I've also been trying to find a job around time, but sadly I keep coming up empty handed.

I've notice I'm sleeping a lot against my will and it takes a LOT for me to get myself up. I need something to do.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine have one task before trying for a job, update some information and wait for the change to reflect. A few calls, a few requests for paperwork, and any fees.

Mine also waiting for the last parts for mine car, plus another delivery to get going. The eclipse is nest Monday, but here we may only get 1/3 coverage. Mine current HA is close to what mine expect to see.

I think I need some time to myself to improve myself and try to adult some more. Yes, I know that sounds stupid, "try to adult".

I don't know how to say it, but I feel like both a child and an adult, but more of a child plus I always feel small. I'm 5'3 in real life but I feel more 3'2. I just feel lost and hopeless.

[@-HyperBlossom-] In a way, mine in the same place. 42 years old, and nothing to show for it. Mine the last bloomer of the family, like that matters now. Doing now what would be appropriate twenty years ago.

Mine starting the first steps for mine car's work. If the parts arrive over the weekend, mine can start the opening of the covers, inspect the assembly and the teardown. If weather permits mine could finish in one day.

Mine just tired of it all...

I'm the youngest out of three. I'm in my mid to late 20s' and have nothing to show for it other than a useless pancreas which I believe may be the end of me.

I was trying to get out for years, but either my family didn't listen to me or then never paid attention to me.

When ever I ask for help, advice, ect, they would same I'm bothering them or I'm getting on their last nerve.

I accept something very bad a long time ago because I was in a great amount of pain and thought it was the end for me. The end is a part life and I wonder where is the end.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Life can be a series of waves crashing on your back, at any age it seems.

so very true, but I think I gave up on life when my grandmother pass away and when my dog pass away I believe a piece of my sanity broke away.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Same, mine mum's passing shut down any prospect of opening up to any woman. But that fork was also stuck in mine 25 years ago.

All they'll get is default programming.

you gonna be playing during Venasil? Sorry to switch up the subject, but I'm not trying to make anyone depress.

I'll make some bouquets if you want any. I hope they make new bouquets this year. I hoard all my flowers the whole event and then during the last 3 days I give them away and make the bouquets. Leftover flowers I keep in my vault for next year.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine good, the ones from last year are still in mine vault.

Pay no mind to mine post, that was the meds talking.

Mine have all the parts for mine car's job, Al mine need to do is get the harmonic balancer off the crankshaft before mine could remove anything else.

On a lighter note, mine can start making a tuition fund this coming week. A cousin has asked mine to go for yard work. A reason able goal is $600, and $1,000 if time allows.

I'm busy all this weekend, so I won't get my break. Don't know how I'm going to play the event?

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine will be busy tomorrow, after some research mine found the harmonic balancer comes off by removing one bolt with an impact gun. Zo, the last steps before the more intensive portion are to remove both the front engine mount and the belt tensioner.

Between the timing chain and its components and a check on the water pump, mine think the entire daytime is to be used for this job. Including the reinstall of everything mine removed.

Mine will cruise the event, but keep no flowers this year. Mine stash from last year is a good start, unless mine at them...

oh my that sounds like a lot and I have very small know how's when it comes to taking a car apart.

If they make an new bouquets I'll keep a small pack for you ❤

[@-HyperBlossom-] Enough to keep mine busy for another day, some strong winds had kicked up dust. Which forced mine to pack up about half an hour ago. The alignment of the engine is not a time task to get. But mine gknow what to do nest time.

Mine appreciate your gifts, this car be a handful.

I wish I had something to do to keep me busy.

You're welcome. ❤

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine was able to correctly set up there timing of mine car, which now runs better and quieter. Tho the check engine light came back on after two days running, mine not too worried. Inspection is due in Dec, zo mine can go about this more calmly.

Mine could also use more working days, some details are left to iron out before mine can start looking.

This may not have much weight, but mine save a for you. Seems to be the only one mine got..

I hope the light is nothing too serious.

I'm still saving up all my flowers if they do make new bouquets, but I need to see when this event ends so I can give out the flowers that I kept. I think it ends on the 25th...? I think. I'll doubt check later.

Need to clean out my vault and update my shop "Konan".

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine can rule out mechanical problems, the likely suspect is a small EVAP leak. Mine not too worried, plenty of time to find the problem and fix it.

I'm sorry but I have no clue what a EVAP leak is. Lol!!

You enjoying the event so far? I notice something this site isn't has fun anymore since my sisters left. I mean they didn't leave the site they just don't play anymore.

[@-HyperBlossom-] It means a small vapor leak somewhere between the gas tank and the engine.

Mine only goal was 1,000 coins, which was achieved in the first few days. Since then mine want to flower at random, then stash flowers for nest time...

Mine also reconsidering the whole dropping out, and instead try to better administer mine online time.