awh, that's a shame :c nah, I don't have anyone to go with xD;

i had to google her but whoa she's beautiful o___o

pfft just go by yourself i do that all the time

No news. I'm happy to just play here in the meantime... except that right now I'm trying to do BQs, which is how I start out with my quests every day, but the site is laggy as fuck?? There are are only 600 people online, and the site is like ten years old, but I know it's not me, because literally every other website is loading perfectly fine. This should not be happening. Get your shit together, Subeta.

Anyway, how are you? Did you have a nice weekend?

I might give Tokyo Ghoul a try, then. And I'll for sure look into that website, because I kind of just like what I like and don't care to go outside of that, hehe. Thanks for the advice!

I'm glad your mom isn't bothered by your habits. Ugh, about the teenager having bad habits, though - I had a family member living with me for a little while, and he was older than that. He wouldn't put the seat up when he'd pee, I guess he'd sit on the toilet so he could play on his phone, and he'd get pee on the seat, and he'd leave it there. I took my toddler niece into the bathroom one day and she had put her hands in it, she had to put her hands on the seat so that she could climb up onto the toilet to use it, before I even noticed there was anything there. Then he acted like I was freaking out for nothing, like that kind of thing is totally acceptable. ???? ?

It makes me feel a lot more confident knowing that I'm not the only person to feel that way, though, and that you actually did something about it and went back. And I'm so glad that you've been able to take measures to help out with things that might come up now and then. Oh, and I'm twenty-four!

How are you?

Finished the season. I'm giving it a 7/10.

Tokyo Ghoul is not for everyone, tbh. I prefer the manga, the anime .. is not great when you're too deep into it.

My brother pees everywhere and it stinks of pee for DAYS. I always have to clean the mess because I sit my ass in his pee, it's gross. He only "swipe" it up with some kleenex and call it a day. When he sits to pee, he pees on the carpet. He's 14 and he can't pee properly for shit. He always go on about how it's not him: he's the only dude of the house, so wtf. I feel you, I really do.

Go back to school if you can/want. You're never too old to learn things.

Today is a "meh" day. I'm going to the pool later on if my mom doesn't cancel to serve my father like she usually does. What about you?

I could try both. I mainly only watch anime with my boyfriend, because it's a lot quicker to watch things with him than to read them obviously. I prefer manga, however, because Idk it's just a lot prettier to me? And I also just prefer reading to watching. I'm the person who, when a new movie comes out, goes to read the book instead.

Bathrooms are the worst thing for me, honestly. I can't get the idea of catching an STD or pregnancy from a toilet seat, I really can't, and I've held my bladder for over 24 hours before just to avoid having to use a toilet I didn't trust, and I know that isn't healthy but that's how it is. My little nephews (they're ages 8 and 3) have trouble with aim, but they're children, so a) they have an excuse, and b) it's not so bad for me, because I 100% trust children more than adults. But having an adult, or a teenager who should be peeing like an adult, do it?? No. I'm sorry you have to clean up after your brother.

I think I really want to. I'm scared of the debt but I regret dropping out years ago and I feel like I'll always regret not going. Besides I'd be so happy if I could be a little historian, chilling in the museum all day.

I hope you get to go to the pool! I'm sorry that your day is "meh", but I hope you get to go to the pool and that it helps. We put ours up a week or two ago but yesterday was the first day I was able to get in it, and it was niiice, especially after walking around a woodsy wildlife center in the 97F (36C) Georgia heat. e_e And I'm doing good, a bit... lazy, I have a million things to do it feels like and I want to do exactly none of them.

I have mixed taste. I do have more animes than mangas to my count tho. I usually read the book long before the movie, but I really enjoy comparing them.

I had the STD and pregnancy scare all my teenage years. I'm afraid of getting herpes or another type of disease caught by discarge or whatever the heck you can find on the seat. I put paper on the seat and avoid touching it at all cost x__x I hope the feel, ew.

Debts, all of them. I'm Canadian is school is not too much crazy expensive. I'm a scholarship student, therefore I get bursaries if I get good grades. Do you guys have these?

In the end, practice was canceled because some people got the schedule mixed up.

I don't have any money tho :'(

Ahhh, I don't have many mangas or animes these days, it's been so long since I read or watched anything.

Omg I get that exactly, that is exactly my fear. ;n; Or like every time I go and have my blood taken at the doctor? I always worry the needles won't be clean and I'll get something from that, even though I have no reason to distrust my doctors or their nurses. Same with the dentist, going to the dentist is necessary but really a bit of an ordeal for me.

I've never heard of bursaries but that's not to say we don't have them here. We have scholarships but I'm not a scholarship person. I'm really, really scared of the debts, I'm afraid of being IN debt, but supposedly it's cheaper to go instate instead of out of state and supposedly I should be able to get grants that will help with the costs. (I don't know if the grants have an age limit, I really hope not. I really DO want to go back.) What are you studying, if it's not rude or nosy of me to ask?

I legit held off 7 years before going back to my old otaku's habit o/ (no regret).

Blood test, soo much fun. I usually ask the nurse to open the needle in front of me and to use clean, new gloves. As for the dentist, the first time he kind of held the syringe in front of me and went at it. I literally slapped his hand and forced him to show me how he cleaned the stuff and made sure the new needle was clean. I don't care if I look crazy: Better be safe than sorry!

