Thanks everyone for the congratulations and all the help :D
I'm going to check this book out, sounds really interesting o.o I love horror, be it books, movies, even games lol I love a good jump scare while playing.

OK here goes ..and...deep breath IN....

...oh see, I haad noidea politics was kisked outta here. I guess people get really pumped up about it..i think just skip over whatever you dont want to read here*htugs..i guess then comments or smail works.

glad you helped yoursef last night too.it makes a difference to me..not just the numbers but the help and consideration for us all.

hugs n smooches. It feels so good to have you buxxing around here again!!

ie baby..you always help on the quiet end..thanks for your help last night too!! I am almost done with my book i read in bits b pieces and savor the characters when it is a long book cause i never want it to end. The ones I read are just based on characters and small town stuff :).

OK YOUR HA IS SPOT ON GIRL!!!!!WOW

mine is an inflatable soapbox i don't use it often at all! :)

hmm i thought you were on my friends list but you aren't..goes to click n request you be my official friend ❤️

still giggling whenever i see your siggy kitty!

it is alwasy seet to see your name pop up outta the blue ya know!

,tha like to the blankets is that something you purchases then?

again yahooo.

sweet HA m'dear

hiya i haven't seen you here in a bit. How are things going for you?

_me62 i know i am pingingand blowing up your mail..but damn i am/(if you see this)was so damn worried about you fallig off the face og subeta world!!

I think you know that I have raised and stuff many varities of finches and had a pet cockatiel that was given to me bacause people knew i did birdies. Well even though that was quite some time ago..someone approached my daughter with a baby lovebird needing a forever home. I never wanted one beause of their screach..but tell me the best bits of raising one please. i know how tro take good care of the babies and that part is good..just plz tell me about the joy yours brought you.and do they screach less with alot of attention????( 'cause i am thinking of accepting him.( I already named him Georgie..or Piper(pronounced pie per)

Thank you, most gorgeous and lovely purple queen 💜

Thank you. I haven't decided if I am being warned to run, or I am warning others to run from me :P

nahhh you got that KissMyAss look!!

all those bands you n i think are talking about..i have seen only a tiny bit and i liked it. So with my love of mudic o must try more..so give me your favorite one or two songs/performances to watch:)

Can you guess my new HA?

tysoomuch dear Anonymous for this amaaazing surprises.. m' sure ist coming from a 🐻 cause here are such crazy friends.. <3 ... is coming to right time cause is given me a smile and let my heart jump... 🌈 💖 🌈 ------------------

i dont' know is the weather, or i sing the blues or just given up to hope... cause every day u hear bad news, more and more, without end and they say we have this or that.. that will help... but... u hear only bad news, nobody say exacly what they do to save ur' live... i read here every day so many storys from friends and sometimes i ask myself from where they take so much power for not given up... m' a looser if i say m' on the end.. ? since ca. 1 year i fight every day for family, friends, seniors and homeless ppl that they get medicine, food, cloth and i help where i can... but m' alone and what can a single human do... ? ..

i live in a mio. city and if i see outside how ppl act m' really angry cause many are sooo ... "so what, i dont' mind this Situation, leave me alone... " .. and u come from a senior, lonesome in a small sad room, without enough food, no visitors... family have no time and all she do is sitting the whole day in a chair, watching the floor... nobody is interested if she live or not... is this the way i go too.. ? .. the news in TV says all is ok, but reality looks different...

normal i no write like this.. but i know here i can talk over all themes... ive' really lost my hope that we find a good end... but, forgive me... it can be cause i move and i was sooo happy about it... but now i feel i lost my roots and i never get back... jesus... i really sing the blues... 🙈

i wish for every single of us we no loose some friend or a part of our family and on the end all becomes well, really... m' so tied to fight for life...

I hear you! I have lost someone that sat right up in my heart loudly..and now is gone because of covid. I hate fucking Covid!!

HAHAHA i have been trying to guess since you put it on..and all i come up with is a girls version of the vilahe people :):)

Bought a rubiks cube today. First time I've tried since I was a kid.

...I'm following directions on the website and still failing at getting this thing solved. X'D Ahaha!

my heart becomes heavy to hear that and m' with u... is so sensless... 🕯️🕯️

I got caught up for a few minutes and thought I would pop in and say hi to all! It's been a busy day today!

: Awe...you did nothing wrong. kisses your ear and hugs you. No need to sit in the corner in shame. We all do silly things from time to time.

