I'm sorry to hear that you don't enjoy the site, . It looks like you've been given some pretty good information so far, but please bear in mind that self-freezing (which is your only option) does not delete your account. It will still exist, suspended, like a cryogenically-frozen head. ;) If you ever change your mind and wish to return to Subeta, you'll need to do so on the original account.

The username will become available to others after a year, if that's any consolation. We do hope that you'll consider giving us a second chance at some point down the road, though!