I have no idea of American school works, tbh. I just know it's really pricey :c I have been in college since 2011. I started majoring in fine arts, moved to social studies when I went back and last semester, I switched to social work.

At least that means it's never too late. _

I usually just squeeze my eyes shut and look elsewhere. But I always have someone, like my dad or my sister, come with me, because they don't have my issues and I figure they'll be unbiased eyes looking out for anything fishy. But I also always make sure my doctors etc know about my issues and they're generally pretty gentle about them so for that I am appreciative. I've been lucky these last few years with getting understanding doctors.

I think I read a few years ago that it costs roughly 100,000 for tuition on average? I don't know how factual that was, though, or if it's even the same these days. But, good luck with college! Do you enjoy social work? I think I'm going to do history with a minor in either business or something with literature, but when I was in college before (before dropping out after my first class for unrelated reasons) I was doing interior design.

I'm always polite when requesting special needs. I have no issues with body fluids and needles, so I look at my blood flowing through the tube without issues. No one would come with me anyway, so I learned to face it myself.

I have no idea, I'll start this major in august .. Hopefully I do? College here is 290-300$ a semester + books. What do you want to do later as a career?

I'm happy you learned. Whatever works, right? I'm 99% certain your way of asking about the process would be a lot more easy on my emotional state than my whole, ignore everything and give blind trust thing.

I hope you enjoy it!! And omg, 300$ a semester seems so little to me, I feel like it'd be a few thousand here?? I don't have concrete numbers to give you, but Google says, "According to the College Board, the average cost of tuition and fees for the 2014–2015 school year was $31,231 at private colleges, $9,139 for state residents at public colleges, and $22,958 for out-of-state residents attending public universities." I think I'd be a state resident at a public college, if I go? Ugh, I really need to look into actual factual numbers but I don't really know where to look or get started. ;n;

I want to be an author and publish books. My dream is to be a best selling author, has been since I was like 11. _ But I want a degree and another career to fall back on, in case that doesn't work out, and also because I don't expect to make money from my books immediately. I'm not sure what I want that to be but I'm thinking I'd enjoy being a historian or a librarian.

I don't trust easily, so it would be hard for me to close my eyes and let it go :c

Is it for a whole year ?! What the fuck. Man, it's expensive as fuck what even. 300$ is already crazy for me, nvm 9k. Duuude, what even. I'm shocked alright .. I really hope that you'll be able to go to school.

Writing is life. I write a lot too (suffering or writer's block atm) and writing is seriously so so important and fantastic. I really hope you get to be an amazing author. I WILL READ DEM BOOKS.

I think that's for a year. I went to the website of the college I'm looking at, which is in state for me, and I think it said that, if I'm not living on campus and adding all those costs to my bill, it would be like 4,000$ for tuition and books, but I don't know if that was for a semester or for a year. There's a presidential candidate (the ONLY one out of like four+) that wants to give students free four year college, like they do in some places in Europe, but like I said he's the only candidate for that that I know of, and I think he's been told it'd be too expensive (even though they spent the same cost on the freaking war and it wasn't too much then). Ahhh, I feel all kinds of blah and sad right now. ;_;

THANK YOU! I'll read yours, too, if you decide to publish! ❤️ I actually joined Tumblr a week or two ago just because I know that there are so many different communities there that will give tips and tutorials, like for writing and such, and I really wanted access to those resources. I started writing when I was 11 with Harry Potter fanfiction (I was a Draco fangirl, hehe), but for the last seven years I've done original fiction. I used to exclusively write romantic angst with slices of comedy here and there, but I kind of want to go with more suspense/mystery themes, because that's what I'm enjoying reading lately.

If we are honest here, it would cost me $2-3k if I lived in a dorm. I pay my own stuff even though I live at home (which still eats my loans/scholarship, I have amazing parents lol) School is a luxury nowadays and it sucks :c

I don't think I'll even be published, tbqh x) While it would be nice, I'm not sure if my writing is good enough. I usually write mystery, tragedy and sci-fi. I started writing as soon as I could form words (just like drawing). Tumblr is indeed a good place to get yourself a small community. I write ficlet and fanfictions most of the time.

I think that would still be cheaper than here, lmao. It does really suck. :c My boyfriend suggested I save up a little while before going to school, so I think that's going to be my plan for a while.

I did the drawing thing from when I was young, but I quit when I started writing, not on purpose but it just happened. I have a tablet, courtesy of my boyfriend, but I barely use it because I'm so rusty and I've never used a tablet before so I'm even suckier on it than on paper. What are ficlets, if I may ask? How are they different from fanfictions?

Look into bursary or check any kind of money that you can receive and that can be yours :) I used to rely on my parents, but now I'm able to pay by myself. I do have to maintain great grades tho ..but I don't mind.

Ficlets are smaller than fanfictions. I consider a ficlets something less than 10k tbh xD

I think I will. ;w; Thank you for the advice. I'm really happy things are working out for you, really really happy!

Oh okay, so it's longer than a one-shot but not very long. That makes sense, I'd never heard that term before!

I hope they work out for you too! I'm Canadian so I don't know if you guys have the same or similar stuff than us. I just know it's expensive :c ..

It's not long. But again, some people have different values of ficlet and fanfiction.

We do have grants, so hopefully I will be eligible. ;w; I'm going to explore my options some more when I get back from Canada in August. Thanks for the well wishes!!