All I can think of for the blueberries is to make syrup to pour on pancakes, but I think that's a stove top thing. I had once made homemade strawberry jam, its not complicated.

I think it's a 1 pound bag of frozen blueberries. I tried making something in the past..oh! a blueberry cobbler it didn't work out.. I used cobbler mix someone gave me one of those just add fruit and water mix and bake.Maybe the mix was the issue? Since I never used it before.. My peach cobbler ive got 2 recipes for. The 1st involves a cake mix,butter and canned peaches.2nd is self rising flour,sugar,butter,canned peaches.So at least I can make 1 desert from scratch.

My goals 900 points for site S within 2 months time. Save up for a toaster oven.(ive got things in my freezer just sitting cause I got no way to cook them) Look into a carpet shampooer. Make a list of companies to contact(for my reviewing) Make a list of things I need(With prices) for my house such as carpet shampooer,toaster oven,pet stuff ect.. This will help me stay on budget and remind me of what I need.

Progress made in no order.. Well not much. Ive contacted 2 companies haven't heard back back from either one. Ive started my list of things I need and in the process threw out expired items. IF everything goes okay and I don't have to dip into my toaster oven savings I will have one in 4 months. Still working on my goal for site S. Carpet shampooers ive seen are over $70.00 way things going I got plenty of time to look for one..Hopefully when I can buy one it will be a decent one with a warranty.

I've elected to stop searching for some misplaced money, and will resort to withdrawing to cover the loss.

Then look into the details of my license and college requested information.

Nobody has it easy...

Usually things turn up when your looking for something else.

My goals 900 points for site S within 2 months time. Save up for a toaster oven.(ive got things in my freezer just sitting cause I got no way to cook them) Make a list of companies to contact(for my reviewing)

Progress on my goals Site S goal is slowly coming along.. Still need almost the whole amount for the toaster oven but I just recently started saving. Still trying to think of companies that might work with me.(2nd company turned me down 1st one I never heard back from)

Dipped into my toaster oven savings..I needed some bowls all mine have magically disappeared or have crack in them(there plastic)..I can't have any glass bowls they all get broken so plastic(dishwasher and microwave safe) ones are all I can have. Im supposed to get some of the money I spent back.( I used a rebate just have to wait and see if I actually get any money back)

I've elected to make changes to Porter-Penry, first to make him a her, and then rename to something I've held close. This however, will wait until after I've bought the Pet slot.

Again I'll be facing a diminished supply of food. And my situation with my license will complicate the matters.

I had mostly bowls(well I used the microwave pressure cooker bowl that I cooked the rice in to eat out of so it saved me dishes) of rice yesterday. Today I had toast and some fried eggs. Work with what you got and try and keep filling things like rice on hand.(well that's what ive learned)

Im supposed to hear about my bowl rebate in 48 hours..It be nice if I get some of money back..

On the bright side I get some free samples of personal hygiene items and I think a coupon for a free full size package.This will be a private review between me and the company so it will not go on my site or on video. Just hoping it doesn't disappear in mail like my other package did(other package was 5 makeup samples in a box a gift with purchase.)unless packages have trackers they vanish and never make it to me and my post office just wants to argue with me so there no help.

Well I got ripped on my rebate. I bought 2 sets of bowls and was supposed to get a % back on both but they claimed only 1 set qualified..They where the EXACT same set same color brand everything..SO I only got back 8 cents.The rebate said any qualifying item I would get a % back on it also stated the amount of items did not matter that I would I get the %back on all of them. What a JOKE!

The issue with my citation is on hold until Monday. But I was given some slack, if I demonstrate that the issue with my car is resolved. I might get let off, the license issue will be determined after the first.

Well if it was fixed when it was in shop(unless this is totally a different issue..)then shouldn't the repair bill work as long as it stats what all the shop fixed?

Ive been busy trying to organize and clean.It's taking forever.

Update on my goals: They changed how points are earned on site S so looks like that goal is out the window.. Toaster oven seems like a pipe dream..so much going on..so many bills.. As far as thinking of companies that would work with me ive set this aside for now.

I feel like to much is going on to much stress is getting to me. I can't even record a video without something going wrong. Im thinking about fixing me a small spot in one of the old buildings outside and just filming in them. They have no electric though so..I would have to use candles for light. They also have no heat and no insulation.. It's currently being used for feed storage but I could save for a small folding table and put a chair in there and just film then put the table and chair away..Not sure what to do for heat in the winter or air in the summer. summer gets pretty hot..I would have to keep the doors closed on the building to drowned out the outside noises..

Im looking at losing my electric on the 31st. I can't pay the bill and my electric company will not wait till I get my check(I get it the 1st week of February)

The car issue was dismissed, I only owe $10, my license issue is deferred for a month. I have my homework now.

Onsite my goals are 92% to Pet slot , after which I might begin towards Porter's changes.

Fortunately the little money I do have will suffice with what I need to do the next few days.

well that's good.

