do it, but I didn't like the anime.

No? I don't know? It has been ages. I invite my friend over only if we are home alone.

hnn. probably won't, then. i wish they'd upload good anime to netflix already so i can watch stuff on my tv instead of the laptop.

i'm home alone all the time ahaha it's so boring ;v; wait no i have a dog does that count

I have a brother, does that count?

uhh that depends is he in his room all the time because if so, no

Hmmm .. he does spend a lot of time in his room. However, whenever I sit on the sofa in the living area, he brings his pillow and iPad and sits beside me. He often barges in my room to randomly hug, lay on my bed and tickles me. He's also being a fucking rude shit. My brother is the pure metaphor of a dog, somehow. Or a twin.

awwwwwwww your brother sounds rly nice even if he is rude ;v; my cousin (who is like a brother to me) just hangs out in his room when i'm at my auntie's and only very occasionally comes downstairs to say hi. sometimes he watches movies with us though.

He's impolite, rude and often manhandle me. He's a full teenager now .. what a burden. I guess it has two sides of the same coin. Aw, that's sad tho :c

bahaha how old is he? that sounds so familiar. my cousin is 15 and he's a right menace. eh, i used to be the same, so P:

He's 14, 15 in August. What a little shit.