I have been spotting a bit with being on it but I was not aware of that, maybe I should go on the pill again. I'd hate to not have atleast one kid of my own. :~:

Yeah, it will take a while for your cycle to come back once your off the shot, mine took a year to come back and I was only on the shot for 6 months. I too want a kid of my own, in my family twins are possible so if i do get twins then im done.. lol first time its twins, the tubes are tied up at the end of birth.

i semi-understand where you're coming from. my mom is obsessed with everything that's fat free, sugar free, gluten free, etc. and won't buy anything unless it has something like that on the box. it's ridiculous but the food really isn't that bad, i've never really been much of a junk food eater, although the reason is because my mom only buys stuff like that or really healthy stuff, so i guess i can't really say that legitimately? but yeah. i'm sorry that you go through so much though, maybe you should see a therapist.. it kind of sounds like you have deeper things going on as well. i started seeing a psychologist because i suffer from severe depression and i havr since i was 12 or so (parental issues, lack of self confidence etc etc and then it transformed into even more after i had my first love and now i'm constantly thinking and wondering about death, not suicide but.. just death wtf is it. basically scaring myself while i'm only 15, blah blah) and it's really helping me, i mean, i'm not miraculously happy but i'm getting better.

I see, said the blind man...

My endocrinologist also has suggested seeing a nutritionist several times, and I used to see one, but I'm pretty sure that I don't need to constantly see one since I know now what to do. Less starch/carbs, more fruits and veggies, more iron and protein, etc. However, I am trying to cut down on my red meat (and I include pork in that category, though I don't eat much pork anyways). I don't really like a whole lot of red meat, or meat in general, so I'm trying to come up with some healthy meals for my whole family to enjoy.

I live at home with my parents, and my mom is all gung-ho for healthy stuff, and my dad... well, he's a meat-and-potatoes kinda guy. But he'll eat some healthy stuff that I cook, like this pasta dish I make. Though he eats huge servings of everything -_-

And I'm also not much of a fish person either. I love sushi and sashimi, yes, but cod? No thank you. I do enjoy salmon, shrimp, swordfish, squid and octopus, though.

I do believe I have deeper issues, but at the moment I am more worried about what is on the top of the list, which is my diabetes. And I am glad that you are feeling better, its always great to have yourself feel great . :) I myself have thought about death, I find it scaring but for some reason it doesnt bother me as much as it should. One day i will get help.

I enjoy my meats as much as I can get them in. Veggies are also a favorite but starch is already something I dont like eating a lot of unless its mixed with veggies or meat already. Fruits I find hard as well since I know they can bring my numbers up fairly quick, but so can a lot of other things that contain high amounts of sugar. I stay away from sugar cereals mainly, I love my LIfe, Corn flakes, Rice Crispies, and stuff like that. And Id rather sprinkle a little bit of artificial sweetner on to it then have sugar.

Junk food is barely even in the house, if I am hungry for munchies and there is nothing around besides popcorn which I dont entirely like much now since ive eaten soooo much of it. I will go out and buy no name chips and then just have those last about a week or so in the house for me. If my numbers are good I eat a whole bag... i know its bad but i love dill pickle chips :C bad me.

Ive gone to a healthier side of eating, I just need a job to keep it going because thats what the money is for. And healthy diets need a lot of money cause you gotta look at everything and count it all in for what might be your meals. When I eventually move out of my parents place as soon as I have a few pay checks saved up I will be making a bunch of soups and freezing part of them so that I know there is always a meal in the freezer ready to be thawed out and eaten for my fiance or me.

This morning, I made a fruit-yogurt-milk smoothie, because I don't really like to eat in the mornings. Well, I don't like to eat much right now anyways, due to the side-effects of my meds. I also love Life cereal.

I don't drink my fruit juice anymore because of all the sugar, though. I just prefer some regular fruit, or the fruit smoothie I made ^_^

I love smoothies, I have to make myself one for dinner, i had meat for lunch cause thats all my tummy wanted for some reason :C stupid tummy.

I'm actually going to have my fruit smoothie for dinner as well because my tummy doesn't want meat for dinner.... which is what my mother is making. :/ And I don't want any toast, but I'll probably have to have a piece or two so my pills don't come back up later 🤒

Thats a good idea, dont want those pills coming back up. eww, ive had that happen... its gross. ugh i hate wearing monkey suits... i have an interview today and i tried on my black dress shirt with white pinstripes.. i looked overly obese in it, then i put on my white one and i looked fine. i dont get it :C

I don't get it, either. Some stuff makes me look okay, and other stuff makes me look like a gazillion lbs, when I actually only weigh a billion lbs.

Awe I am sure whatever you get into though makes you look pretty :)

Oh no, I am beautiful, but I am horrendously fat -- I mean, I'm not egotistic, but I believe (now) that I am a beautiful individual. Just like I am positive you are as well ^^

Hi there. I wanted to attempt to lend you another friendly hand on this situation. I grew up with two diabetic parents and a diabetic grandparent. My father and mother are both type 1 diabetes. Since my parents were split up, being at both houses with their eating habits were very different. My mother always used to get chocolate, ice cream, ect. basically food items she shouldn't have. On the other hand my dad had a lot of sugar free treats lying around. I'm not a huge chocolate, candy, or sweets eater but I've pretty much grown inclined to both sugar and sugar-free products.

So, while I don't have diabetes myself, I understand that it might be confusing eating one thing and having to switch to or eat something else. I know your fiance loves you, but I'm sure he doesn't understand what it's like having to choose between certain foods because of health complications. If you haven't before, I'd suggest sitting down with him and having a long talk about your condition. Maybe make a list of foods you can't eat so he can see it on paper. I'd also suggest having him do some research about diabetes as well just to make sure he is fully educated about everything.

Diabetes isn't a one person journey, it takes a lot of will power from yourself but also the people who are nearest and dearest to you. I wish you the best of luck with all your sugary situations!

Same here! I'm hoping that I get twins or atleast a boy and a girl. This was my first DEPO shot, and now im going back on the pill.

At least you found out now about that whole not able to have babies thing.

yup, my doctor did not inform me of that, I need a new doctor but I'm almost 18 so I'll be needing an adult doctor anyways.

Its always good to have a good doctor, especially if you have questions and are not told things about some of the drugs your taking.

Yeah, she even overdosed me on my migraine medicine and my mom still takes me to this crazy lady. I wish my migraines would go away because the next medicine I have to take for it might make my kidneys fail and I would loose alot of weight... I wish medicine didn't have so much side effects. -sigh-

Oh god.. thats not right! thats not right at all. Bad doctor.... yea it would be good to see a new one, definitely since of what has been happening.

D: I know. I just don't know what I'm going to do when I'm eighteen because my BCMH insurance runs out and I'll have to spend over 100 dollars in medications.