I totally feel you girl. My biggest thing is, how can I be pregnant and super sick again and have to take care of Jesse? It will be really hard. When I was so sick all I wanted to do was sleep and stay in bed D:

Me too, Hale thought I was depressed cause after work I just wanted to come home and go straight to sleep. How can we keep our children alive, eat and be prego again

That's what my fear is about having another D: I think that's why I'm still not quite ready to try again yet.

right now a sort of collage and art journaling together. Also some art therapy mixed in. It’s very healing. Also zen doodling. Basically you draw shapes and patterns. Bible journaling is also an art. I bought one from michaels with extra wide margins. Then draw and doodle spiritual stuff on it. Like things that motivate or enlighten me. I like all kinds but those three are my favorite. I’ll probably rest and goof off today. I’ve had a long week. Aww sorry you have to work... no fun. Where do you work?

like maybe when they can kinda handle it themselves XDD

Hi everyone, hope all is well.

That sounds so awesome! I never thought to do those kinds of things ^0^ I love to color in those adult coloring books to destress ^0^ They are the bomb! I work at a Starbucks inside of a Target XD Always sounds so weird when I say it. It's no biggie though, I only work 2 weekends a month, I will survive DX I hope! LOL!

I don't want to wait that long. If I do I may just never have another LOL! I just want to get it over with. Pregnancy sucks so much.

yuuup plus I was like looking at him and I was like how can I love two this much XDD

lol you will. I use adult coloring books in my art. I color and cut out various pieces. Right now i cut out a peacock I’m coloring for my art journaling in memory of grandma. I will add five doodle feathers colored to represent the five stages of grief. It’s a sort of healing for me. Ooo starbucks, do you ever get sick of coffee working therr? How do you like it?

I THINK THE SAME THING! When he was first born me and Rusty kept saying how could we love another child as much as we love Jesse? I actually confided in my friend about it, and she's a mother of 4 and a 5 on the way. And she said even though they aren't your first you still love them just as much <3

That's so beautiful! <3 I actually don't drink coffee that much. Surprisingly though I've had coffee everyday for a week, just some iced coffee I got from the grocery store XD I need a little boost since I'm not sleeping much these days. It can be really stressful working at Starbucks, but most of the time it's not too bad :3

LOL Im sure but its hard to believe. I told that to one of my friends and they were like well you wil lhave a favorite XDDD

I don't believe that XD

Omg I feel you I need some caffeine today. This whole week my brain has been super frazzled and work has been dramatic. At least it's friday! I'm happy about that! <3 Got straight up hypomanic last night and made two more pets and spent way too much sP. XD I found a super cute RW name that will clear in September but it doesn't match my current set so I was gonna poke around to you guys and see if anyone was interested closer to when it clears.

Oh! C: Do you read a lot? Do you have a favorite genre? Favorite author? I went and picked up a bunch of books at the second hand store from my fave author but have been too busy (or maybe too lazy) to get into them all. I like my current username but idk it would be cool to have my real name as my username? I'm having a hard time deciding! TT__TT

I adore your new HA!! <3 <3 Oh my gosh!! XD Which ones are your 2 new pets?! Dumb question, LOL, but how can you tell when a pet name is going to be available for the taking?

Thank you! I'm straight up a stalker on this site LOL this senpai sweater has been on my wishlist forever and I check the shop search almost every day to see if someone put it up for sale. XD Finally I was able to have it TT__TT And yeah I check pet names all the time too. If you go on an inactive account there is a note that says "this name will be available for clearing on xyz date". It's not a dumb question. Most people probably have better things to do than check compulsively on names. My two new pets are Koritsu and Saku. Most of the names I pick are like centered around Japanese music songs/band members that I love. P: Not sure what I'll do with Saku yet but I'm aiming for experiment 84 for Koritsu. Because I'm a glutton for punishment with zapping. XDD

Guess you wont know till you have two I guess XD

I used to read a whole ton but not I feel like its easier to watch awhole season than read a book XD cause Im so slow. Maybe you should ask ? She used to have a different username and then changed it to her real name? Maybe she has some more insite than me. I would never change it to my real name but I am also happy with my username?

I had a question. I know you have a ton of extra pet slots, a friend is holding a pet name for me but they said I am kinda running out of time, would you be able to hold a pet for me till I get a new slot? via questaton?

of course dear. :)

Awesome thank you so much <3 I was worried I was gonna lose the pet name. I just hope they still do a questaton so I can get a slot for him. im not sure if she will be contacting you or what but I will let her know she can send it to you <3 thank you thank you. How are you today?

i'm alright.. i groomed my little mutt yesterday so i am stiff but thinking about going to town to get some A&W for lunch though

Nice! I guess you like root beer then huh?