T___T But it's gross bc I eat lactose free ice cream so as soon as I put it back in the freezer, it turns into crystal water and it tastes horrible and watered down. I'm trying to look at inexpensive car ... OR I COULD JUST PERISH??

Because people expected me to know what I wanted out of life when I was fresh out of highschool haha. I can relate to everything you've written. College broke me. College made me lose my drive to draw and create. I am afraid of drawing and I've been unable to since early 2012. Criticism is a thing, but I was run down to the core. I need to get up ... but it's hard.

I'd also be super happy to go abroad! I love to travel, but I'm poor :c

I'm glad! I love Minecraft because you get to be very creative and innovative as well.

A place called Twin Peaks here is the opposite to me. The food is amazing, but I find the sport bar aspect excessive. It's to be expected, the joint is usually open late.

The first time I had twin peeks food I was super surprised! Cause usually those places have crappy food but they food is fa nominal!

Thier food is amazing for the fact that the chef was hauled in from New York. Were it not the case, it wouldn't be here.

i don't even know what to imagine when you say pot pie soup and i'm slightly scared of googling it

oh i think i've seen some brief gameplay of that! do you have any screenshots of what your characters get up to?

so sorry to hear you weren't feeling well! hopefully you're feeling better today?

you suppose? that doesn't sound like you're doing great ):

hey hey hey! i've been wondering - what is your forum image from?

Interesting that it’s the chef in the case for you. I’ve been to several twin peaks and the food is good at whatever location I go too

It wasn’t that bad but there was like lumps of something in it maybe potatoes that was kinda weird

I jumped into the 'glitch part' of my map 8'D Turns out I died in the process.

it's jack kerouac and william s. burroughs playing around. :') 2 of my favorite authors, and the namesakes of 2 of my pets <3

Hi! What are you guys up to?

I just finished playing LoL with my bf since I was supposed to have 2h work but my student didn't arrive :< So I guess it's Nintendo time!

just wanted to say that your HA looks lovely! ♥ black is always so classy ahh

yeah it was decent :' D 2010-2012 were probably the years that i drew the most, after that i kinda slowed down and stopped altogether for long periods of time which sucks but ¯(ツ)/¯ plus, i keep changing my style or draw in different styles all the goddamn time so it's kinda hard to compare lmao

thanks!! we only got to meet for a couple of hours but talking to her is always so nice c:

honestly it's such an impossible task. like.. we have 12 years of school here (usually) and after 10, we have to choose which subjects to take and which to drop and decide the level of the subjects, so you kinda need to know what exams you'll need to take to get into the uni program that you're interested in, so you basically need to know what you want to study when you're 16 years old lmao. of course you can always take up another subject later, but that's additional work to catch up + you need to pass a test to get into it, which is just... what the heck am i supposed to do if i change my mind

i'd probably have to work+study if i do go abroad, or just take a loan for living.. idek, i don't want to go that route but my family doesn't have money either so it's tough.

and aw, i'm so sorry to hear that you completely lost the drive to draw... that sounds horrible ): but i'm sure you've still got it in you and it would be amazing if you started again, even if it's just small doodles to start with. and there's no need to show them to anyone if you don't feel like it, it can be just for you. c:

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!!! hey, do i hear LoL? i don't play much myself except aram + occasionally normals if i have friends to play with, but i do love the game. do you have a favourite champion/role you like to play? c:

I play everyday :D I love Lulu, Nami & Zyra. Zyra helped me get to plat this season. I play support (typical girl, right?). I wanted to play adc and mid but let's face it... i'm not thaaat good. xD Lore wise my fav champ is/are Kindred. Oh god I just love it.

I mostly play ARAM and special games like ARurf with my bf because he doesn't play that much anymore.

what's your fav champ?

ay, awesome! if i do play normals, i go for support as well (surprise surprise) but i've got like 0 map awareness from not playing often so i'm not great xd and yes, zyra!! she's awesome but i don't really play her often. i love heal supports, Soraka is my baby ; v ; and Sona's pretty cool as well. i've never tried Nami cause i have no blue essence to buy her, but i'm sure i'd enjoy playing her too ^^ y e s i have eternal love for Kindred's champ design ; o ; also Aurelion Sol because space dragon? how heckin awesome is that. (his gameplay is so weird tho, i wouldn't even try to get into it lmao)

oh, do you keep up with LCS at all?

That's an incredible hassle to deal with? Those irrelevant and crazy expectations are dangerous and toxic for any growing human. I did take a loan to go through this. It isn't much but I survive on a slim scholarship as well. I try to help and be intelligent with my money. I wish you the best, really. It's unfortunate to see such a terrible education system.

I want to go back. I want to learn everything and fall in love once more with drawing and creating. Accept criticism, but take no shit! That's what I want to do.

hello!

I found an interesting figure at a gaming store today...I don't know its name, or what it goes with. That won't stop me from trying to buy one. I don't care much for the game, I find the character intriguing...

A tax-free weekend is coming, this year I'm due to change out some of my wardobe. The trouble is I've lost weight, and finding clothing that fits will be difficult at least. Pants are a nightmare...

thanks I hope you feel better too

thanks hun. I totally agree that and it goes with anything

it actually looks so delicious and aesthetically pleasing and are those scones

nooo ;__; did you respawn?

that's so interesting! which books of theirs are your favourite?

hi there! i just woke up so not much going on here yet. sorry your student ditched! how did your nintendo adventures go?

hi there! i like your pizza outfit!

[i]a mystery figurine.[/í] what does it look like? my clothes situation is the complete opposite cx nothing fits anymore

thank you! i'm feeling pretty good this morning! hope you are too.

I'm not watching LCS :< i do lurk during championships or something. Soraka is also nice, I don't like to play Sona, i feel like I'm doing qweqweqwe all the time xD Aurelion Sol is wonderful as a design but not my type of champ :< I'm in love with Akali after her remake :o

I love your HA!

I found the best thing on youtube ever! [url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vbMQfaG6lo8]HEEEEREEEE[/URL] I was playing majora's mask <3 Currently listening to some Zelda OST and preparing for work. And about that student, he ditches me every now and then (it was 8pm and he fell asleep) but I get paid anyway so...

that is fanmade?? oh man. i have never played a zelda game but that was so tense and well made. wow.

have you seen the video in the post above mine??

We just got a 4k TV and tried out Witcher on it. ' M Y G O D It was so pretty and so smooooooth. Props to CDprojectreds for making such an amazing game! Makes me super hyped for Cyberpunk 2077. ;-;

Oh also to all the lovely people I talked to, feel free to add me!

not lonely i swear