I understand.

The past few days haven't been so good to me. I seem to only want to sleep, depress when I'm around people, and I don't know why, but my arm reaches around my back for some odd reason. My hand reaches for something, but it's not there whatever it's looking for.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine will say, mine stopped reaching out long ago. Try as mine may, few really reach back...

I see.

You have any plans for this weekend love?

[@-HyperBlossom-] Well, other than the option to pick up some firewood and a second attempt to remove mine car's crankshaft position sensor, it seems like mine open. Zo, mine will look into what activities mine had kept delayed.

Mine haven't told you, mine will log on in the afternoons. Mine taking steps to fight off a bad habit that online access enables. It's only been a few days, but mine find being disconnected partially liberating. Mine have seen that mine just lurk unless something distracts mine enough, there is when mine mind wanders...

just fire wood? No grocery shopping? I don't know why, but I have been craving Mac n Cheese lately. Maybe I'm just want some comforting food I guess.

Breaking bad habits. Okay my dear take as much time as you need.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Yes, just the firewood tho a supply run would be in order for whatever need be.

Mine been told a bad habit is best fought off by putting a more productive habit in place, zo far keeping mine Chromebook off has some effect. Keeping the means away lets mine occupy mine mind with other matters.

What nostalgia this old series "Bump in the Night" is! Mine been watching disc one for the last few hours, and zo far the memories keep coming back!

I keep getting sleepy at odd parts of the day. It's not my sugar, because they are all within range. I don't have an ketos. I wonder is it something else.

I love going back watching horror movies from the 80s' and 90s'. I can watch 5 movies in a row if I'm free.... with snacks :P

[@-HyperBlossom-] A movie marathon sounds good, usually on the 4th of July mine watch a selection related to the holiday. ID4, ID4 Resurgence, Independence Daysaster, and American Warships. This year the 4th falls on a Tuesday, and mine can't watch all of them that day.

Mine in good shape for the nest semester, a check came in the mail from the college. Mine will need to show some restraint about using it for anything but class expenses, first day of class is until the end of Avgust.

I forgot all about the 4th. I wonder if you start to forget dates and holidays all due to age. I don't know, but then again I forget my birthday...maybe it's more of interest.

All the movies sound good. You might been able to only watch 2 of them in a day. If nothing bothers you that is.

Keep that money only for your classes, unless something important happens like a hospital bill or your car breaks down.

I think I need a vacation away from my family. My depression as Turn into two horrible thoughts that I don't... well I care for one, but I... no that all sounds bad. I think I just need a get away or a few good nights of sleep which is impossible.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Something mine should do ASAP, is to make certain the classes are paid for. Its been a long time since mine used federal aid, an mine believe this step isn't automatic. Mine does not want a repeat of a previous tuition mishap.

The idea is to spend the least possible during the semester, minus books et al. What is left can be put towards mine car...

mishap? Well ... it's none of my business to ask. Can you not sign up for more classes right now or look at the classes you need to take next?

[@-HyperBlossom-] The mishap was not paying on time, and had nearly been expelled. Fortunately mine instructor had informed mine about the problem, zo mine took action before it became more complicated.

Mine may have to use some of that money to get an issue taken care of, the driver's seat belt is not working correctly. The upside is the service is refurbishing, but it means mine car will not be usable for a few days. Mine should look into how this works, getting the module out doesn't look easy.

oh, that does sound bad.

I hope you can fix it yourself honey, would be better because then it would be free. Minis the part replacement.

[@-HyperBlossom-] It is bad, so mine took the steps. It costs less than $50 total, but the mailing won't arrive until mid-Avgust. That is close to the beginning of the nest semester. At least mine won't have to pay for an installation.

Mine did look at the driver's seat, the removal shouldn't be too difficult. Tho the install has a few ungknowns, like torque for the bolts.

unknown parts? Need a screw driver or a drill?

Sorry my dear, but I need to get back to babysitting. I only came online to check if they restock the token shop [no flipping way]

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine bad, using that jargon. The mine is unsure of how much to tighten each bolt. Being a safety feature its not something to be left to a guess.

safety first. You're right. Wouldn't want to break something that important that can save your life.

I should be asleep right now after babysitting, but I can't get my body to rest... or my mind to rest. I'm uneasy at the moment.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Mine been bust the last days with a visit from relatives, we're waiting for mine brother to return and start the grill for a cookout.

One is autistic, and is like how mine was when younger. Tho mine is the opposite, mine show a level of understanding.

Plenty to do this weekend, more time with family and a cookout on Sunday with mine congregation. It won't be a problem to look into financial aid later.

oh a cookout how nice! Got any hotdogs? :P

I bet it's nice to get out of the house every once in a while.

I don't think I told you this my friend, but last week my console did the strangest thing I ever saw. I'm holding my breath cause I hope it's not something so bad, but the PS3 froze on its homescreen. I couldn't get it to respond to any keys and I press it's power button, but it still refuse to turn off. After 10 minutes because I didn't know what else to do I unplug it's power supply. Hook it back up after half an hour, let it reboot, and he was find. Next week I'm taking it to a computer repair shop to clean it. Maybe it's dust, but I have had it since 2012. I don't want to lose my ps3 cause I don't have any new console, plus I'm really saving my money up for a Steam Deck.

[@-HyperBlossom-] Oh, yes dogs, brats, steak the whole nine yards. We went thru a box of fireworks, and did what visitors should receive. We ate leftovers this morning before they took off for the rest of their trip.

When mine PS3 stopped reading discs, that ended of any progress with a favorite game Rocksmith. If mine ever get a chance, mine would want to search for Wii games. Mine don't play it much after a GameCube memory died.

Mine is making efforts to make the most of today, and making plans for the nest week.