SO far looks like I will lose my electric no churches or anything in my area will help anyone since the fllood. Ive been applying for product tests for non electric powered lighting.(such as solar powered lanterns) so far not heard back.

A site gave me 2 e-gift codes for $10.00 a piece.SO far there not working. I was supposed to use them online at one of the stores on a list I tried 2 different stores codes would not work. So far I can't review anything cause the codes are not working. Im waiting to hear back from them but I kinda have a feeling that I won't. Funny thing is they contacted me asking me to do this review I did not know they even EXISTED.

Waiting to see if my electric gets turned off soon..

Well I still have my electric guess they decided to hold off for now.

Site that sen't me the codes left out the part about having to redeem the codes before I code use them and it could take up to 48 hours for the new codes that you get (after redeeming the codes they send you) to become active..SO ya lots of hoops to go through..Honestly so far im not liken this company.

Just found ANOTHER catch to that sites codes. TO be able to use them even after redeeming them for the codes you use on the sites.. you HAVE to spend $20.00 to use the code then you get $10.00 off. This is like freaking JOKE! They left ALL this info out when they contacted me. NO way am I doing this. Good thing I never agreed to it they sent me the codes when they asked me to do it. I NEVER said I would do the review. This is like another money scam.They sent me 2 codes so I would have to spend $40.00 and I would get $20.00 off but I would also be paying shipping.. NOT going to happen!

It'll be slower without this conversation. Hope to hear from you sooner than later.

ive kinda given up on things. Im 2 payments behind on my house(which could lead to foreclosure)

Im eating white rice and instant ramen.

Things are pretty bad. Ive got no clue what happened.. It was a joint bank account and I hardly ever touched it. What the other person did..who knows.. All I know is there is no money in it it's in overdraft Electric bill this month won't get paid. No one this month will get paid.

Things look gloomy, I learned that the 16th is the deadline for any action towards my license issue. If I can get the paperwork or digital copy made, I may only need to wait. However at its worst, I'll need to retake the exam later on.

My overall plan for 2018 will at most be delayed.

electric company called there shutting my electric off on the 19th. My cell phone has already been shut off and already showing on my credit report.. MY tv which was only $60.00 a month is shut off and again they reported it. (if there is a way out of this mess im just going to cancel the tv)

So I can't get a loan with the stuff showing on my credit report as missed payments. (plus I probably wouldn't be able to pay it back unless it was in small payments.)

I don't get any more income till next month..and when I do the bank will take take ALL of it for overdraft and the overdraft still won't be paid off..

Well as of midnight tonight my license is revoked, and I'll need to turn it over to DPS. What I had done today will only be a step off the next attempt. That also means I may have to pay the original fine to my citation.

I'm sorry to hear of your misfortune, and here I'm rambling about my woes.

well can't you just retake the driving test to get your licence back?

Ive got a LOT going on..Cops won't do anything about someone who been harassing and threatening to shoot people they also threatened to burn the place down.. The sheriffs son is friends with the creep so nothing ever gets done. The creep is on drugs and the STATE stepped in once and got him for almost beating his brother to death but since his brother wouldn't speak the creep walked with unsupervised parole. The creeps mother LIES and says "oh he was in the back room the whole time" he even beats her but again nothing is ever done about him.

How'd I get messed up in the mess with the creep? A stupid family member wouldn't stay away from them (the family member felt sorry for the creeps mother) so the creep and my family member got into to it and of course he threatens me to get them. I kept telling my family member to stay away from them but of course they wouldn't listen. Turns out the creeps mother keeps him around so he can peddle drugs for her.(so that's what finally stopped my family member from going around them)

We live in one MESSED up world.

Im getting death threats cops won't do anything about.(even though the person IS on record as a FELON) Im about to lose everything unless I can find a way to fix things.. I got to fill out a papers and send into the state(they want my medical history for the past 2 years no clue why)

Honestly I just want the world to disappear. It's been nothing but doom and gloom for awhile. When things start looking up just a little bit something bad is always there to put out the flicker of light.

Im at a loss on what to do. I have nowhere to go if I lose my place. The creep isn't stopping his crap and he getting others wound up..(cops already said there not getting involved) I can't even pay this months bills.

Im just like "is this even real? It's some kind of weird dream right? Come on wake up.. it has to be a dream.. WAKE UP!"

Ive still got no clue what wen't so wrong at the bank..I cancelled EVERYTHING months ago except basics tv,cell phone,electric,ect..) The other person I know had there cell phone bill linked to the bank(which was fine there monthly income went in the bank as well as mine) Maybe it was all the changes in my insurance? My insurance stopped covering some of meds(but I had them switch them to brands that they would cover).. I had to pay a few copay's at some places but they where less than $10.00.

Ive not even had my leg surgery yet cause I no way on earth I can afford it right now..

Hello, I'm back ! I'm sorry to hear about the setback with your license. It all sound so unnecessarily complicated for no reason. but then again I know nothing about licenses and fines...

