XD dont feel bad for me im okay now. Its been years, but are you gonna be aight? o.o
My heart goes out to you in this difficult time. Pets are so unique, and their unconditional love so special, that, at least in my experience, it's easier to deal with the loss of a human over the loss of a pet. My fiance and I still feel the losses of three of our bunnies, and they've all been gone for over a year. It's okay to cry, it's okay to grieve - she was a member of your family, but don't forget about the good times you had with her. I know she was a part of your life for a long time, so you've had 10 years of good memories to hold onto when the going gets rough. Remember, where she is now, she's not sick, or in pain, and no doubt she's watching out for you.
hugs
(Sorry for the wall of text -_-)
And just a little friendly note: remembering the good stuff does help quite a lot.

Okay heh Honestly...I don't know...
I don't mind the wall of text. Thank you so much for your words. Aww...bunnies...I've had bunnies before but most of them I had to give away before I became attached to them... Seeing people I don't even know help me like this is so nice...
Thank you. I am thinking of all the good things,it's just so hard to believe that any of this is even real. I don't know how long it'll take it to sink in that she's actually gone. But once I hit that point,I'll try as hard as I can to think positively.
Losing anyone or any pet like that does tend to have that surreal effect for a while. It's not abnormal...

Yeah? It's so strange...I feel so depressed but at the same time so...bereft. I've experience many pets dying before but they're never affected me this bad before.. I feel this may take many years for me to get over.
Truthfully and I mean this as nicely as possible, I wouldn't be surprised. :c

Yeah,I understand.
In case if any of you were interested,I found an old picture of my dog that I used for her myspace profile picture Yes,I made my dog a myspace page a long time ago,I'm a dork heh I posted the image on my tumblr; Here it is
Aww, what a pretty girl! At least she isn't in pain anymore. From the sounds of it, she may have had a stroke. My sweet little Missy had the same symptoms right after her stroke. Nonetheless, it's a horrible feeling and my heart goes out to you hugs
Thank you. I know...I'm glad she's not in pain anymore,I feel so bad that her last moments had to be so painful though...
Awwww, she was adorable. ;A;

I'm so sorry about your dog ... I would hug you so much right now if I could!
awww your dogs are so beautiful! I'm sorry about Khloe... I have thought about even just getting a hamster or something to ease the pain,I would think that it wouldn't be the same as getting a new dog..but still,I don't know...
Thank you so much.
Aww I'm so sorry to hear that. It sounds like a really traumatic day for you, it's never pleasant for anyone to witness that.. I'm sorry that you had to witness it. And as others said, it sounds like she had a series of strokes of some kind.. even if you got her to a vet there wouldn't have been much other than euthanasia you could have done for her unfortunately.. she sounds like she was a great dog, and if you need to talk about it I'm willing to listen. A few years ago my family had to put down our dear Corgi, and it was a rough time for us.. and our shepherd mix has less than a year to live according to the vets. My best wishes to you, thinking about her will get easier in time.. but it's something many pet owners never completely get over. D= At least she isn't suffering anymore..
It was really horrifying to watch... ... Thank you for your kinds words. I'm sorry about your dog too...
It sounds really horrifying.. and of course, this is going to be a rough time for you for a while.. And thanks. He's getting up there in years.. he's been in the family since I was around 7 or so