: My philosophy about posting thingies in Subeta (especially graphics) is to fly low under the radar. Oh...and I also got iced for writing out a beautiful line of poetry in German with an English translation. I appealed and was quickly reinstated, but I don't even write common foreign words in a post anymore. I sometimes write Yiddish words to because we both love Yiddish sayings, but only in private smails. So Bears...Watch your image sizes and watch your mouth...I mean language...erm...no foreign words! (LOL) ((Is "chat speak" a foreign language?))

: Welly (my mate) brought me a Rubic's Cube of Evil and thought it would be a wonderful gift for my curious mind. But I suffer horribly with ADHD and despite all the pretty colors, I couldn't hyper-focus on it long enough to solve it. I gave into my impulses, peeled off all the stickers, disassembled it and threw all the pieces out the window. (that speaks volumes about my psychological state of mind right there.) Welly did a marvelous job of restoring it to its full former 'beauty' and it sits on my desk at Healer's Hall as a reminder to me of what a doofus I can be sometimes if I don't take my medications.

: Hello dearie! What's going on?

: I read your note and I'm moved by your lament. The situation seems sad and dire at times. My Author's mother-in-law, whom he loves as dearly as his own mother is in an assisted-living facility and she is miserable. She is alone, her husband died only a year ago, she isn't allowed any visitors or freedom to leave her room to go to the dining room. That facility is in complete lockdown, they have had 17 COVID-19 cases among the residents and 17 cases among the staff. My Author's own mother is alone in a distant town and he isn't allowed to go visit her or his own brother. It seems too sad, right?

And yet, there is hope. As long as caring people have their phones, the mail, and faith, there is hope that this pandemic will end. Let me encourage you, your heart demonstrates how much you care for others. Maybe you cannot eliminate suffering altogether, but you can do little things. A kind word, a short card or an offer of running an errand. You are not a loser, for losers have no heart. You are not alone in doing good, others are helping as they can. If only I could fly to your world on the wings of angels, I would hug you and kiss you and tell you that we all share your frustration, anger and sadness over this thing. But we are are not alone in this. You have at least one little friend on the other side of our world who cares and loves you and your heart, even if it is sad.

LOL! Nope, it's another nod to Jesus Christ Superstar, 2000 version.

I try to keep up with the potion lottery bombing. :D

^_^' Pretty sure I've got un-professionally-diagnosed adhd (from what my parents have said and personal and family history. It was too expensive to go to a doc for when we were actually sick, let alone to get a diagnoses for something). I would have done the same with the stickers within an hour had it not been for the fact they make them with plastic instead of stickers now. No more cheating for us. Haha! So far, it makes a better fidget cube. Just playing with it, I think I've gotten close. Then somehow mess it up again. Maybe one of these days I'll manage it while not paying attention. :)

ahhaha a good loud laugh over here indeed..i would throw the thing as far as i could..ooooo wait more satisfing is to RUN OVER IT IN MY LIL CAR!!! heehee

ahhh i do mneedto go watch more of it..i jusr seem to wander off

yes..i said i wont play any longer with the lottery unless the bombee makes themseves known and agrees to self bomb most of the gven day!!nods did just that and it really helps!

try n get the corners..it was the guy who nailed it's trick he took it all apart n they showed him doing the solve..i would then get you an etcher sketch and a slinky too..ooo and a light up yoyo!!

..you can sit on MY lap in the corner anytime you want :):)..why would you be in a corner anyways?? hmmm at least it is a safe place with your back to the wall..i would love a cozy lil cushioned corner with a soft billowy sheers floating in the breeze as it goes in and out..with my laptop of course..hmmm the corner ain't so bad ..

is was fun when we were on a roll, we got it for alot of people

: Welly had it back together in five minutes, had the stickers on it (perfectly aligned with no wrinkles or turned up corners!!) and solved. He's not any smarter than I am, he's just wired differently and has an eidetic memory. I think he can smell the correct solution to the dang thing.

I was professionally diagnosed...my psychiatrist took one look at me and said, "You're crazy."

I told him I wanted a second opinion.

He took another look at me and said, "You're funny looking too."

bah-dum-PAH!

sorry about that.....

yes i used to be obsessed with the wins and give up all the whole day..i found it overwhelming cause i have a hard time being reasonable....restraint ya know.

XD Ahahaha! Also, sounds like your Welly is pretty smart. I've always thought how useful it could be to have that good a memory. :)