That creep sounds so crazy! Unbelievable that law enforcement won't do anything about that criminal lunatic. I hope you get a chance to find out what went wrong with the bank. Could you ask them about it somehow? I hope things get better and start looking up. I'm really sorry

Updates on my goals:

I've gone to another college and have been accepted into their 6 month certificate program. I'm on my way...hopefully I can get a job once I'm done with this.

Originally I wanted to become a lawyer but then I thought it would be TOO crazy for me right now. Things at home have spiraled so badly. Someone is on medication and it makes them really aggressive, to the point that they are hitting everyone else. Sometimes I actually go home and wonder if something terrible has happened since this person has gone on a walk with a caretaker and has slammed their head against the concrete. The caretaker was overpowered and thankfully a construction worker pulled him off her. Just too much emotional stress that has happened over the past 2-3 years and spiraled so badly so quickly. Its why my grades have fallen so much.

I still have to make up my incomplete assignments for my previous college so I can finish with this. But I spoke to the department chair and she said I could possibly get the classes I got Fs in removed from my record since the college was aware of my situation and I had to go to a mandatory counseling session. It would really help with my GPA if I got those Fs removed and I finished my incomplete classes. I've been a coward and have been avoiding the college due to my bad memories... but I do have to suck it up so that I can get my degree.

This new college seems like a good place for a start. I've received my first homework, which is some light reading about the law.

I've actually moved because this college would take me 3-4 hours to commute to from my home, using two buses and two trains. On top of that, my city's train system has been crazy lately, with crashes, derailments, and random stabbings.

My friend has been kind enough to let me rent a room (yes a single room) in their building at a discounted price. I share the apartment with I don't know how many people ( since I hardly see them). It's roach and mice infested but that is to be expected. Most buildings in this city are like this, unless you pay like $3,000-$5,000 a month for one of those newer apartments and you get lucky. I feel great that I'm learning to be independent and I have a bit more freedom basically to do what I want when I want, without nagging. I didn't have a door in my old room since it wasn't built to be a bedroom so I would always get checked up on since it was so easy to. I've been settling in, grateful to be away from home but at the same time concerned.

The people I lived with were not the best at communicating. Once I asked one of the caretakers Why, in the middle of winter, would they leave the front door open? Could I close it? Their answer was "Put on a coat." After I repeated my question a couple of times they threw a chair at me and threatened to kill me. Hardly something to get so worked up over, and yet... Especially since another person was in bed sick and specifically asked me to close the door since they were getting cold.

So I do worry about leaving everybody with themselves, since I tend to be the mediator. The person on medication is unable to communicate well because of a developmental disability that they were born with. I'm the one who gets hit the least because I don't tend to get as worked up as everyone else gets so I usually go in between the hitter and the person he is trying to hit. In the end, the government has provided resources for the whole family (emergency hotline for when the medicated person becomes too aggressive, a center that is open 24 hours that he can be sent to to stay overnight or in the day time, a trained specialized babysitter who know how to take care of people with this disability etc) and the caretakers support my decision to move closer to school. I do wish there was a way for me to be less worried about it though, but I haven't thought of one yet.

All the bank is interested in at the moment is trying to get the overdraft out of me.Which will eat ALL of March's income. The bank has made mistakes such saying money was withdraw-ed when it wasn't.(so they had to credit the amount back to my account) They gave me someone elses bank statement once. Oh not my personal experience but a restaurants deposit even wen't into the wrong bank account even though the owner of the restaurant hand delivered it to the bank! The bank did not even find the money! Luckily the person who's account it ended up in wen't in same day as restaurant owner. Owner was filing complaint over the missing money The person overheard the amount and spoke up and turns out BINGO it was put in the the person who spoke up's account by mistake(even though it was hand delivered by the restaurant owner)

Ive switched banks and my income has been moved as well.But there is like nothing in my new bank but when it's time for my monthly income it goes directly into my bank so the old bank doesn't bleed it dry.

So far ive had no Luck on finding any place(church,ect.) to help with even my electric bill. I did not even mention everything else just asked for helped on a electric bill and they pretty much laughed in my face.(nothing new for churches in my area)

UPDATe feb 22nd I got a few days extension on my electric bill. Sadly not enough days to hold out till I get my check.. so on the 27 is shut off.

I have fared well, I paid the citation. But my personal spending is cut. Whatever is left after today will destined for my appointments and related expenses. Really, without this I'd be sunk. I took about a decade to learn how to administer my own income.

However I've seen that relying solely on this is a mistake. My efforts now will concentrate on minimizing my dependence.

At least I can look forward to Summer courses. The prospect of a new license can ease the inconvenience of schedules.

ive not gotten groceries in a little over a month.. no milk,eggs,bread,ect.. it basically ramen and even that is getting slim.. nothing to drink other than water. no way to go anywhere other than the doctor(my insurance pays a medical transport for this). My house isn't foreclosed cause they took over half my income for the month to stop the foreclosing..im behind on all utility bills. I still owe the bank the bank that's in overdraft..

anyway my goals I know I can achieve: 1000 points on site s 750 on site M Film a video with my new products(got to figure out if I want to just show the products then do a video showing how to use each one in its own video..)