OK well it's dumb. But I saw my ex the other day with a girl. And you could tell they weren't just friends. He just did the absolute worst job ending things with me. Like out of no where. And his reasoning was "I'm too good for him." He said he's having a hard time figuring out what he wants to do with is life and I'm so goal orientated and motivated that we're in different places in life. So I get that, but I never think anyone is too good for someone. Especially how close we were and how comfortable we were with each other. After he said all that, we still were together. So I thought everything was fine but he seriously just stopped talking to me. So I got over it. I was hurt for awhile, but seeing him the other day sucked. I'm sure that girl is just a fling, but my mind can't help but wonder if they're serious. Then that just makes me think that I'm the problem ;-; /end rant

And I saw the ones listed on Subetalodge! Not going to lie.. I don't like a lot of them either xD Where is the enamoured preview?

I'm sorry Tulip, that really sucks.. I was in a grey area with my ex for so long I had to break it off for my own sanity because I knew it wasn't ever going to get back to how it was. I wish you the best of luck, that is his problem and it's not a reflection of you. He chose not to respectfully deal with the end of the relationship which is unfortunate..

It took me a long time to move on from my ex and finally come to terms with it being his weakness & not a reflection of myself. Please take care of yourself and love your kitty! Mine were a real godsend when I was down over that stuff.

I actually got Lucy right when he decided to be shitty! Haha so she's helped out a lot. I just hate how people don't treat other people right... Whether it be in a relationship or a friendship (because I've had my fair share of problems from both). It makes me sad.

I totally understand. The thing is, some people just don't have the metaphorical balls to do things right, all you can do is be yourself and know if given the situation you would do what you know is right and not let their shitty decision dampen your own spirits. Breakups are hard, especially when neither person was bad or cruel in some way & it just sort of seemed to grow apart. Even friendships.. I have friends from highschool I had to let go because all we did was fight due to whatever, be it clashing personalities or something. It definitely makes me sad too but everything is a two-way street so never take the blame alone. Dx

I'm practising drawing HA clothing and such :o Oh that's awesome! What are you sculpting? o:

Ah, I needed to hear that. I blame myself for EVERYTHING. ;-;

So do I, really. Notoriously bad hehe. I always apologize for the weirdest stuff too.

Breaking things up into bits is the easiest way to handle things :) Yay for art! I might have to sign up for free art - do you do pet drawings by chance? Or only humans?

Chipping away at the survival shop :) But I finished all my den shopping, so I'm feeling pretty accomplished. (We're looking a bit more zombie-ish - seems like it might be a plant/nature themed virus?)

It does look like blood - seems like that could be a really cool one. I think mine is nature/tree/plant based? It's early though, so who knows what they'll turn into!

Congrats! See, when one door closes another does open :D So happy for you - internships are an awesome way to learn the ropes.

I'm watching the first ep of the 100 now (I waste no time, haha) and you're right, I really like it! You know what it reminds me of? Interstellar. Did you ever see that movie? I like that it has 30 seasons, so it'll keep me entertained for a bit :P

Sounds like he has some issues he needs to work out. I'm sorry dear :( Some people just have trouble dealing with a stronger personality aha. huggles tightly

You're definitely not a problem, just a problem for his esteem I guess.

This thread is listing the stages of all the new strands! The ones I actually like are: Blistered hearts (skeletons I like aha), Love bug (because hearts, why not) and butterfly bruise (I've seen some awesome HAs made with it).

Oh nice! Working on some new CWs? A big(ish) sea horse :D I'll show you guys when he's done!

Hey dear! How are you doing?

Nice job! I haven't even started the den D: Working on lamours though :D

Yeah! So far, I'm pleased! we got a cute little bug guy for company aha.

You're kidding O_o There's a show with 30 seasons???? Lol, I was meh on interstellar.

OMG. My roommates would not stop making fun of me the other day because I accidentally ran into a door in our apartment and I apologized to it. I APOLOGIZED TO A DOOR. And I just kept walking like it wasn't weird to talk to an inanimate object xD

Yeah this is awesome because I'll be getting so much hands on experience in the hospital :D Yay! I really enjoyed it. And ugh I forgot your netflix gives you the most recent episodes ;-; not fair. Season 3 is currently airing on tv, so those episodes don't show up on my netflix. No, I've never seen that movie :c There's a lot of movies I haven't seen before xD

Eeeep thanks c: It helped to just vent some. I didn't tell any of my best friends about it because they heard enough of my complaining when he broke things off with me xD hugs Ohhh thanks! Looks like I have enamoured. Cool. I like the butterfly bruise as well!

I'm fine, finally able to breathe through my nose in bed again!! xD Sleeping has been a pain, I HATE waking up with dry mouth. How about you?

That's like when I say "ow" when I drop something and it doesn't even touch me. Just it hitting the floor.. XD Poor door, at least you were sorry!!! XD

Yeah that's right! We don't know yet :D I like that xD

Yeah :D Ooh how beautiful! u Ok!! :D

That's awesome :) You really can't beat hands on experience. So you're going into a medical field?

I didn't realize netflix was adding that show as it happens too :O There are 4 eps of season 3, so I guess they must be? Most the time we get shows after the season, too - I waited foooorever (no exaggeration 0:)) for White Collar, Suits and The Good Wife :/ It's on netflix, if you do want to watch - it's basically the 'opposite/before' of the 100 - how earth is dying, and everyone needs to get off the planet and live in space.

It looks like you're a bit ahead of me! Though I thought I signed up pretty fast after the event started, so I'm sure my virus will catch up soon :D

That was a typo haha. It's 3 seasons, whoops! I couldn't watch anything with 30 seasons! Even when it's like 7, I'm like "is this a commitment I want to make?" Netflix watching is a very serious decision for me :P

I really liked Interstellar - though some of the black hole stuff was a little too weird for me. But the gist of it, I liked. The Martian was a much better 'realistic' space movie, though.

I swear it's like a reflex reaction. I really do apologize for anything haha

Yep! I hope to be a clinical dietitian. So depending on what I decided as my specialty, I would be working with patients prescribing meal plans, counseling on diets, etc. The possibilities for a specialty are endless though. Cardiac, renal, diabetic, children, maternal/breastfeeding, ICU tube feedings... Kind of overwhelming but exciting there's so many options. And oh okay! I'll watch it! I can't decided on a new show right now so I'll definitely check that out c:

I'm glad aha. This does comfirm my theory that complaining makes everything better XD Ah yeah, I can imagine aha.

I just love the butterflies lol.

Yay for being able to breathe lol! I've just spent a couple hours sticking things and it has gotten me very frustrated LOL.

Thanks! I do hope people like it. It's a bit of a strange one lol.

Hm. I think you're actually at a further stage than me. I should catch up too though, since we signed up at about the same time.

OMG, that makes me feel better lol. Eh well, you can always stop when you get bored!

I've never seen that one :o /puts on list

The most important thing is that you like it! :D

That's true :D Thanks hun!

I complain so much ;-; It's kind of bad. I have to actively watch myself now and try and stop xD

:D

Lol. I once spent a whole hour long walk complaining to my sister about anything I could think of XD It did cheer me up though aha. I'm an expert complainer.