I've gotten to Lady of the West Wind so far. Two pets need to get to ten for her. I am going to do 10 against all that I can with my main pet, but I think 5 for my 5 smaller pets after this one. ... I would be done if I were just fighting with my main, ahaha

Doing more battling =3

I know plenty of people like that, I just like the distinction between seasons and holidays. I'm very precise and need things a certain way or else it bothers me greatly till it's fixed

That's understandable. I have been away I've been on new meds so they are causing me to sleep a lot sorry also my computer charger doesnt work well and so my computer may die in a few weeks which sucks

Ah, the meds switch can be a bother. ❤️

Yeah honestly, I forgot how bad the insomnia is on it too >.< but good news, for the first time in 2 years I am going to be on hormone injections :D During those two years I was on gel that was a super low dose so my progress slightly reversed and I was bummed but it's a large dose so I'm gonna be super manly soon!

fun XD. I went to publix for marshmallows, Sam's for some strawberries, Joann's, barns and noble and then Dominos. I've also washed my entire bedding, so I'm really tired but am about 90% back to health.

Eh. Yesterday was work so it was exhausting. I love your HA though.

I only did my main pet. I don't have the energy to do it with others.

I can understand that. I think of fall as spooky season in general haha.

OH THAT IS EXCITING ! Wait, big doses ? Kinda worries me. This guy I sometimes watch on youtube was taking big doses and his doctor was like "yeah you're fine blah blah" and I think even wanted him to go higher, then something happened and he found out he was taking a shitton more than he should have been. It's been a while since I watched the video. o-o

So much to do, wow ! But being almost back to health is good.

Oh, it's taking A LOT OUT OF ME MAN. Depression sucks.

I believe it =/ I'm sorry it's so draining

I'm sorry -snugs- Oh thank you XD

yeah I'm tired. Bed's finally back together. ME too lol.

I will be okay, it is on the higher side but still in the average doses. (I realize I said LARGE instead of LARGER dose sorry) I was on a very low dose for a while (50mg a week). Now it's basically 200mg every two weeks, so only about 100mg per week if I was doing it weekly. A big jump but not that bad, still normal range.

That makes sense, so many do ^^ I love seasons on their own as it is so it's hard for me to lump everything together lol

I got no sleep. o-o

OOH, I got worried. XD So that is exciting !

Yeah don't worry, I am super paranoid of messing up or having too much, so I'm super careful about it lol. But yeah I am super excited to get back to transitioning and so is my bf

I do find it fun seeing men go from twink to hunk/bear once they've been on t for a bit.

hugs I have been very lazy today. But also pain is being wonky.

That's understandable. I really only love summer as a season (because the cold hurts me and I love being warm) but I love aspects of the other seasons. Fall has a really beautiful aesthetic.

Oh no, I'm sorry hugs

Hopefully tonight, ahaha

Haha yeah, I get that. I honestly don't get a lot of hair, like the only thing that has happened when I was on it before was my arm and leg hair got darker and maybe a little facial hair but that's it. I was on T for 2 years before I switched to the less effective version so yeah

Yeah I can't wait till fall starts here, the trees haven't even started to change yet which apparently is weird for here?

insomnia sucks :/ -snuggles- hope you finally got some needed sleep.

nothing wrong with being a little lazy. I hope the pain calms down though.

I very much hope you did get lots of sleep last night ❤️

I'm in SoCal so most of our trees don't do that haha.

Thank you ❤️ Was up at 2am because migraine :(

It'll take time, and the switch probably slowed down the progression to Hot Damn Bear. Although it does depend on your own genes, looking at the other men in your life will usually give an idea of how you'll eventually be. One thing that makes me laugh is men complaining that their hairline has receded because of it.

Got more sleep but still woke up earler than desired. But still, more is better.

Unfortunately I have no idea what genes I have. I have no blood male relatives to look at since I was adopted. I don't even know who my dad is, and I've only ever met my mom once :/

Oh yeah that makes sense lol, Yeah I'm in Colorado for my first fall and I was expecting sooner leaf changes honestly. I do enjoy that it doesn't rain all autumn like in Seattle