that's cool. i never quite managed to get a good grasp of photoshop, and i tried for ages. super frustrating.

just alrightish? do you wanna talk about it? i'm good, thanks. happy to be on subeta again :D

Aw. Did you watch youtube tutorials or something similar?

that, and i even had photoshop classes at school. art school. still failed.

That's weird, you didn't understand the program itself?

My parents strictly banned all serious commitment pets during my childhood, so all I had were birds, goldfish and bunnies...until we had a cat in front of the door in 2001. Since then we all have been crazy cat people. Mum seems to have said yes to the dog because I keep relapsing in depressions and with a dog I'm forced to exercise and actually leave my room.

Being a crazy cat lady = best thing ever though.

eh I'm struggling with a depression so alrightish is the best it gets. You've been gone for ages right?

guess not, haha. too many different options. oh well, i prefer making real life art anyway ❤️

oh no that's awful i'm sorry. are you getting help at least? i have! how'd you know?

I see a therapist every now and then. But last time I saw her I happened to have a good day, and the next day it was worse again. I think I go text tomorrow if i can have an appointment again soon.

I used to see you all over the forums, never talked with you before but I do remember you!

Yeah! Same here :D I luv horses u

"Moran has read 853 books!" not an even number but yayyy achievement

please don't think i'm trying to tell you what to do but maybe it'll help if you write down / type your feelings and thoughts when you don't feel well? i know from experience that therapy sessions are utterly useless when you're doing okay. maybe that way they can help you prevent it from happening again, or at least work out what you could do to ease it down a bit.

oh wow haha you're probably the only person then. i have indeed been away for a while! also, your name (not the username) sounds really familiar. are you in unique? bc i was a member there for a short while.

as in, drawing them? o: my best friend owns a horse. he's so sweet.

Yeah and in general, they are amazing ❤ Ooh! That's nice!

Hmm that's a good idea. It will be pretty hard though because I have trouble naming feelings and seeing what causes them. (autism, yikes). But I do feel like therapy sessions are useless when i'm happy, because then i just sit there: well i felt miserable yesterday, i don't know why anymore, but i'm good now but not entirely because i still feel sad. Having somewhat of a guideline on paper of how my week was might help.

I bet there are more people who remember you! My username used to be my real name: Annemie. Nope, I've only been in Menagerie so far and I quit that cult ages ago. My partner in crime is unique though, you probably know her.

I think everyone in Unique knows you by association with me after our travels and stuff, oops :P

Back from a day of retail therapy, yay. Hope everyone's well.

I never even had those types of easy pets. Whenever I said I wanted a pet, my mom always said, you have 2 brothers, that's enough, haha :P My brothers always bothered her about getting a dog, but she wouldn't budge. I always wanted a cat though.

But yep, as soon as I have my own apartment, my first action will be to adopt the cutest little kitten. I can't wait to fulfill my dream of cat-ladyness.

I AM FAMOUS. We should travel again soon, miss hanging out with you :(

My bunnies were only there to end up in the cooking pot after a season. And my birds were pretty shit pets to have, took a lot of effort and gave almost nothing in return. Once I got my dog the only pets that my parents always refused will be: guinea pigs and hamsters.

I'm pretty sure my entire cult recognises that you are in fact fantastic 8D And same :c I need to meet all your new animals too.

that's awesome, i could probably not draw horses worth a damn. do you have your art uploaded anywhere?

i feel you, haha. may i ask what kind of autism you have? i have aspergers. i don't think it's super important to write down exactly how you're feeling at times like that, psych people are clever so snippets usually work for them in my experience. in any case i hope you'll feel better soon, if only a little bit.

but your old username seems so familiar.. do you ever chat in the dutch subetalovers group on here?

hey hey hey :D

ew, retail hell. you okay?

Hey it's been a while! :D How goes things with your gorgeous german shephard whose name I am failing to remember ;__;?

p.s one day I'll get you in Unique just wait

Hi hon!

Hello!

Nope I don't o: It's traditional art, pencil :3 They are very simple drawings.

don't worry i forget too sometimes her name is cody and she's doing super well! she's turned into a cuddle monster. how have you been?

too bad, i'd love to see. i am an art hag whoops simple drawings can be beautiful too :3

Wow, that's... traumatizing. I can't imagine a pet becoming dinner. I'd just flat out refuse to eat. Seems like you've had quite the collection of pets, though! I've heard that about birds, from others as well. And that they're pretty noisy.

Not a fan of shopping, eh? I survived ;) My feet are a bit tired, but I got a new charger for my computer, some shoes and a haircut. So very random haul.