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Last week, a kiddie barfed in the pool right when I was ready to go. I went back quickly, omg. A trip? Where?
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I'm also insecure about blood clots. I have some "risk factors" so I prefer to stay away from them. I used to have a heavy flow during my periods and the duration was seven days. I suffered of anemia and B12 defficiency for a long time. I had to take supplements and my period stopped. I get them every four months or so and it's light. I don't care of any long term risk since I don't want little spawns x). Ugh, so many products and yet so much shit. I tried all kind of stuff, nothing worked out. I need to clean my pores but I'm afraid of trying stuff and getting an allergy.
I need to find a good mask to cleanse my pores and get rid of blackheads. I understand the parents thing. I pay my own stuff so I don't hear my mom moaning shits.
Omg, that'd gross me out so bad! I get grossed out walking in the WalMart parking lots because I've almost walked into vomit there at least twice, on two totally separate visits. D:
I'm going to Alberta, Canada August 1st-8th to be with my boyfriend for our anniversary on the 3rd! ;w; It'll be the first time we're together in person (my sis is going with me, I'll be safe) and I'm all kinds of nervous because a) never flown before, b) not feeling great about my body or the way I look in general, c) general nerves about being with him in person the first time, etc. July is going to be crazy as I prepare to go with dieting and working out and finding makeup and all that.
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That's about what mine is like. D: It gets a little lighter toward the end but the first three days are like I've been stabbed and the pain and other physical side effects are brutal, and the last period I had was so hard on me emotionally, and it doesn't completely stop for seven full days. I'm sorry about your anemia and the deficiency, I hope the supplements and the period stopping helped? On one hand I want something to make mine easier but on the other hand I'm scared of it stopping because the last time I went months without a period the doctors I was seeing were convinced I was pregnant (even though I've never been active and couldn't be??) and were generally very rude to me for daring to deny it and it gave me a bit of a complex and probably is at least partially responsible for some of my anxieties. ;_;
I'm sorry about your pores, I hope you find something that works for you but I know it's hard to get there and comes with a lot of trial and error. It would be so much easier if Idk the first thing you grab would work. I'm not sure if Glytone makes the mask I used to use anymore or else I'd suggest that. I could use a new one as well but like you I don't want to try something and end up getting a bad time.
My dad is very generous with his money and even though we don't have much of it he doesn't seem to mind sharing it with me, though I will swear up and down that my mother tries to guilt me sometimes. I have a savings account with a tiny chunk of cash in it and he gets really angry when I use that instead of continuing to save it so until I get a job after August I'm dependent. I feel really guilty about it though, they don't have much money at all and they're always helping out the rest of my family who forever need help. ;_; I admire that you can pay your own stuff and hopefully I'll be there in a few months!!
I don't care about body fluids. I'm not easily grossed out? Just don't touch me I guess xD
Oh man, I hope it goes smoothly. I'm glad you're going there with someone and not alone. What are you guys planning to do? Alberta is far from where I live :c. I ended an online relationship back in October and it was chaos. I'm never doing it again, that's for sure. Don't worry about flying, I found it fun and easy.
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Doctors can be rude when a woman hasn't had her period. You explain that you are not active, they still fucking judge you. No women should be ashamed to be sexually active or not. Don't let it get to you, seriously. I am much better now and everything went back to normal.
My father is a shithead and my mom is special. They both had rough childhood and I consider my father dead. He's always trying to guilt trip me because I'm 22 and living at home, but he hasn't paid ship for me since I was 16 (he gives 15$ per weeks for me, parental star right here). My mom is always broke and always borrow my cash for whatever reason she finds. I've always been on my own, even much since I went back to school. I'll probably not miss my parents when I move out, I'm already fine on my own. I'm glad your father is here for you. I lack the father figure, so I don't know how it's supposed to go at all. Don't feel guilty, especially if in return you are grateful.
I hope to be like you one day. __ It would be so much easier for me to not be grossed out by bodily fluids.
Thanks! We've been together for like five years already, see each other on Skype a few times a week, and talk pretty much constantly every day. I've seen and spoken to a lot of his family, as he's done with mine. I feel pretty confident that it'll work out between us but I still didn't want to go alone just in case, there's always the chance he won't like me in person or something, so luckily I don't have to! Sorry your experience with something like this was so bad, though. ;_; And I think we're just going to hang out and play video games, I'm literally only going to spend time with him, not to go places or sight-see or anything, but he is supposed to take me shopping and to the zoo! Alberta is also far from where I live but I think that's obvious since I'm from the US, I live in Georgia. xD
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It was really rough. You're right and I shouldn't let it get to me, I should really just let it go, but it's hard. :/ I'd probably be a lot happier and stress-free if I did, though. I should make it a goal to work on that instead of just accepting it as life.
