thanks. I've been busy with work too so between the two of those I've had no desire to be on here pretty much

-snugs- Sorry

work has been fine tbh. stressful but my manager said something along the lines of he's heard a lot of good things about how I'm doing and he's glad he chose me. it's just home life that's been meh. a lot of fights. being accused of cheating is fun too. working on things. things are starting to get better I think/hope. it's more complicated than I let on I think

I'm sorry she's got to stay but it's better that way if it means they can help her recover faster.

Can't actually remember what I was doing at the time o-o

I don't know who that is or what it's from but I am into it

that's a nice complement from work. that's tough. Hopefully things will ease. Relationships are hard work.

that's along the lines of what we've been saying too. How things for you?

haha

They're okay. I'm on a trip with friends for one of their birthdays so it's relaxing.

oooh good!

It's definitely sorely needed.

Yeah, it was nice to hear. They are. Fighting and being accused of cheating for no reason. Not fun. She wanted me to make friends so I make one friwnd that’s a girl who’s married and she has a problem. She’s even said being married doesn’t matter like I’m going to break her up

good good <3 Today's just been one big ball of stress. I was gonna stay home this morning because I have a migraine but mum calls crying. Apparently, the rehab doesn't have someone to receive patients on the weekend and they thought she could go since they'd already signed all the paperwork. So mum was upset and we went to sort that out. She's still having to wait till Monday to go there. We decided to give her our gift a little early. Got her a colouring book, some coloured pens, and three puzzle books to keep her spirits up. We were gonna give them to her at the rehab but changed our minds since she was down. It's been a tough day to be honest.

sometimes even things that sound rational, like hey I'm happy with you and she's happy with her husband, don't actually process, you know?

It’s bad. I don’t think she’s happy with me. I’m not currently happy with her. Honestly I’m attracted to my friend but there’s never going to be anything between us so that’s a useless feeling

is it time to consider if you two should remain together?

I consider it daily!

I’m honestly quite depressed atm and consider many things daily so

might be the right time. idk. Have you asked your parents for advice? I'm sorry sweetie. I know how tough feeling depressed is

They think everything is fine, which is exactly what I want. I’m going to try to work through it but it’s tough It sucks.

alright. don't be afraid to ask them for help too.
I'm sure -snugs-

I am though haha. Might hang out with my friend tonight, gf is going out drinking with her friends and I’m not invited so yeah.

aww well hope you have a good time