Priorities ^^ That's a good thing. My husband and I got a house before getting married ^^

oh dear, flu is never good, but so much worse when you're not in a good headspace. >< havent seen my doctor, they are pretty useless about this stuff XD

- That's really good news! I hope that the rest of the process goes smoothly.

I'd also add that paranoia is not the same as being afraid of something, fear and anxiety can be a symptom but it's not the same (and really hard to explain). Fear comes from a more rational reason - paranoia is not connected to anything rational. When I see my doctor, for example, I know they are trying to help me but I have intense feelings of them talking behind my back (specifically when my psych doctor leaves notes for my regular doctor), being betrayed, being manipulated, and sometimes fear for no obvious reason - despite being only shown kindness, empathy, and them helping me work through stuff.

Oh I see, thank you for explaining! I hadn't heard of it before but I hope you and team can figure out treatment and most of all feel better ❤️

Ah yes that's a very important distinction, thank you for clarifying ^^ I hope you feel better as well ❤️ (although it's not so simple)