FIXED IT.
Its a thing with me where I once i decide something I HAVE to do it that way. Like I was at a party a few months ago and I could have either gone the less fucked way around someone to go to the bathroom which was also more direct but once i stood up I had to go the way I decided on which was a really awkward way. But I HAD to do it that way otherwise I'd freak out and I got teased for being weird.
oh thats soooo pretty
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[/font]haha that's a good one.
I completely understand that. I function the same way so you aren't alone in the weirdness.
All quests done but saggi and battle: sP: 1,555,570
[edit] You got a forum point while making a post! Check out the shop here! YES. Going to count how many posts it took this time. 16 I think

It would have been a lot funnier if i had of gotten it on the right time >>
Thank god because literally everyone i tell make fun of me for it :/
goooood wooooork! I finished wiz and saggi and working on carl and pete rn.
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[/font]yeah, now i even had to go back a page to see :p
I have autism and adhd, i have no idea of what is appropriate behaviour and what isn't, of what is expected of me etc: i do awkward things all the time and I have to learn step by step what i should and shouldn't do. I'm seriously going to be the last person to laugh with you ever.
Just finished up saggi.
You have 49 Tokens! Click here to turn in all of your Tokens from your inventory. Hold me please, i finished with an awful number. It's making me feel itchy in my head.

I know it was just all wrong from the get go.
I am just really weird in the head I think but I can't help it. If I go against what path I've decided on I start panicking and crying and my psych says thaaaat is unhealthy.
Yaaaas. I'll sell you the rest of my tokens if you still need them when I'm done questing?
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[/font]Yeah i got that as well. For example when I got in my head that i'll have lunch at certain place and suddenly my entire family is like: yeah no, lets go there dies from panic because i had something in my head and then the plan changed and then i just die from the inside. (by the way, i've never been told it's unhealthy but instead that it's normal for me)
Yep I still need them so i'm still interested in buying. I think I go buy one of shop search right now so i have an even amount and then I can go buy stuff of my wl again.

That's awesome :D P.S. You're welcome slaps again :P
YES SOMEONE GETS IT. It was probably caused a lot by my mother who said we'd do one thing. I'd get excited for said one thing and then she'd change her mind at the last minute and make plans for something else but then that doesn't happen either... Apparently its unhealthy for me supposedly.
Awesome, I'll keep going and let you know ^^ yay for wl buying!
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[/font]That's in my family as well, my mum and my uncle are sooo known for that. "lets do this, oh wait lets don't, lets do this instead, or maybe we should..." dies My parents forgot to mention that i had to cook all week for myself and they mentioned that saturday evening after they went grocery shopping already so i had no food for this week and absolutely no plan. I'm still stressing because i don't know what i'm going to eat the rest of the week. I hate surprises, i hate changes, can we just stick to the normal plan for once?
The stress is unhealthy :( I live in permanent stress because of stuff like that.
Thanks! I bought 5 books for Ilona now so the list of the absolute needs is becoming shorter, then i can finally start on buying wearables.

omfg yes. we're basically the same person. like wow its so shitty to go through all that and its like STRESS STRESS STRESS STREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESS
OOOOOH thats so much fun. I still need to give christmas gifts but I FUCKING CANT CAUSE OF TREES.
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[/font]then people are like: why do you have so much stress, it's not like there is so much going on in your life eum maybe i'm stressed because everything takes more effort. Simple stuff for 1 person does not mean it's simple for another person. My psy knows i want to kill her when she moves my appointment back by half an hour because she knows she has delay...And then makes me wait another half hour in the waiting room. I like my life predictable, with predictable what if, what if what if back up plans.
Christmas gifts, i slacked this year. I'm waiting for the fucking trees to open so friends can clean their wl's so i know what i can gift extra.

I also like predictable, like I cant be late I have to be on time. If someone says they'll be by at 5. I expect them before five like. Clock: 4:59 Me: Cool, they're on time. Clock: 5:00 Me: They should be here. Clock: 5:01 Me: They're late. Clock: 5:02 Me: They ded.
I had my giveaway going on so I had no time in between that any seeing taylor swift. so I'm waiting on the same.
btw. tokenz in tradez.
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[/font]hahahahahaha omg that is so me. I have people i know that they'll be late from but my uncle for example is extremely punctual so i can sit and stare at a clock and be like: 4:59 wow how un him 5:00 doorbell should go now 5:01 wtf happened? I'm waiting for my unemployment benefit like that right now. Usually it's within 24 hours so all day i've been checking my bank account: not there where are you it's been 28 hours 30 hours omg i'm not going to get my money (still waiting for it so i'll know that my credit card purchases of december will be covered. And then i can buy 500csc to get the perfect star wars name that is open. Freaking out over that so much today)
Yay thank you. Same price as yesterday?

I'm literally like that with everyone. Even my sister who is almost always late cause shes got 4 kids. It's absolutely hilarious to think about when its happens but there was literally a time when I was little and my mum didnt call to say she was going to be late (lol 8 year old me staying home alone while momther at work) and so she was like an hour and a half late and i was all "SHES DEAD. IM ALL ALONE."
Yup! I also have raffle tickets 4 mates rates if chu want as well.
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[/font]i'm still like that: omg mum is an hour late and i haven't heard anything, SOMETHING HORRIBLE HAPPENED. Apparently she let my brother know and he didn't give two fucks to let me know.
omg buying new years tokens is confusing, all the lots are identical. I'm to poor for raffle tickets, going to spend 40mil on 500csc.

I think of it all the time like also the other day my mum called me, messaged me, left me voice mails, text me before askng other people if they heard from me (all just to make sure im okay)
ikr? i was like "oh lol." 2 poor 4 ticketz. Though if you change your mind 500k each 4 u.
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[/font]when someone goes through so much hassle to reach me i think someone died.
Thank you for the tokens <3 hngg don't tempt me, I NEED TO SAVE MONEY.

LEGIT WHAT I THOUGHT. I was like holy shit something horrible has happened but she was just like "oh you haven't been online in 7 hours..." and i was like "ITS 10AM?!"
YW <3 youuuu knooooow youuuu waaaaant theeeem.
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[/font]i had calls like that and then it was something like this: My dad: "what do you want for dinner" Dad it's Wednesday, on Wednesday i always eat spaghetti ... oh right i forgot what day of the week it was.
I DO WANT THEM. But i went from 967 mil to 920 in a day.
