Urgh, my brother blackmailed me into going out and buying something for him by deciding that he wouldn't eat anything at all tonight if I didn't and then tried to make it seem like I was worse than him just because usually when he makes me do things I don't want to do, I call someone else for help since I'm too sensitive to stand up to him, I know he was just trying to wind me up and make me have a meltdown on purpose, to make me look even worse. Seriously, things are better between us when we don't interact much. I managed not to have a meltdown by leaving but it could have happened.
I wish I wasn't so sensitive though, I wish I could take being insulted or shouted at or just being tormented like that.
I'm sorry to hear this, he sounds like a brat
I can't seem to do my quests second day in a row. It's the forums, I'm telling ya. Forums are ebil. Also lag.
... I'm now imagining what ear fresheners would be. I don't think I'd like em.
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He is kind of a brat, but then so am I, just in a different way.
I recently got so frustrated with something that I made a character based on it. Came up with some really good ideas for their design and stuff.
I once wrote an angry poem about a guy who annoyed me.
that is one magnificent Neela!!
Also uhm.. does anyone want a stuck onto them? I got it cause I thought it's hilarious but now I'm no longer sure what to do with it. Go figure.
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I want to try and use my venting in a more constructive way. I'm planning on recording sounds of me venting by complaining verbally or maybe hitting something, and then editing those sounds to make other sounds out of them and use them in music. It sounds silly, but I think it might help me turn all of my bad thoughts into something meaningful.
At least two of the songs I've written are also from venting. Both are to do with things in shows I've watched that have frustrated me. One of them is of when a character wasn't allowed to join in with the other characters for a while (Actually applied to two shows but one of them frustrated me more than the other) and how the writers often don't treat my favourite characters right, the other one is about a character who is a cruel villain who everyone chooses to ignore because of how hot they think she is (I might be biased because I'm ace but really, they wouldn't feel that way towards a real life person, would they?) which is from another show as well.
This character I made up is based on my stress over all the delays on this site at the moment. She can speed up, slow down, or freeze time (as for how that affects the environment and the fact that people should be dead from the planet or even the whole universe not moving, just say magic prevented that), maybe one day I'll show what she looks like.
Merry Christmas everyone! HOHOHO! 🎅
FIRE IN THE HOLE!!!
Unfortunately no we can't move as we already signed another 1 year lease as we couldn't find any other place we could afford before our lease was up in October. Housing especially apartments are extremely expensive here trying to find a good apartment in a safe area that we can afford is like finding a needle in a haystack.
I'm hoping the new Resident manager will get things moving along faster and that they can take care of the mold problem.
omg that sticker is too funny xD where did you get it from is it a regular RS at the sticker store?
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that reminds me of a youtube channel where this guy records music with random sounds ( I think he did dog sounds and potatoes, among other things..), and it always works out amazingly in the end, so that sounds like a nice place to channel your venting.
it's from L'amour Parlor 2016, I was checking out the flower crown slash horn wearables when I saw it... and sorry but I took it as consent, so you are now SEMPAI!!!...!
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I think the music software I have does include a sampler of some kind, which can be used to change sounds to the point where you can no longer recognise what sounds they originally were. I like to mess around with sounds and stuff, so I can use it to make some sort of electronic music. I don't know what kind of music I want my songs to be yet, I think maybe electronic with rock in it as well. I might not even have a specific genre, just whatever sounds good to me.
I like the sound of "no specific genre" (...no pun intended?), since that's what my music taste has evolved into over the years.
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got socks so far n had lunch. now to find the family restroom at wallmart and hope my headache doesn’t worsen
It smells of burning ear wax. And it's absolutely amazing.
I've got a very varied and very strange taste in music too X)
same here. just lately, ive been listening to a mix of rock, folk punk, punk rock, emo, k-pop and metal. XD