Bahaha, glad to have helped !

It's much appreciated ❤️ ((Also I love your HA!))

Thank you, I love yours too !

Thank you ❤️

Wraps us in a blanket

Haha I mean you can find someone like that. I actually haven't been on a while because of personal stuff but I'm trying to get my stuff together.

cuddles

It's understandable ❤️

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So for over a week I’ve been in pain in my foot. Last week I noticed the top of the callus I have on my big toe looking like it was going to blister. It was hurting so bad I was in tears, struggled to drive. The following day it was brownish-black there. I tried some callus pads to lower pain. But it looked worse so we called and made an appointment. The callus was infected and removed. But that’s not the end of it. I need ortho shoes for starters which are $500. But then the bad news kept coming. Apparently, the cause of this is worse than I feared. I need tendon surgery to lengthen them and create room in the leg for the muscle. Apparently I’m not walking properly and that’s because the muscle is so tight that it can’t flex my toe the way I should be. He said I have to fix both legs. The left is the worse, but the right must be done first because of the callus that was removed. If I delay, I could wind up losing both my legs. I’m overwhelmed by this and am feeling extremely depressed. I was hoping things would settle down and I can get back to routine and now this… I have the first leg surgery on Monday. I’ll have a cast on too. Don’t know when we’ll do the other one. It’s rather expensive too so my mood is really low. PLus this means a delay in unboxing and all.

Reaper -snuggles- wish I could help.
Muerte-- well didn't think you'd mind :P

Oh goodness, that is terrible. I hope the surgery goes well and recovery is quick.

Yeah :/ Thanks me too.

How's your day going?

Oh my god, I'm so sorry you've had all of that happen and that now you're set for surgery. I really hope things go very smoothly and that your recovery goes quicker than expected, but I can only imagine how worrisome and stressful this has been.

thanks me too. I honestly thought removing the callus would end it or worse case ortho shoes. -sigh- I didn't expect everything else too. -sighs- my morale is so low. Plus my foot is hurting from the removal. THanks I never asked how long but online it said 6-12 weeks. it really has. -snuggles us-

-snuggles- Yeah, that's definitely a really unexpected turn. I'm glad they know what's going on at least, hopefully after recovery things will be much much better for you ❤️

i hope so. I really hope so.

Me too. I'll definitely keep you in my thoughts hugs

thanks hun. You've been in my thoughts too

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I am trying to be awake but I am failing miserably.

At my wit's end. I wound up in the er today. I was so sick this morning. i was there for 6 hours. Finally was able to go and wound up doing several errands and getting this medications. I was dizzy yesterday at the callus removal but apparently it probably wasn't because of the removal. My sugar was sky high so I've wound up getting a diabetes suggestion. When I go to the follow up they'll do the official check but I am progressing as if I have it. I'm really, really upset. I can't handle much more bad news right now. Yes, I know there's some good things knowing but at the moment I'm struggling... I just... I cant

Thank you ❤️ And I'm sorry for the further bad news. It could all still be related to everything else going on - there's been a lot of stress and health issues with the callus and that can affect your chemistry. I'd do as you're doing and proceed for the moment as if you're going to need to change around to manage diabetes, but don't lose hope that that's going to be forever. Hopefully once everything calms down and is sorted out, your blood results will come back more normal hugs

Being awake is overrated.