And I'm glad you're better now as well.
I'm also glad that you're capable and independent given your circumstances. I don't have experience with something like that really and I'm sorry that you do but I'm glad that you're dependent on yourself and not them. Do you have plans to move out any time soon?
I'm very grateful to my dad. Idk if I would've made it to adulthood without him, I seriously don't. I couldn't have survived with just my mother.
Omg. I'm a piss poor model, don't follow me xD
I hope you guys get to have a wonderful and great time ❤️ I miss going to the zoo, but I have a love-hate relationship with them. If there are sloths tho, take pictures pls! As for myself, I had a terrible experience and I'm not fit for online relationships, or any love relationship tbh ouo'
I'm planning to gtfo as soon as I can. I still need to study for a full four years, but I'll consider summer school to help myself. I don't like being at home anymore, it doesn't feel like home. I learned stuff quickly and I never grow up normally. I want to live for myself since I don't owe shits to anyone.
I'm glad you had someone in your life to help you.
I shall take pictures for you! The zoo we usually go to where I live doesn't have sloths, but who knows what Canada will have? _
And if that's the case with you and relationships at least you know that. Some people are really unaware of what they are and are not fit for and it leads to disaster. ;_;
Good luck! I hope summer school does help. Four years seems like a long time but it passes so quickly...
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Omg I think I forgot to ping you the other day, ?
how are you feeling about psycho pass?? what's qualification day?
what's ghost adventures also do you have netflix
hellooooo overpriced old subq items are the worst except for when you're selling i sold my justin bieber jacket for 40mil the other day, kaching
hi ;_; i've had the worst night ever, i'm gonna pass out after i finish reading this book and then sleep for a hundred years how are you congrats on the moniessss
what happened D: i'm well thanks i keep ditching subeta for neo why does this always happen when pet sites thank you :* how are you other than sleepy?
SLAMS FIST ON TABLE TOO MUCH FEELS. TOO MUCH. TOO MUC- cries
You totally forgot lmao OuO Aww poop. I know one place in Canada where they have sloths ❤️ (it's far from you). I simply cannot compute relationships. I don't feel the need to be sexually intimate, but I do have romantic attachment. I'm either too clingy or too cold (no middle), so I gave up o/
Not quickly enough, but oh well xD
I finished it and that's how I feel about it:
How did what go??
i think they're making a movie who was your favourite?
the qualification!
KOGAMI - AKANE - GINO and crazy shogo omfg. The enforcers are amazing, rlly. Can we talk about the fact that there was two canon bisexual/lesbian characters in a relationship ouo It made my day!
I posted the result already? I'm in the team.
yessssss the enforcers ___ kagari was my fave can you imagine my pain. ahaha yeah that was awesome.
ahh sorry i thought i remembered you posting which ones you were gonna go for and thought it was a quote of that i suck those are some amazing results though, congrats! o___o
I LOVED KAGARI TOO. DAMN YOU OLD HAG. Kogami breaking his promise tho. cries and old man dying .. Gino .. OMG STOP.
Thank you ❤️ My coach convinced me to take them all. During practice, we listen to my Free! openings and endings because I'm amazing like that. In my team, we have Haruka (me), Joe (Makoto but I could've been Makoto too lol), Sarah (Rei) and Alex (Nagisa).
it's been years since i last saw psycho pass but i'm still in pain tbh :K also i love your new avatar
yea but if freestyle is your personal favourite you're the perfect haruka lbr wait he was the freestyle guy right when are you gonna start swimming in the team?
It will never stop hurting: NEVER. Classed in "fucked up anime that keeps me alive". Thank you! It's not a new one tho, just some reuse.
I only swim free and I told me coach long ago. I think he just wants to make sure that he has backup if someone leave or get hurt. And yes, Haruka is the freestyle guy x) We already started (bit of paperwork/chat) and I need to improve my relay because I'm always behind.
have you seen angel beats yet it's even worse it's v cool uwu
oh man you are so anime it's awesome so you'll have something to work on! that sounds motivating ahaha
I didn't like it :c (therefore, dropped it)
I'm trying to convince my coach to change the uniforms according to Free! for the meetup in August xD It's exciting, especially because I'm fat. I'm also starting gym again soon, I missed it.